Dream I Can't Get Over

Brenda86

Jedi Master
I'm pretty new here, was looking around and found this topic. It immediately brought me back to this dream I can't stop thinking about. I actually had this dream several months ago before I started reading all the material on Cassiopaea.org. Also, I would like to note that this should be fairly close the original dream as I think about it so much, but I actually had written it up in it's entirety on my laptop, which broke down for seemingly NO REASON VERY SHORTLY AFTER. So frustrating. I did tell this dream to my friends and family who seem to remember it randomly from time to time as well.

Dream:

I remember being in my bedroom sleeping. I felt someone tapping me, or something of the sort. Basically, someone trying to wake me up. When I did wake up, I saw a being next to me. No words exchanged I gave the being my hand, who helped me out of bed. I'm really not sure how to describe the being except for completely, nonthreatening, ethereal, but physical (?). I definitely felt the beings hand as it helped me up.

We left through... the wall I guess, I don't really remember. But I do know that we ended up on some type of ship or something. I asked why we were there. The being was trying to communicate that it was to "show". Show me something about the way things were. Okay, now when this being "shows" things, it is more like the thoughts come into your own head but you know they are not your own thoughts. I was shown things like families together, loving each other and being happy, people helping each other, etc. But also wars and famine. The things people have to do to survive some times. The whole range of things, including a mother killing her newborn baby that she knew she could not feed. The imagery was honestly so intense I woke up in tears.

But in the dream, the idea was like to reflect back to those who were shown the entire range of things that happen here. And I remember distinctly the idea of not judging, but that that's the way things are. But still being left with the decision of what *I* wanted to do, or what *I* would choose to do.

I was shaken up for quite some time after this dream. Like there was a weight of decision on me, which it seems from reading a lot of this material that there IS. That there is on all of us who are trying to wake up, as it were.
 
Brenda86 said:
It immediately brought me back to this dream I can't stop thinking about.

Hi Brenda86,

I'm just wondering, what do you think this dream means?
 
Well, at the time I had this dream I had really not been looking at the condition of the world or the bigger picture for a while. I used to, but I had stopped looking and stopped questioning/questing for truth. I really felt the dream was reminding me that I needed to pay attention again. Truly, a *tap tap*, "Remember this?" kind of moment. So I need to look at what's going on around me in the world, try to remain objective, not judging, but still discerning and making a choice as to what I want to do while I'm here. It didn't seem to connect much in the dream at first because it wasn't discussed per se in the dream, but there were other ships all through the sky all over the planet. The biggest thing was to make the choice of what I wanted to do, but it seemed like I was being shown that the choice isn't quite as simple as what we make it out to be because the people who were all happy seemed to be almost mindlessly so. Like they had no idea what was going on caught up in this or that from religion to materialism. And the people in unhappy situations didn't seem to be any more aware of what was going on. So part of it was that they were there but no one was looking. Looking at the different people/scenes, I got this feeling of making a choice without really knowing what you are choosing isn't a choice at all. Actually, I think the biggest thing was knowing I had a choice at all. It was like the awareness itself is what gave me the choice and since I now know I have a choice, that I know I don't have to be stuck in some kind of mindless day to day ignorance, the most reasonable thing to do is to choose to be aware of as much as I can? Because I can't make a choice without knowing what exactly I'm choosing.

I hope that was coherent enough. I felt like I was thinking "out loud" on that one. But the overarching idea/feeling is "Pay attention to everything. Learn all you can. Or you could be one of those people down there not knowing what's going on when the signs are all around you. And if you don't know what's going on you can't make a real choice about what you are going to do."
 
Brenda86 said:
Dream:

I remember being in my bedroom sleeping. I felt someone tapping me, or something of the sort. Basically, someone trying to wake me up. When I did wake up, I saw a being next to me. No words exchanged I gave the being my hand, who helped me out of bed. I'm really not sure how to describe the being except for completely, nonthreatening, ethereal, but physical (?). I definitely felt the beings hand as it helped me up.

Just a quick question Brenda, this was a dream, yes? It's just when you write that you "definitely felt the beings hand as it helped me up", it sort of sounds more like a lucid dream or something, where it seemed real. Is that the case of was this definitely just a normal dream?
 
I've never thought of it as anything other than a dream. It definitely felt pretty real. Like I said, I actually woke up crying. Very unusual for me.
 
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