Mountain Crown
The Living Force
Recently I dreamt of discovering lesions on my body, two of which stood out as being huge and nasty.
In the dream I didn't panic, but was concerned: "What the #@%#! Where did these come from?"
The rest of the dream entailed going to different places trying to find out what to do about them, with some family members who kind of just stood there expressionless. One of them is a doctor in real life.
This dream had the quality of being revelatory, unlike the many convoluted dreams that release suppressed anxieties or daily stresses only subconsciously known. Since we know that the body stores emotional trauma, maybe the dream is saying that merely knowing of being narcissistically wounded isn't enough, growth now means getting to the grit by identifying and healing the causes.
I'm thinking also of the possibility that this may be premonitory in the sense that conscious work is necessary for preparation of emotional precipitation to come from EE practice. If that's the case, I'd rather not prepare alone and would appreciate any assistance from those of you who have shown the knack for dream analysis; if not, the investigation would nonetheless be useful.
One significant and nasty gaping wound was located on the right side of the lower half of my back, on a diagonal from kidney to base of spine. Another was on the back of my right knee from calf to thigh.
None of the locales in the dream seemed noteworthy, but I don't journal dreams so they may be lost from memory.
Oh yeah, I was basically in my underwear the whole time, but that may be merely that I'm kind of goofy even down to the subconscious.
Any thoughts?
In the dream I didn't panic, but was concerned: "What the #@%#! Where did these come from?"
The rest of the dream entailed going to different places trying to find out what to do about them, with some family members who kind of just stood there expressionless. One of them is a doctor in real life.
This dream had the quality of being revelatory, unlike the many convoluted dreams that release suppressed anxieties or daily stresses only subconsciously known. Since we know that the body stores emotional trauma, maybe the dream is saying that merely knowing of being narcissistically wounded isn't enough, growth now means getting to the grit by identifying and healing the causes.
I'm thinking also of the possibility that this may be premonitory in the sense that conscious work is necessary for preparation of emotional precipitation to come from EE practice. If that's the case, I'd rather not prepare alone and would appreciate any assistance from those of you who have shown the knack for dream analysis; if not, the investigation would nonetheless be useful.
One significant and nasty gaping wound was located on the right side of the lower half of my back, on a diagonal from kidney to base of spine. Another was on the back of my right knee from calf to thigh.
None of the locales in the dream seemed noteworthy, but I don't journal dreams so they may be lost from memory.
Oh yeah, I was basically in my underwear the whole time, but that may be merely that I'm kind of goofy even down to the subconscious.
Any thoughts?
