Fantasies

[TOTEM36]

I have kept imagining these fantasies:
(the second fantasy only started appearing in the last year or so)

Somehow, I am offered a challenge where time is frozen for 2 hours,
then i have to sprint to the local shopping centres as fast as i can without the use of a car and i can take as much money as i can grab from all the cash registers while everyone is frozen, and have to carry as much of it home with me before the 2 hour time limit is up or i lose it all.

The other fantasy is along the same lines, except its 2 hours to go and get revenge by walking into the offices/houses of psychopathic ex-managers who screwed me over in the past and doing things to their environment to make them lose their sanity or feel haunted.

this is all pretty harmless right?

 

[ScarletBegonias]

this is all pretty harmless right?

Hi hallowed,

These thoughts may be serving to keep you asleep, as is mentioned here: http://www.cassiopedia.org/glossary/Imagination_vs._Impression

 

[Hildegarda]

I have kept imagining these fantasies:[..]
this is all pretty harmless right?

it's harmless enough, but it IS IMO a hallmark of powerlessness over your life and your circumstances. It is easy to fantasize about making things right or getting what you think you deserve without working for it. Easier than making real changes. Been there, done that, still visit that place once in a while.

 

[Carl]

I would say they are harmless, but they don't do you any good either.

You will probably find that as you progress in healing yourself, fantasies like that become less frequent and you will not be drawn into them as much.