Feeling ungrounded due to an event.

[melatonin]

Hello there.

I just wanted to share this situation that happened recently.
I've read and heard about negative syncronocities, from Laura's books and other places.
Never have i experienced something like i did the other week. It seemed to hit me that hard... that "HEY, WE ARE TRYING TO KNOCK YOU OFF TRACK"....that its left me feeling weak and vunerable.

Saying this... i identified it to be exactually that, and took due action before i was sucked in too far by this person.

The following happened, aswell as events that happened the two weeks before:-



2 weeks ago i woke, to a strange object above me in my room - having had lots of these experiences since childhood, i usually know how to prepare myself.

Well, following this i see allsorts of number syncs...everytime my eyes are drawn towards the clock theres a pattern...1212, 2020 etc etc. Everytime damn time. (Never had number syncs before, but id heard of other people having them)

So... im online on facebook the other day, and i join a group. Alot of new "friends" are added including this one particular women.
On facebook, i change the spelling of my secound name, in order to keep some privacy. (I do this before joining the group, as for some reason id got paranoid of privacy online)

She messages me saying "Oh, my grandma had that secound name, we could be related"

I reply "i dont think so, thats the incorrect spelling".

I tell her my real secound name, and she comes back shortly after and said "actually it was spelt the same as that!, i just checked with my mum!"
She then claims "WOW, what a sync, the only reason i spoke to you was because i thought it was spelt like your undercover surname, and it ends up being the same as your real one! What are the chances?!!"

Let me just state now that my secound name is very very unique and rare.

I was also reading a book of past life regression and she was also. (The same one)
Also, the fact she could be related somehow is also a weakness of mine... i have very little family, and ive always wanted to get to know more.
She also keeps telling me "oh this is a syncronicity, we MUST do something about this".
Shes very heavy.

So, i talk to her on the phone, and basically she seemed to know my every weakness and was pulling me down a big dark pit and beginning to control me. (I find it hard to explain how she did... but she knew every subtle weakness i had...without actually knowing me)

Whilst we were communicating, i lost a full nail for the first time in my life....i told no-one...she texted me 1 hour later and said she had lost one for the first time ever also.

(She proved her secound name via documents - so she wasnt lying)
I felt like she was draining me... more than id ever felt it before with someone.

She kept using the word "Love".... another weakness of mine, as i was abused as a child, and can often feel isolated.


Basically after this event, ive seen a negative syncronicity at work so clearly, that its made me feel powerless. I also have alot of other thoughts on this... like was she what she appeared? I guess im wondering if she was human.
(Im also trying to remain objective)
I dont feel very grounded after this experience.
Its hard not to emotionally react to such a syncronicity.

The strange thing about this women is that despite claiming to be intrested in our past, (The surnames) and claiming to be open-minded (Reading past life regression) - she was quite aggressive on the phone, and very sexually forward, to the point where i felt actually threatened. (I was abused by my mum as a child, so thats very triggering for me)
She knew exactually the things to open me up, and exactually the things to hurt me.
It was unbelievable/unreal.

I just needed to share, as i appreciate feedback here on this type of experience.
Its was extremely strange.

Edited - Spelling.

 

[mkrnhr]

Hello melatonin,
Things like this do happen indeed and the fact that you can sense some possible danger, whatever it might be, is a good sign. Now the knowledge of these phenomena must give you a certain control over the situation. You know your weaknesses, how they could be used against you, and that may give you the means of thinking about a strategy.

First of all, try to overcome the emotional stress you seem to be experiencing. And if the interaction with this woman is not beneficial for you, there is only one rational solution: to stop it.

Hope it helps.

Edit: spelling error

 

[melatonin]

Thanks mkrnhr for your reply.

I did think that, that maybe it was a positive thing, as its highlighted my vunerable emotional hooks and i actually was strong enough to pull away from the situation.

We did speak on the phone intitially, and i asked politley for her to keep it to text, (After finding out i needed to pull away) which she did. But even at that level i can feel a drain.
I wanted to analyse her behaviour and my reaction more, from a safe distance.

Maybe ive learnt as much as i can now, and its time for total cutt-off.

 

[Alcarohtare]

Hi, melatonin

This sounds very strange, indeed.
That women seems to be quite manipulative bluffing online predator who's just desperately trying to find appropriate victim.
There maybe is a chance for verity of this synchronicity, but it's pretty unlikely, IMHO.
I think you should find a way to ignore this individual, as you know this may be 4D STS tricky BS.
You''ll recover from ungrounded effect, for sure.

 

[HiThere]

Ominous sounding.

You seem to have a strong feeling of danger toward this woman, and the reasons you give explains why in a way I can understand. So to my eyes you seem to be viewing this clearly, and from that it follows that you can be in control of this situation if you so choose. If you feel a drain I agree that it would be better to break the contact, but perhaps it would be wise to do it as polite and non-offensive as possible, in order to avoid vengeful feelings.

 

[Turgon]

From your description melatonin, she really does sound like an emotional vampire who knows how to manipulate people to her own end. Much of your 'weaknesses' that you see her playing into are quite common, so this could be her MO/mode of operation to get something from you. The fact that you can detect a dangerous dynamic and how she is using your vulnerabilities against you, which is a strength on your part, is a first step to doing something about it.

I wonder, though, if something else could be going on in your life under the surface to have triggered synchronistic events and this eventual encounter with this person. I've found that synchronicities are often a sign that something needs to happen or is unacknowledged that I'm either repressing, supressing or not paying attention to, usually of an emotional nature. FWIW.

 

[eleusis]

If you can, listen to the Prayer of the Soul. Chases the bogeyman away and keeps the frequency of one's environment uplifting and tidy. And it goes without saying, but I'll say it anyway, you have a family here who genuinely cares for you and is behind you 100%. Take care, please be safe and let us know how you're doing. Blessings.