fighting a entity.

[Laurentien2]

Last night, I awoke past 1 o'clock because my dog was barking non-stop. I got up and went to the garage where she sleep to tell to stop and after I couldn't go back to sleep. After some time trying to go back to sleep, I went out on the front porch to smoke a cigarette and saw that the moon was almost full. I felt a strong energy coming from it and I thought that explained why I had difficulty to fall back to sleep. I when back to bed but still couldn't fall asleep so intense was the energy I felt so, got up again and took 1 milligram of melatonin and went out for another cigarette til I feel it effect. Then I had this dream.

In the dream, I came awake as I thought that my daughter was awake and had a nightmare. Lately, she add some bad dreams so, I'm very alert to any sound that she make, often awakening in the night to find her sitting, talking and last night she add an episode of somnambulism before I went to bed. So the dream felt very real even if the surrounding was alien. I went to where she was asleep and lay down next to her to calm her so she will fall back to sleep. After some time, the attack came suddenly and very aggressively, I felt a black mass, a shadow trying to envelop me from behind. That dark matter was trying to drawn me within it and fighting it with sheer strength was useless. It was like trying to get a coat of my back but this dark coating mass was hanging on me with great strength, like trying to pull a elastic of me, the more I pulled, the more strength it had. I realized that I couldn't push it off by myself and was starting to panic. Calming down, I started to say the prayer of the soul out loud. My voice was nightmarish but I keep on reciting the prayer again and again and after each prayer my own voice was coming back and the weight on my back was lifting. I finally got clear of the shadow and awoke and continue to recite the prayer of the soul a few more time before falling back to sleep til morning.

Hang on every one a stay vigilant in the physical or the spirit or dream world.

 

[ana]

After some time, the attack came suddenly and very aggressively, I felt a black mass, a shadow trying to envelop me from behind. That dark matter was trying to drawn me within it and fighting it with sheer strength was useless. It was like trying to get a coat of my back but this dark coating mass was hanging on me with great strength, like trying to pull a elastic of me, the more I pulled, the more strength it had. I realized that I couldn't push it off by myself and was starting to panic. Calming down, I started to say the prayer of the soul out loud. My voice was nightmarish but I keep on reciting the prayer again and again and after each prayer my own voice was coming back and the weight on my back was lifting. I finally got clear of the shadow and awoke and continue to recite the prayer of the soul a few more time before falling back to sleep til morning.

I did have a very similar dream about two years ago, what you say describe very well what I experienced, at the time I didn't know about POTS, so what I did in the dream was to close my eyes trying to block my mind and in that same instant I woke up. It seems fear was preventing me from leaving the situation.

Hang on every one a stay vigilant in the physical or the spirit or dream world.

Yes, as it could have relation with the Dark man dream theme, it is convenient to pay close attention to our inner and outer world to see if any danger is going unnoticed, without obsessing, just trying to be more observant.

Thanks for sharing :)

 

[Mr.Anderson]

The last week SolarMother and I have been feeling very much like we are both fighting off entities. When I wake up in the middle of the night my chest feels like it's being crushed and it's difficult to breath. A full moon never helps. I can always get back to sleep if I do the breathing. Esp. the prayer of the soul.

Even the cat is acting Crazy!

Thanks for both of your posts.

 

[Laurentien2]

Posté par: Ana

Yes, as it could have relation with the Dark man dream theme, it is convenient to pay close attention to our inner and outer world to see if any danger is going unnoticed, without obsessing, just trying to be more observant.

I had a dream on the 13 of May that I like to share as well. After yesterday posting of the session it may answer some question conserning attack on members of the FOTCM. It is short and remember it because it came just before awakening.

I'm walking with Laura arm in arm talking when suddenly, for no reason what so ever, I'm projected on the ground as if something just cut my legs under me and fell heavily on my back. As I look up to see that Laura is unarmed, I see her about to crash on the ground after the shock had make her made a somersault above me. All I could do was extending my arm to stop her fall, catching her before she fall heavily on the ground.
I awoke abruptly then wondering what was this dream telling me. Was I responsible for Laura fall or was it and attack on me that caused Laura to fall or on both of us. After reading the last session yesterday, this part in particular;

A: If you know why you will anticipate and possibly make mistakes fatal to yourself. Let us just say that "they" know that harm to you would result in their own total destruction along a more negative timeline.

I had the feeling the STS may target Laura follower to try to limit or control her action. Since that dream, I was very vigilant and sure enough, got attacked on one occasions emotionally from a family member (brother) but the outcome was I think more positive at the end because we each had to confront years old program that needed to be deal with. What a legacy of junk programs we inherited from our father.

So again, stay vigilant everyone.

 

[Gawan]

FYI

I also had last week a more unpleasant dream, I dreamed of a girl and from inside out she morphed into a Grey. I woke up and was nervous about it, but also started almost automatically the POTS which did calm me down again. And also UFOs appeared in one dream a longer time ago. All in all pretty intense at the moment.

In the last weeks and months I dreamed a lot about the team and members in different situations pleasant and unpleasant.

I had a dream on the 13 of May that I like to share as well. After yesterday posting of the session it may answer some question conserning attack on members of the FOTCM. It is short and remember it because it came just before awakening.

Lol. On that date in my time zone I also had a dream about Laura. ;)

 

[Lucius]

Wow night from 13-14 I also have dream with Laura and FOTCOM member; )

 

[SolarMother]

The last 2 nights have been rough. I don't remember the specifics of my dream last night, but it had to do with being in poverty.
I was tossing and turning all night long and my chest hurt. This morning I remembered that today was a total lunar eclipse at 15:13, so that could have something to do with restless sleep, bad dreams. Today I have been dragging my butt around and crying.
We're food for the moon, afterall!

(I had a dream of Laura about 3 or 4 weeks ago.)