GET = Grand Energy Theft

[forge]

I wonder, when it goes under, where does it hide? How long is it capable of just feeding off background radiations of the Soul? Mere closeness is enough to keep it alive indefinitely? I wonder, after it's long absence, hoping that maybe we got rid of the Predator for good, from where does it come back? Where is the place of Never Left? To feed again, give us a hard time and one more painful defeat?

I noticed the Predator watching, firing off signals of agitation, in a form intended to elicit emotional response. From time to time, from his place, where not our time flows. Plays us like a musical instrument. Hacks away a little piece of our life force, converts to edible bits. It must constantly shoot fire arrows into our peace of mind, sidetrack our honest attempts, shred our creative concepts into struggling ribbons of thought.

Dragged down from the state of Greater Harmony, in this matrix through the misery the Predator caused, our free flow becomes constricted, the beauty of our Soul is raped, our love into wickedness converted, our voice sounds hollow, pursuing truthfulness endangers us, speaking about dangerous Truth kills us.

Our life is of a distressed swimmer. Desperately kicking to keep our head afloat to remain aware of the crimes of the Predator. Fatigued we stop kicking, sink along with our awareness and forget. Begin to respond in old ways again, to the life-force robbing crimes of the Predator, as it would like us to be - respond: forgetful slaves, entrapped in fuzzy haze, without the Breath, suffocating slowly in this World of warm Sea of Death, forgetting to come up again to the surface of cold realizations. Our soul energy and light and love get's sucked out again.

Sometimes jolted we might begin to kick again, come up from under the deadly waves, our awareness and memories reinserting:
...we remember having been there...
and wondering when will all this suffering end?

When will we learn again to fly?

When will we wake up? For Good! Regaining all lost memories: all the lessons learned. Shoot up from the dangerous waters of 3rd Density, our awareness and knowledge lifting us up, high into the sky, to never ever look back,

and embrace again

the impossibly bright clouds of Living Light?

 

[anart]

Hi forge, I'm wondering if you've taken the Ultra Mind Quiz to see where you are deficient in nutrients? I ask because you seem to be in a fairly dark place and it's not necessary, nor healthy, to see everything from such a doom and gloom perspective.

In fact, it may be a signal that you need some nutritional help to get your brain chemicals in balance, so you no longer feel like a 'distressed swimmer'.

You are here, as we all are, to learn - there is no other reason - all there is is lessons and we are where we fit. There is no need to see things as impossible or futile or hopeless, because they aren't. Check out the quiz and find out what you might be able to add to your diet to give your mind some support so it's no longer fighting against you. It's at least worth a try!

 

[Buddy]

Hey forge. Go watch Maksim Mrvica performing Handel`s Sarabande for the audience and tell me there's so little soul-lifting beauty around despite the 'predator's' grip. Then go out and do something for somebody that is so appreciated that it gives them a warm feeling of joy. Seems like you could use some positive feedback to remind you that you can make a difference for yourself and someone else if you DO something. Anything. :)


Maksim Mrvica - Handel`s Sarabande
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zn70QSetC_E&feature=related

 

[forge]

Thank you guys, did the Ultramind quiz, results highlights:

GABA moderate

severely low Acetylcholine levels: this especially i would like to repair, because i MUST HAVE High Concentration Task Performance (got it from Mark at getfitt.com :) sounds good), i find it extremely annoying that my mind does not perform at top level 90% of the time. I have to think about tech stuff in my field and find serious solutions. If someone found out that a certain drug substitutes smoking i would be taking it already. I'm using "22% percent" cocoa (pricey)+ cane sugar (no money for stevia & co. yet) + elemental calcium lactium mix + MAZ ionizer to help me think and envy you guys smoking and getting Acetylcholine to your brain!!

moderate Thyroid dysfunction

moderate Gut problems

moderate toxicity.

About these i can do a lot after about 35 days if i am lucky. No earlier. Which is exactly why i started the topic. Finished 911: Ultimate Truth, watched 2012 and Love Happens, doing EE, having dreams about unresolved past issues in this life. So i got desperate. But i did most of what i planned for this month, which was brave. I can only hope this braveness won't be re-evaluated as foolhardiness later. :/