Getting to know Y'all

[Harold]

Hello All! Again..... wonderful forum. This place is like the bestis school in the world, all the subjects/objects Im interested in and a few I did not know I would be interested in.

Thank-you forum gang.

When I think of this thread, I think in particular of Gandalf, Anart, Laura, Jerry, Nienna Ulich(sorry for the spelling), Horus Risen, Shijing, Truthseeker.....umm basically those who I have had the pleasure of interecting with, and/or enjoying following their threads.

I think about you guys.... what you look like, where you live, are you male or female, whats your native tounge, but most of all what has your life experiences been like. I just reunited with some old friends, from 26(approx.) years ago. One of these persons and I, after filling the gaps of the last 26years , have lived parallel lives. Which really suprised me, this fact has really drawn us closer.

So my question is this...have you ever watched a movie and said to yourself or to someone.... hey thats my life up there on that screen! If so, please feel free to share what movie that might be, and which character is you and a little on why. I have thought of this, and have choosen 7 movies which come to mind. For example. "Waynes World" is an actual documentary of my life at that age. The author of the movie, Mike Myers, lived in my neighborhood, was in the same classroom in 1972 when our whole school gathered round to watch the Canada Russia hockey series. I saw him say (Mike Myers) this in an interview at a hockey game when he was asked what was his most memorable hockey moment. Every place, character, event etc. especially singing Bohemian Rapsody in the AMC Pacer, to watcing bands at the Gasworks. In school I was picked to do a video workshop for 8 weeks at another location in town. Our final big presentation was a music video(leading edge stuff back then). Our group picked Bohemian Rapsody....I played the judge.

2 suggestion please if you want to share. Dont say 'Battlestar Galactica' or any mythology , fantasy or science fiction type of movie like Star wars, The Matrix, Lord of the rings, Excalibur, V for Vendetta, Legend etc. UNLESS it is a literal description. Then I'd really be interested. And too I dont watch TV as a rule, nor do I have allot of time on my hands and will seriously consider your thoughts.

I have never met people so much like me befor and I desire to know you all.
Thats whats on my mind for now.
Sincerely,
Harold

 

[cholas]

Hi Harold,
I don't really have a movie to share but just wanted to offer up an idea you might consider looking into if you haven't already.

It's called 'strategic enclosure' and in Cassiopedia you'll find a very enlightening description.

http://www.cassiopedia.org/glossary/Strategic_enclosure

I think many folks here tend to utilize this in regard to sharing personal information on this public forum.

Just a thought. :)

 

[Harold]

Hello Cholas,

Thanks for the great thought! I look forward to reading that article. I mean no harm, I come in peace! (take me to your leader!...lol) As its been pointed out to me, I am very excited to have found all these sites that Laura and the gang have here. The world that surrounds me loves George Bush, Obama, killing terrorists etc. I am like the 'cat lady'... no offence to cat people, as I have had many a cat and currently have two dogs. My point is that I am very lonely.... I admit it. I am pretty social.... Im out there so to speak, interacting so to speak. But my 'view' of the world/universe/multi-verse is so imcompatible with the society around me, so much so that I am being externally inconsiderate, as the responce from others is one of anger, confusion, intollerance etc. So this is my oasis. If I continue to share my views with the outside world, I am concerned that I will ostrasize myself from society. Having this forum and these sites is my way of staying out of trouble.

And too as its been pointed out to me on this forum, I should just learn for now and keep my observations to myself. I am cool with this modality of development and agree with it, but it is a bit of a catch 22 at the same time. Temperance, temperance, temperance.

Basically, I dont think it's a good idea to be the 4th D Lizard guy in public. I really am trying to find balance here. And thought this is an easy gentle way to get to know others here on the forum, I hope to further look at this thread to see if I am again being inconsiderate to others on this forum. Paitience, paitience, paitience.

As you can well imagine, I cannot go to see a therapist either, to have someone to talk to. For if I was to speak honestly to such a person, the result could be.... well... I dont really want to speculate on that but.... I dont think they can help me.

Therefore I have only this forum, where I can find others like me. One of my goals is to find like minded individuals here in my geographic location. Either a group or help start a group, or just have a friend who wants to create our own little world. One where we support; creativity, good will, advancement of the being, etc.

Humility is seen as such a weakness in society, in general. Its very hurtful and taxing to be told Im a loser for giving to every one who asks me for money and taking a moment to hear them out. On top of that, views get turned upside down, in that everyone is so proud to be in this walk for charity and that charity. Cool... for them maybe, but not me. If I was asked, I support 'secret missions' and dont want to share what I do for others, I just want to find my brothers and sisters in arms. Ones who would love to pass out sandwiches while we drive around etc. I really need and want to outwardly extend myself to others.

And thank-you to all on this forum, for your tollerance and paitience with me.

Cheers,
Harold

 

[cholas]

Thanks for the clarity Harold. Greatly appreciated.

It is hard, no doubt, for many of us who are not surrounded by people we can share truth/information with for various reasons. And yes, this forum is a godsend in that vein. Almost like we have 'secret lives' of sorts. ;)

Do have a look at the provided link when you can. It might very well give you an idea of how to avoid being 'too open', but still carry on reasonably well with others you associate with as well as here on the forum.

FWIw.

 

[Mrs. Peel]

Hello Cholas,

And too as its been pointed out to me on this forum, I should just learn for now and keep my observations to myself. I am cool with this modality of development and agree with it, but it is a bit of a catch 22 at the same time. Temperance, temperance, temperance.

Yes, the best thing you can do now is read, read, read all the links and information you've been given here so you can get up to speed.

Therefore I have only this forum, where I can find others like me. One of my goals is to find like minded individuals here in my geographic location. Either a group or help start a group, or just have a friend who wants to create our own little world. One where we support; creativity, good will, advancement of the being, etc.

Well, communication between forum members off-list is not encouraged, especially newbies. This thread addresses it:

http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=11216.msg79211#msg79211

For now, it's best if you continue to read and gain knowedge and keep your interactions with others here, on the forum.

 

[Harold]

Hello All,
Harold here, thank-you Cholas and Mrs.Peel. The comments and contact are much appreciated. Cholas I opened up the link on 'Strategic Disclosure', I read a little of it but did not get the jist of it until you mentioned the keeping stuff to myself part, I will read it all, my computer (and many other electrical devices) is acting up so I will re-open soon. Also I am staying focused on reading the Wave..... it is so awesome. The keeping things to myself is difficult for me as I often see(for lack of a better word and many more) meaning everywhere, and am often providing commentary. This seems to me a 'lesson' I must learn. Having this forum is an outlet that I think will ground me more and is a tool to avoid this 'commentary' I speak of. I am also creating more, I am writing, poems etc., journalling and as of last weekend I had my first 'drawing' lesson. This is in an effort to not just have a creative outlet but too I hope to find it grounds me more as I have read/heard this. Plus I really enjoy it.

Call it what ever it is, but I do look at the forum almost everyday to better orientate myself with the forum, but also I look forward to personal messages like this one, as... again I'll say, it helps to ground me and if I am commenting here, I have noticed lately that I am not commenting anywhere else in public. Thanks to the feedback from the members here.

This is theraputic for me in a way I see now. So thank-you again, as I realize that this site is not intended as a therapy site. But like I said previously, where else can I go.... a therapist would probably try to lock me up if I began to share my innermost thoughts on this multiverse I find myself in.

It is hard, no doubt, for many of us who are not surrounded by people we can share truth/information with for various reasons. And yes, this forum is a godsend in that vein. Almost like we have 'secret lives' of sorts. ;)

This really meant allot to me when I read it.... I am not alone!

Hello Cholas,

And too as its been pointed out to me on this forum, I should just learn for now and keep my observations to myself. I am cool with this modality of development and agree with it, but it is a bit of a catch 22 at the same time. Temperance, temperance, temperance.

Yes, the best thing you can do now is read, read, read all the links and information you've been given here so you can get up to speed.

Therefore I have only this forum, where I can find others like me. One of my goals is to find like minded individuals here in my geographic location. Either a group or help start a group, or just have a friend who wants to create our own little world. One where we support; creativity, good will, advancement of the being, etc.

Well, communication between forum members off-list is not encouraged, especially newbies. This thread addresses it:

http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=11216.msg79211#msg79211

For now, it's best if you continue to read and gain knowedge and keep your interactions with others here, on the forum.

I don't know why Mrs.Peel, but when I read this I am filled with a feeling of such affection for this advice, it almost makes me cry.... I dont know why. I am following your instructions Mrs.Peel and Cholas, I am focused on the Wave reading and your suggested links, so thank-you, your words are not falling on deaf ears. I will specially keep my coments to this forum, I will make mistakes (Im having a little diner party this weekend and am looking forward to a normal evening, as I know I have you here to be really truthful with, although I hope to suggest we read some poetry out loud from this great book I have, is that too much? These are the things I love to do) Its a godsend for me. Also I promise not to meet anyone off this forum or as you say, communicate 'off list', unless santioned by the forum, thanks again for that feedback. I only stated what an eventual goal might be for me, that's all. Again thanks.

Life becons...so have a great day and thanks for the contact.

Sincerely,
Harold