Help with symbolism of Recent dream

It has been awhile since my last post here on the forum and I have to admit that I've been board lurking for way too long! I'll post a introduction/re-introduction to the forum shortly. However, before I introduce myself once again I thought I would share a few dreams I've had recently. Here is the 1st one.

Dream 1 (Lucid dream) (~ 1 month ago):

In this dream I find myself standing on a flowing plain of green grass and there is nobody else in sight. I look up to see a clear blue sky and can also see the canopy of stars beyond it. At this point I decide I would like to see what will happen in the future. I stretch out my right arm and raise my right hand towards the stars above while lowering my left towards the stars below on the other side of the earth. I then rotate the canopy of stars around the earth. I see the sun go over my head followed by a beautiful night sky (similar to this photo:
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) I keep doing this over an over and over and I thought to myself this is going to take forever!

Next, I decide to grasp the outer spiral of the milky on the other side of Sirius as well as the wing/spiral that lies closest to earth (with my mind's eye). I then rotate the galaxy ever so slightly and I see people riding on horses and wagons. I rotate it again and I see skyscrapers that are on fire. I look at the skyscrapers and wonder what had just happened. I thought "even in my dreams there are cataclysms?!"

I then look up and to my left. For some reason I decide to grasp the atmosphere of earth and expand it outwards. When I expanded the atmosphere, I noticed that regions of the atmosphere had condensed into polygonal shapes. I can't remember the pattern exactly but they were all connected into a repeating pattern sorta like a fractal. Seeing this, I shrink/compress the atmosphere back to normal size and I see that the pattern holds to a certain point and then decompresses and fades out like a wave. I then expand the atmosphere once again and see the same pattern forming once again but this time I keep expanding the atmosphere because I was interested in seeing if there was a similar "critical point" in the other direction. What I saw was that the "softness" or fuzziness of the shapes became more and more distinct and as I kept expanding the atmosphere outwards the shapes became wisps of tendrils and then disappeared. Afterwards, I decided to rapidly compress the atmosphere to normal size and that is when I saw a strip of fire encircling the globe about 20-30 degrees up from horizontal. A few seconds after seeing this strip of fire, I hear this extremely loud sonic boom type of sound and it felt like the entire earth was shaking. It really freaked me out! I thought to myself "what have I done?!". When I ask this question my perspective is outside of earth looking towards the outer atmosphere. What I saw was my action of expansion followed by compression. The fire was outside the boundary of the compression and in between the two "critical limits".

After this I find that I am back where I was looking at this strip of fire. I look towards the skyscrapers and I see that I am on a bridge. However, while walking I feel like I am in some sort of flux. As though my mind is being hit by some kind of wave. There was a sense of keeping myself together, to maintain presence of mind otherwise I would lose myself and instinctively I thought about the importance of breathing. As I walked along the bridge still feeling as though I were in flux, I saw someone and caught up to him. I tapped him on the shoulder and when he turned around he looked at me as though he were afraid of me. I thought that was an odd reaction. Next, I go up to a lady and I ask her for her name and the year and she runs off frightened. At this point I'm thinking to myself that there must be something about the way I look to these people!

I notice that I have crossed the bridge and I see a restroom door. I decide to go in to have a look in the mirror. What I see is my usual self except my eyes are closed and that I am actually looking out one eye situated at the middle of my forehead right above my nose. I think "ok, maybe that's a little freaky but not that freaky!". At this point I look to my right into a different mirror and I see that I am alternating or flashing between man/woman, man/woman, man/woman but with each flash it is a different man, a different woman.

I then wake up.

End of Dream

Any suggestions as to possible interpretations here?
 
SeekinTruth said:
I then look up and to my left. For some reason I decide to grasp the atmosphere of earth and expand it outwards. When I expanded the atmosphere, I noticed that regions of the atmosphere had condensed into polygonal shapes. I can't remember the pattern exactly but they were all connected into a repeating pattern sorta like a fractal. Seeing this, I shrink/compress the atmosphere back to normal size and I see that the pattern holds to a certain point and then decompresses and fades out like a wave. I then expand the atmosphere once again and see the same pattern forming once again but this time I keep expanding the atmosphere because I was interested in seeing if there was a similar "critical point" in the other direction. What I saw was that the "softness" or fuzziness of the shapes became more and more distinct and as I kept expanding the atmosphere outwards the shapes became wisps of tendrils and then disappeared. Afterwards, I decided to rapidly compress the atmosphere to normal size and that is when I saw a strip of fire encircling the globe about 20-30 degrees up from horizontal. A few seconds after seeing this strip of fire, I hear this extremely loud sonic boom type of sound and it felt like the entire earth was shaking. It really freaked me out! I thought to myself "what have I done?!". When I ask this question my perspective is outside of earth looking towards the outer atmosphere. What I saw was my action of expansion followed by compression. The fire was outside the boundary of the compression and in between the two "critical limits". After this I find that I am back where I was looking at this strip of fire. I look towards the skyscrapers and I see that I am on a bridge. However, while walking I feel like I am in some sort of flux. As though my mind is being hit by some kind of wave. There was a sense of keeping myself together, to maintain presence of mind otherwise I would lose myself and instinctively I thought about the importance of breathing. As I walked along the bridge still feeling as though I were in flux, I saw someone and caught up to him. I tapped him on the shoulder and when he turned around he looked at me as though he were afraid of me. I thought that was an odd reaction. Next, I go up to a lady and I ask her for her name and the year and she runs off frightened. At this point I'm thinking to myself that there must be something about the way I look to these people!I notice that I have crossed the bridge and I see a restroom door. I decide to go in to have a look in the mirror. What I see is my usual self except my eyes are closed and that I am actually looking out one eye situated at the middle of my forehead right above my nose. I think "ok, maybe that's a little freaky but not that freaky!". At this point I look to my right into a different mirror and I see that I am alternating or flashing between man/woman, man/woman, man/woman but with each flash it is a different man, a different woman.



SeekinTruth,


I keep having different variations of this over and over and over, both on a personal and cosmic level like yours. It has taken me a while to suss it out over the last few months, and the best I can do is show you what it resembles etc. I too have been flipping back and forth between male and female and also black and white. There is also always a mirror present in the center.


But anyway, check out the tube like part in the middle of this crop circle as your bridge ( look at yin yang sphere to see it better), and the center of the octagon as the condensing /expanding fire/mirror area.

http://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php/topic,28377.msg390849.html#msg390849
FWIW.
 
Daenerys,

The font size of your post is so small, it looks like a bunch of tiny dots. The only way I could read it was to quote the post.

Edit: I see it's fixed now.
 
Jerry said:
Daenerys,

The font size of your post is so small, it looks like a bunch of tiny dots. The only way I could read it was to quote the post.

Yeah, me too. I had to go in and delete the code so it was readable. Not sure why you made the font size so small.
 
To me it seems you really looked into the future and your wish was granted in a way, but more in a symbolic way it seems. Interesting, very interesting especially that with changing sexes. I did experiment with lucid dreams for one period and it helped me to better see realm of the psyche and illusion of material world even if the C s said there is no benefits of it, it felt good but I also noticed that mental concentration during the day influenced having more vivid dreams. I was repulsed by states of sleep paralysis that occurred sometimes but when I look at it it now it could be a result of mental concentration and shouting off of other centers not something being out there as I was afraid. It was a feeling of loosing yourself but every time I snap out of it. But never did I thought about looking into the future.
 
SeekinTruth,


I keep having different variations of this over and over and over, both on a personal and cosmic level like yours. It has taken me a while to suss it out over the last few months, and the best I can do is show you what it resembles etc. I too have been flipping back and forth between male and female and also black and white. There is also always a mirror present in the center.


But anyway, check out the tube like part in the middle of this crop circle as your bridge ( look at yin yang sphere to see it better), and the center of the octagon as the condensing /expanding fire/mirror area.

http://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php/topic,28377.msg390849.html#msg390849FWIW.

@Daenerys: When I saw the crop circle it reminded me of another part of that dream which I had forgotten because it looked almost exactly like the yin yang sphere with that crop circle sort of "embedded" within it! After seeing the flash of fire, I saw two spheres and I was left with a feeling that there was an issue with understanding how to "twist" the two together such that when "merged" (each sphere separate but twisted) a tube/tunnel would become apparent. And it just came to me now that I had an additional dream in which I was part of a tunnel being built. We were all part of it, it seemed like we were twisting around each other in the shape of a birkeland current. I remember asking "so this is anti-matter uh?!" and someone else said "Yes, information space." I had a feeling that it was Ark who said it.


Heimdallr said:
Jerry said:
Daenerys,

The font size of your post is so small, it looks like a bunch of tiny dots. The only way I could read it was to quote the post.

Yeah, me too. I had to go in and delete the code so it was readable. Not sure why you made the font size so small.

Actually, the fact that Daenerys inadvertantly used a very tiny font reminded me of the need to remember myself and to rid myself of the ego and that I am nothing but a tiny font and less, a mere pixel that is somehow connected to the fabric of the screen. In my dream my eyes are closed and yet at the same time I have one eye (I) open. In addition, the reflection in one mirror suggested that I was everyman yet at the same time no man. I took the smallness of the font as a signal to open my eyes and see that I need to stop thinking with the ego and to do so would be akin to becoming a speck, a dot, a dream in the past instead of the future.
 
SeekingtheTruth said:
SeekinTruth,


I keep having different variations of this over and over and over, both on a personal and cosmic level like yours. It has taken me a while to suss it out over the last few months, and the best I can do is show you what it resembles etc. I too have been flipping back and forth between male and female and also black and white. There is also always a mirror present in the center.


But anyway, check out the tube like part in the middle of this crop circle as your bridge ( look at yin yang sphere to see it better), and the center of the octagon as the condensing /expanding fire/mirror area.

http://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php/topic,28377.msg390849.html#msg390849FWIW.

@Daenerys: When I saw the crop circle it reminded me of another part of that dream which I had forgotten because it looked almost exactly like the yin yang sphere with that crop circle sort of "embedded" within it! After seeing the flash of fire, I saw two spheres and I was left with a feeling that there was an issue with understanding how to "twist" the two together such that when "merged" (each sphere separate but twisted) a tube/tunnel would become apparent. And it just came to me now that I had an additional dream in which I was part of a tunnel being built. We were all part of it, it seemed like we were twisting around each other in the shape of a birkeland current. I remember asking "so this is anti-matter uh?!" and someone else said "Yes, information space." I had a feeling that it was Ark who said it.


Heimdallr said:
Jerry said:
Daenerys,

The font size of your post is so small, it looks like a bunch of tiny dots. The only way I could read it was to quote the post.

Yeah, me too. I had to go in and delete the code so it was readable. Not sure why you made the font size so small.

Actually, the fact that Daenerys inadvertantly used a very tiny font reminded me of the need to remember myself and to rid myself of the ego and that I am nothing but a tiny font and less, a mere pixel that is somehow connected to the fabric of the screen. In my dream my eyes are closed and yet at the same time I have one eye (I) open. In addition, the reflection in one mirror suggested that I was everyman yet at the same time no man. I took the smallness of the font as a signal to open my eyes and see that I need to stop thinking with the ego and to do so would be akin to becoming a speck, a dot, a dream in the past instead of the future.


I'm glad it helped. I started these dreams last March and they progressed in scope and variation. I almost drove myself nuts trying to put it together . After finding the crop circle and trying to play with it, it helped when I saw a picture of a magnetic monopole and the sphere yin yang. I do not have a science background at all so it has been fun learning all of this stuff after seeing it first like it came together. At that point , I didn't even relate it to matter /anti matter or anything else- I have since schooled myself.


The font and computer issues along with many additional issues with electronics have been happening since these dreams started too on and off. I can't see it until after the fact. I was without power in my living room a couple months ago for two weeks after one of these- they couldn't figure it out and turns out it was a melted circuit in the fuse box. So I now laughingly refer to it as me fluxing ( I now know what em flux is after digging out the science stuff) since it is most prevalent around these dreams. It is the longest recurring dream theme I've ever had. Could just be something else though....eerie coincidences however.
 
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