yev
The Force is Strong With This One
Hello everyone :)
I'm Eugene, I'm 23.
This is my first post (or first forum experience ever lol)
I signed up at first to share/read experiences on the paleo diet at first, but after seeing the topics here, i decided to read laura's book "The Wave, Volume 1" <----- "W.O.A.H" was my reaction, although i have been familiar with her experiences with the C's but have never actually read the transcripts and what they have to say in detail.
After reading in to the first volume, i feel like i'm in a haze, and really don't want to come back to this density and continue to feed the sick sts's on the fourth density..
as i understood, life here and everywhere is lessons, and to move to the 4th density later we need to learn and observe everything in the 3rd density as it really is, and to slowly let go of all the physical worries & priorities..
I am trying to see everything around me differently aka for what everything really is & let go the "physical way of thinking & physical priorities" although finding it very difficult, and depressing that I'm glued to it when i know its all pointless and an illusion that is just keeping me behind from growing internally..
for e.g. i started a new job 3 months ago, and spend my whole days in the office working on pointless tasks that don't help me grow and let go of the "physical needs" here. A thought even came up if i should quit, but the answer was instant in my head that I'll never do that, because of "responsibilities" etc..
i know i rambled here with no specific question, so down to the point, do u peeps think if keeping a job that makes u spend most of the day doing pointless things for STS reasons would keep someone from growing internally? Or maybe, can you peeps please share how you soul search and let go of the "physical 3rd dimension priorities" or something like that...
would appreciate any answer..
peace.
I'm Eugene, I'm 23.
This is my first post (or first forum experience ever lol)
I signed up at first to share/read experiences on the paleo diet at first, but after seeing the topics here, i decided to read laura's book "The Wave, Volume 1" <----- "W.O.A.H" was my reaction, although i have been familiar with her experiences with the C's but have never actually read the transcripts and what they have to say in detail.
After reading in to the first volume, i feel like i'm in a haze, and really don't want to come back to this density and continue to feed the sick sts's on the fourth density..
as i understood, life here and everywhere is lessons, and to move to the 4th density later we need to learn and observe everything in the 3rd density as it really is, and to slowly let go of all the physical worries & priorities..
I am trying to see everything around me differently aka for what everything really is & let go the "physical way of thinking & physical priorities" although finding it very difficult, and depressing that I'm glued to it when i know its all pointless and an illusion that is just keeping me behind from growing internally..
for e.g. i started a new job 3 months ago, and spend my whole days in the office working on pointless tasks that don't help me grow and let go of the "physical needs" here. A thought even came up if i should quit, but the answer was instant in my head that I'll never do that, because of "responsibilities" etc..
i know i rambled here with no specific question, so down to the point, do u peeps think if keeping a job that makes u spend most of the day doing pointless things for STS reasons would keep someone from growing internally? Or maybe, can you peeps please share how you soul search and let go of the "physical 3rd dimension priorities" or something like that...
would appreciate any answer..
peace.
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