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I know this topic could fall under several titles in the Index but I thought this might be a good place.
I have a sister who lives up north in Canada (where rumor has it there is still a Democracy) and she is from the Love and Light crowd (not intending to make that sound like the ultimate evil). We talk sometimes about things esoteric, religious, political. On a recent visit down here we took off her and I and went down to the water front and on to a park/zoo here. We got on the subject of love and light. In most cases our conversations lead to a slight argument/disagreement about my views vs. hers.
We get along of course and our differences are not so great that it causes any major rifts between us, at least that I am aware of. It could be that she is semi-deceitful about her feelings, but I don't find it in her tone/mannerism. This trip she got in her light bubble (my lack of a better term) and said that the darkness aught to be walled off and I will let my light shine with the rest of the Love and Light Folks. My opinion which seemed to have offered a great shock for her was something to the nature of, "If you build a wall and hang out in the love and light who is going to shine some light on the darkness?" "You can wish things were better over there (Palestine, Iraq, Darfur..) but wishes don't act, there is no DOing in hanging out and wishing love and light will end the Chaos and reign of Psychopaths." And generally things like that.
This is a woman who has been through allot. I have great respect for her. She has worked through things that, when she tells me about them, scare the bajeezus out of me. Anyhow I'm curious if I should say anything at all. We have great conversations and she is pursuing reichi, aroma therapy and things of that nature so we do have alot of shared interests. This last visit, from our recent phone conversation, seems to have made something click with her. My question thus far is (outside of should I talk further about it) should I direct her toward the forum and signs page or just keep trying to help her to what small extent I am able?
It's kind of a weird feeling talking about her. On one hand there is great respect and love, as well as knowing she is/has been working hard in her quest to find trust and Love. On the other hand due to the fact that I love and respect her, I'm not sure some of my own programs wouldn't surface (not that that is a bad thing at all) if there was a case where I was stuck defending her cause I'm quite dupable and ignorant and I might not realize what is/was happening.
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So why did I post under conspiracy theory? Well the Love and light thing seems like a conspiracy like Majgic-k, new age, etc.. You get some people asking questions beyond what the main stream ready made religions accept or are capable of answering and they go off on a wild goose chase trying to catch their own tails (or a comet, a God, a serpent, Love and Light, Ultimate wishfulness, Virtual viewing..). I know cause I myself have done it, not to imply I got my head out of my butt just yet (and I may not for a long time).
It seems a conspiracy to trap those who are or near thinking out of the box. I know these things have been mentioned all over the forum. Maybe I'm not accepting something, or have yet fully ingrained (accepted) it into my wiring. I certainly have a tonne of wishful thinking. Basically I don't get why the control. I understand it somewhat in terms of parenting, but only to a certain extent, cause I can't MAKE my children not make mistakes ever, and I don't think if I could it would be at all helpful to them anyway. Maybe I'm stuck thinking in 3D and don't grasp the ugly monsters of 4d and their need to control? Something is missing in my Conspiracy theory puzzle and I'm not sure what it is. Am I forgetting I am just a piece of meat, like food for sharks, or just the shock of the realization as fact? Hmm.. I can only partially answer some of this but thinking further about the shocks I've gotten, they do come now and again, sometimes I'd rather they stayed well with me, instead of my egoism, forgetfulness, arrogance, ignorance, slumber.. helped them to go away.
I have a sister who lives up north in Canada (where rumor has it there is still a Democracy) and she is from the Love and Light crowd (not intending to make that sound like the ultimate evil). We talk sometimes about things esoteric, religious, political. On a recent visit down here we took off her and I and went down to the water front and on to a park/zoo here. We got on the subject of love and light. In most cases our conversations lead to a slight argument/disagreement about my views vs. hers.
We get along of course and our differences are not so great that it causes any major rifts between us, at least that I am aware of. It could be that she is semi-deceitful about her feelings, but I don't find it in her tone/mannerism. This trip she got in her light bubble (my lack of a better term) and said that the darkness aught to be walled off and I will let my light shine with the rest of the Love and Light Folks. My opinion which seemed to have offered a great shock for her was something to the nature of, "If you build a wall and hang out in the love and light who is going to shine some light on the darkness?" "You can wish things were better over there (Palestine, Iraq, Darfur..) but wishes don't act, there is no DOing in hanging out and wishing love and light will end the Chaos and reign of Psychopaths." And generally things like that.
This is a woman who has been through allot. I have great respect for her. She has worked through things that, when she tells me about them, scare the bajeezus out of me. Anyhow I'm curious if I should say anything at all. We have great conversations and she is pursuing reichi, aroma therapy and things of that nature so we do have alot of shared interests. This last visit, from our recent phone conversation, seems to have made something click with her. My question thus far is (outside of should I talk further about it) should I direct her toward the forum and signs page or just keep trying to help her to what small extent I am able?
It's kind of a weird feeling talking about her. On one hand there is great respect and love, as well as knowing she is/has been working hard in her quest to find trust and Love. On the other hand due to the fact that I love and respect her, I'm not sure some of my own programs wouldn't surface (not that that is a bad thing at all) if there was a case where I was stuck defending her cause I'm quite dupable and ignorant and I might not realize what is/was happening.
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So why did I post under conspiracy theory? Well the Love and light thing seems like a conspiracy like Majgic-k, new age, etc.. You get some people asking questions beyond what the main stream ready made religions accept or are capable of answering and they go off on a wild goose chase trying to catch their own tails (or a comet, a God, a serpent, Love and Light, Ultimate wishfulness, Virtual viewing..). I know cause I myself have done it, not to imply I got my head out of my butt just yet (and I may not for a long time).
It seems a conspiracy to trap those who are or near thinking out of the box. I know these things have been mentioned all over the forum. Maybe I'm not accepting something, or have yet fully ingrained (accepted) it into my wiring. I certainly have a tonne of wishful thinking. Basically I don't get why the control. I understand it somewhat in terms of parenting, but only to a certain extent, cause I can't MAKE my children not make mistakes ever, and I don't think if I could it would be at all helpful to them anyway. Maybe I'm stuck thinking in 3D and don't grasp the ugly monsters of 4d and their need to control? Something is missing in my Conspiracy theory puzzle and I'm not sure what it is. Am I forgetting I am just a piece of meat, like food for sharks, or just the shock of the realization as fact? Hmm.. I can only partially answer some of this but thinking further about the shocks I've gotten, they do come now and again, sometimes I'd rather they stayed well with me, instead of my egoism, forgetfulness, arrogance, ignorance, slumber.. helped them to go away.