Machines going weird...

[Novelis]

Hi all,
Just wanted to mention something although being a bit subjective, I'd like to know if anyone else has experienced weird things like this so I can gain some assurance that I'm not going crazy:

Today my energy has been circulating stronger than usual, which usually induces intense internal heat, spasms, pains in my back and a hell of a lot of unexplainable irritation at the slightest inconvenience and depression.
Anyway, I'm getting used to dealing with all these side effects, I see it as a rather valuable state to be in so I can remind myself to keep a cool head and not letting myself bite other people's heads off!
What has been extra annoying is how my computer refuses to work properly today, first it crashes and needed a complete re-build of the system, and even after that, the same operating system that works for everyone else using it continues to malfunction just for me. Now my mobile phone refuses to charge... Thinking about it, my mobile has always refused to charge for some reason, but it usually gives in having a will of its own and does what I tell it to. Not today...
I'm playing with the idea that there might be a correlation between my recent influx of Qi and these computers going nuts, but obviously it's pretty impossible tell and might well be a coincidence. Could STS forces arrange for these kind of events to suggest a heightened awareness when I'm actually just a stupid ignoramus?
Still, I looked in the mirror today, and seemed to be able to see multiple faces and expressions within one face, without actually changing my facial expressions. One moment I looked like a REALLY tired heap of dirty rags, then, in the next moment, like a stern, brave and an almost "militant" kid. I wasn't changing my expressions at all.
Meanwhile, there were wisps of cloud like energies coiling around me. Even stranger than that, the background was fluctuating gently between looking more and less "solid", that's the only way I can describe it, like my figure was "morphing" between looking ethereal and physical, in fact, some of the more bizarre expressions that showed through was during particularly heightened transitions between those two extremes.
Just going mad I think...

Anyway, I have a question for the QFG, if I'm sending a cheque to the address you metioned elsewhere on the forum, just to make sure, who shall I send it out to as the recepiant of the cheque?
Will QFG ltd do?

 

[Niall]

I'm with you on the tech front.. decided the best way to moderate my frustration about it (wrt my mobile anyway) not bother replacing it! No more aural-induced microwaves fer me :)

Lately, my digi camera stopped working; my fone, as mentioned, acted up (same problem in fact - refused to recharge!), the screen on my laptop just 'failed' one morning; a light in my room decided to stop working; on top of that I lost my hearing-aid and had my glasses stolen (they were in a bag that also contained my precious data-stick) in the space of two days.

I highly suspect 4D STS manipulation was involved with the latter occurences, considering the functional importance of those things to me. Can't get me down tho - I have a spare pair of glasses, and my mates have resorted to callin me the deaf wiseman!!

But more to the point, my relationship with 'technology' (and just generally breaking things) is def being affected more and more as I become ever more aware of my own 'Qi'

We're not going mad brother: I'm finding it all rather amusing :)

 

[Ben]

Anyway, I have a question for the QFG, if I'm sending a cheque to the address you metioned elsewhere on the forum, just to make sure, who shall I send it out to as the recepiant of the cheque?
Will QFG ltd do?

I second this question and I also would like to know whether one has to write the amount in a particular currency or will pounds sterling do.

 

[anart]

Hi - make checks out to QFG - that will work fine. Also, if you are actually sending a physical check, it needs to be in U.S. dollars. You can contribute through WorldPay with other currencies.

 

[Ben]

Thanks Anart, and just to be clear if I am sending physical cheque from the UK are there any other things I need to do differently other than write an amount in dollars? Excuse my ignorance in these matters.

 

[anart]

It's okay - actually, most people who send physical checks from other countries simply go to the Post Office or their bank and get a money order in dollars for the amount. I don't think just writing dollars on the check would work since the check isn't drawn on an account that contains dollars - it that makes any sense.

A money order is probably the most simple way to go.

 

[ziggystarlust]

Yes. My computer needs a windows reinstall now. Newly purchased phone cards don't work. Calls can't get through. Important emails get bounced. Circuit breakers are popping left right and center... and this always happens when there is very important work to do. Underline important. Been like this for 3 years straight. It is very tiring and maddenning. Luckily I do not have the "looking in mirror" phenomena that you spoke of. Oddly enough, I asked the cleaning lady to do my bathroom mirror today (I live in a hotel) and the results were horrendous! My five year old great-niece could have done a better job. Just another irritant that was not needed. Typical crap from my daily life. Hang in there Novelis.

 

[domi]

A money order is probably the most simple way to go.

Usually those would be international money orders (since the currency is going to be USD)

 

[highmystica]

Laughs - I remember back at the computer lab that I worked at in college we had a sign that said something along the lines of how our chi patterns affect the computers - I remember it was terribly witty and funny at the time but being that was in '96 I don't remember exactly what was said - sorry. But regardless electronics are sensitive - if we are "pissy" so are they - I've had my cell last several days without a charge when I'm in good form and die in half an hour after being fully charged when I'm depressed. I guess I sucked all the energy out of it - oh well, we all have days like that I think.
Considering your morphing in the mirror novelis I experienced that once about ten years ago and it was when everything went very bad for me - inside and out. And perhaps it might not be comforting to hear it, at the time I really did go quite mad, but perhaps you might find the strength to address those issues that are making you so off in your stance now rather than spend several years in that maddness before figuring out how to work it out - like I did. I suppose it is a bit off of me to speculate that you aren't holding a prime stance, but you yourself said things about not biting peoples' heads off and the like. Still, my sanity (as it is) is bolstered by how I answered the questions created by my maddness. It's all good training afterall - though I wish I could have met someone like I am now or better yet someone more advanced when I was in that most painfull place.
Thoughts about your energy - Uh, it's one thing to have extra energy, but as you presented it, it is of the nature that attacks others as well as yourself. Even if you don't attack others, you are irritated by them - meanwhile you are suffering back pain, spasms and what-not. I say this softly - "why are you using an extra dose of energy to torture yourself - rather than to heal?"
Now I recognize you haven't said enough for me to speculate fully along such lines, but I hope it is helpfull.
But back to the tech thing - I'm of the opinion that it doesn't require a 4d sts critter to mess jazz up electronically - ANY human is powerfull enough ...
just my thoughts ...

 

[Novelis]

it's one thing to have extra energy, but as you presented it, it is of the nature that attacks others as well as yourself. Even if you don't attack others, you are irritated by them - meanwhile you are suffering back pain, spasms and what-not. I say this softly - "why are you using an extra dose of energy to torture yourself - rather than to heal?"

Interesting that you mention this actually, I've just bought this book about Shiatzu, which is a Japanese form of acupressure. Recently I've been using that quite a lot whenever I feel that something isn't quite right about my body, and yesterday, I was with a friend who was telling me about his shoulder pains, I asked him to stand still, and I started giving him deep massage combined with acupressure, what was strange was that I suddenly "clicked" into using my entire body to work around various parts of my friend's shoulders. I sunk my body weight down, placed my right palm under my friend's shoulder in the armpit while holding his shoulder with my left hand, then, like in the motion of an upper cut, (Not violently) I used my entire body-weight to deeply massage his problem area. It looked almost like a weird martial art but using the force to heal instead of fighting. It was a great workout, and furthermore, I used this energy in a productive, fun manner. I felt really at peace and happy afterwards. I've been studying Chinese meta-physiology (Meridian channels) these days quite a lot, and was so pleased that I could familiarise myself with this art/science while helping another human being. Facinating stuff!

And perhaps it might not be comforting to hear it, at the time I really did go quite mad, but perhaps you might find the strength to address those issues that are making you so off in your stance now rather than spend several years in that madness before figuring out how to work it out - like I did. I suppose it is a bit off of me to speculate that you aren't holding a prime stance, but you yourself said things about not biting peoples' heads off and the like.

Well, as I mentioned, I'm getting very familiar with this sort of thing, not only that, but using new energy ways to sooth the pains has been excellent training in understanding the human energy pathways and how it effects different parts of your body and your moods, I find it valuable and wouldn't want it any other way really. Although sometimes, yes, I do feel like I'm losing my mind and the depression becomes crippling (literally in that I sometimes have to go weep in a room somewhere), in times like those, I've found the book "Secret of the golden flower" by Richard Wilhelm very helpful. I try treat my mood fluctuations and bodily/Qi sensations like data collection, working out how my energy is affected by actions, words and presences of other people, as well as observing how the energy is affected by my own thoughts and actions. Basically, Pain/tension=blockage. My days sometimes are like experiments where I observe and respond to these subtle messages of the body, while some days I am not able to detach myself from these reactions and end up in a foul mood. Again, in hindsight I tend to realise this, provided I manage to self observe... Tai chi helps massively too.

But more to the point, my relationship with 'technology' (and just generally breaking things) is def being affected more and more as I become ever more aware of my own 'Qi'

Funny, I've always been "incompatible" with technology anyway, never mind the Qi breaking more stuff than I clumsily do already. :D

Considering your morphing in the mirror novelis I experienced that once about ten years ago and it was when everything went very bad for me - inside and out. And perhaps it might not be comforting to hear it, at the time I really did go quite mad, but perhaps you might find the strength to address those issues that are making you so off in your stance now rather than spend several years in that madness before figuring out how to work it out - like I did.

This IS a tough time for me, and for all of us. I am comforted by the fact that others have been through similar experiences and we can share information.

I suppose it is a bit off of me to speculate that you aren't holding a prime stance, but you yourself said things about not biting peoples' heads off and the like.

If you mean prime stance as in am I "rooted", I don't think many people are to be honest; I'm working on developing awareness of Qi while staying firmly on the ground. Too many gifted psychics go "off the rails" because of an unsteady, unbalanced development. I agree that it's all good training, just have to be very careful with these matters.

A money order is probably the most simple way to go.

Thanks for pointing the way Anart; I'll be doing that ASAP. You guys, (Laura, Ark and the SOTT team) PLEASE hang in there, I want to support as much as I can. Imagine if Cassiopedia becomes a reality! That would just be amazing!