I was introduced to the Wave and the Cs in mid March, just over a month ago. I am looking back at the events before and after I learned about the Wave, and wondered if they are part of a preemptive STS attack.
Last fall, my wife suddenly had a strong, undeniable urge to become friends again with a childhood friend that she had terminated all contact with over a decade ago because that friend had proven to be flaky, jealous, and may have been hitting on her then boyfriend. I disapproved of such an idea, but allowed her free will to go ahead. Since reestablishing the friendship, the friend has kept appointments to meet with my wife only, but has made and cancelled every appointment that would have involved her children and my children. I told my wife this is a red flag, but she is not happy to hear it. Looking back, it was like a program was activated.
In November, I lost a lot of money in the stock market on a risky bet that I should not have made.
In December, I established physical contact with a group of successful traders. Mentorship by the most successful trader is ongoing. Took a big position in a stock on the traders' recommendations; position down over 50% as of right now. They are all holding, and at this point there is nothing to do but continue holding.
In early January, my wife and the children were all sick about the same time. In late January, after they got well, I got severe pneumonia that made it difficult to breathe and put me out of work for about 3 weeks; at some points I briefly wondered am I going to die.
In February, my wife became pregnant, planned.
In March, introduced to the Wave. I remarked to wife that it was a good thing pregnancy occurred before reading the material against having children.
Wife started to experience morning sickness, not unexpected. It is ongoing.
Just over a week ago, I did EE for the first time (and only time so far).
Less than a week ago, my children and I became sick again, and still are sick. I wanted to do EE again but felt I needed to sleep; I can only do it late night when everyone else is asleep. I drank almost all the chicken broth that I made since the 13 month old won't drink much of it.
A couple days ago I was telling a friend about Cs, and there was a buzzing/rattling in my ears when I was talking about it.
If I think of something that I forgot, I will repost with additions bolded. Maybe I am making connections that are not there; or maybe I am seeing things as they are.
Last fall, my wife suddenly had a strong, undeniable urge to become friends again with a childhood friend that she had terminated all contact with over a decade ago because that friend had proven to be flaky, jealous, and may have been hitting on her then boyfriend. I disapproved of such an idea, but allowed her free will to go ahead. Since reestablishing the friendship, the friend has kept appointments to meet with my wife only, but has made and cancelled every appointment that would have involved her children and my children. I told my wife this is a red flag, but she is not happy to hear it. Looking back, it was like a program was activated.
In November, I lost a lot of money in the stock market on a risky bet that I should not have made.
In December, I established physical contact with a group of successful traders. Mentorship by the most successful trader is ongoing. Took a big position in a stock on the traders' recommendations; position down over 50% as of right now. They are all holding, and at this point there is nothing to do but continue holding.
In early January, my wife and the children were all sick about the same time. In late January, after they got well, I got severe pneumonia that made it difficult to breathe and put me out of work for about 3 weeks; at some points I briefly wondered am I going to die.
In February, my wife became pregnant, planned.
In March, introduced to the Wave. I remarked to wife that it was a good thing pregnancy occurred before reading the material against having children.
Wife started to experience morning sickness, not unexpected. It is ongoing.
Just over a week ago, I did EE for the first time (and only time so far).
Less than a week ago, my children and I became sick again, and still are sick. I wanted to do EE again but felt I needed to sleep; I can only do it late night when everyone else is asleep. I drank almost all the chicken broth that I made since the 13 month old won't drink much of it.
A couple days ago I was telling a friend about Cs, and there was a buzzing/rattling in my ears when I was talking about it.
If I think of something that I forgot, I will repost with additions bolded. Maybe I am making connections that are not there; or maybe I am seeing things as they are.
