Hehe, I have always been melancholy, but in an upbeat way, hehe, not depressive way.
To me being melancholic has been just a reflection of my past, but balanced by my ever optimism and ever groing empowerment, without forgeting where I have been in the process.
Maybe someone will tell me I have carried a depressive streak all my life. But for me it has been a rememberance of who I was, am and will be. My past will always be may past, my now always my now, and my future always just what it is ie potential.
So I still get actual joy from music like 'Dead can Dance", "Moody Blues" and more. Not to keep feeding myself sadness, but to remind myself to always strive forwards.
I like a very wide range of music in general, but such malancholy music still vibes with me at a very deep level. I find it fuels me, gives me energy. Reminds me where I have been, helps me feel empathy, love, hope. It may well stem from a time I needed it, it vibes, gives me impetus. Maybe it is a longing for something we all feel within ourselves, a detachment from something whole.
To me being melancholic has been just a reflection of my past, but balanced by my ever optimism and ever groing empowerment, without forgeting where I have been in the process.
Maybe someone will tell me I have carried a depressive streak all my life. But for me it has been a rememberance of who I was, am and will be. My past will always be may past, my now always my now, and my future always just what it is ie potential.
So I still get actual joy from music like 'Dead can Dance", "Moody Blues" and more. Not to keep feeding myself sadness, but to remind myself to always strive forwards.
I like a very wide range of music in general, but such malancholy music still vibes with me at a very deep level. I find it fuels me, gives me energy. Reminds me where I have been, helps me feel empathy, love, hope. It may well stem from a time I needed it, it vibes, gives me impetus. Maybe it is a longing for something we all feel within ourselves, a detachment from something whole.