My most realistic dream that left me with heart pain

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I almost never remember my dreams. Yesterday night, I had a very vivid dream and remember it very well compared to any other dreams that I have ever had. This is how the dream starts:

I was walking on a street in the town where my parents live (and where I have recently spent almost 6 months) The interesting thing about it is that the surrounding environment appeared to be the same as it is in real life there, although in my dreams the surroundings almost always appear to be twisted and different to how things are in real life in the place I dream of. So, I was walking with some people (I only remember 1 of them who is an old acquaintance of mine) I’m not even sure if there was anyone else with me). I remember him giving me a big bottle of soda (a sweet drink familiar to anyone who lives there) in the dream I was aware of the fact that I was on the Paleo diet and that I shouldn’t drink it, but I just couldn’t say no for some reason, so I drank some of it. The taste was sour and not sweet I think. It is very surprising to me that I felt the taste of the soda exactly as I do in real life, because in dreams I don’t feel things in such a realistic manner. Then, the scene suddenly changed (like in a movie) and I was in a small hospital ward with 4 beds I think, that same friend was still with me. For some reason, the doctor was very surprised but didn’t show it (I just knew he was) he was surprised about how amazingly strong my heart was. He said (or thought and I heard his thought) that I was expected to be dead by now, because something was wrong with my heart and with the problem I had, people didn’t live without some kind of inbuilt “cardio-stimulator device”. He attached a black box (about 8cmx12cm) to the area right beneath my heart. Again, I felt a very real sensation of the box being attached to me. Then, the doctor just went off somewhere and I thought of my bicycle and where it was because I didn’t want anyone to steal it. My friend was supposed to park it somewhere so I asked him where it was. I think he told me where it was. In a moment I saw a picture of pine trees on sandy ground, something that is not at all normal for the place where I was, this reminds me more of the place where I was born and lived for the first 6 years of my life (also in Ukraine). Then I was just lying there and waiting and nobody seemed to come to me. So, after some time I got up from bed and went to get my bicycle. Then, suddenly the scenery changed and I was riding my bike. I knew that I wasn’t supposed to strain my heart and I felt the strain and a constant pain in my heart. I was trying not to ride too fast. While I was riding to my parents’ house it was like I rode through a sequence of videotape shots and when I got through two-thirds of the way, my brother (and the whole family I think) were riding in his old car. Then they were standing on the road next to the car and I had a quick quarrel with my brother and my mom just didn’t react as she would have reacted in real life (in real life she would have been very worried and upset about this) Here she looked passive. (Over a week ago I did have a quarrel with my brother – I almost never had quarrels with him in my life). I didn’t tell them anything about my heart condition; because I didn’t want them to be worried (my mom gets really upset and worried just about anything. Besides, my dad really has Arrhythmia and isn’t allowed to worry. Then, I rode back in the same videotape manner. The scene changes and I’m at the hospital standing by the same bed where I was lying earlier. This bed, if you look into the ward through the doorway was situated in the left corner. Perpendicular to that same bed was a new extra bed which was twice as high as the normal beds in the ward (a metre high). People in white doctor’s smocks were making the new bed with bedclothes of unusual reddish colours (the bed was already made, but they were doing something around it. (Note: here in real life the bed I sleep on has pinkish-bordeaux bed sheets). Another doctor came in (I think he was of Middle Eastern ethnicity). He did not hide his amazement, as the previous doctor did. His eyes and mouth were wide open in grand surprise at how I was still alive and to how strong my heart was. I was lying in bed, waiting again and thinking about wanting to smoke. I was thinking that smoking could harm my heart according to what everybody always says, but knew it wouldn’t harm me. I saw my hand rolled cigarette (in my imagination or for real – not sure) and I think I smoked it. I really wanted to call my wife and thought about that twice and I wanted to ask her to come to me and I saw my mobile phone (or it was in my hand) and then I can’t tell if I had called or not and after some time she appeared next to me (in the same videotape shot manner). I am almost sure we hadn’t spoken on the phone. Then, when my wife was sitting next to me we decided that we shouldn’t get treated at this hospital because it’s not advanced enough and that we should go to another city which is the capital of the region where we were. Also, I remember some kind of surgical instruments set upon a small stool (scissor-like instruments), then I woke up.

This was the most realistic dream I have ever had. When I woke up it was already light outside, I remember having had 2 dreams about my heart that same night and I breathed out in relief that it was only a dream and that has never happened to me before. Then I fell back asleep for some time and woke up at noon. From that morning until now I keep feeling a moderate pain in my heart which comes and goes but I didn’t give it much attention at the beginning. Besides, I wasn’t giving it much notice because I wasn’t worried about myself at all. I kept worrying about my family. It came across my thoughts that this “dream” could be an abduction with false memories, but I wasn’t sure about that and didn’t pay much attention to that possibility. The first thing I thought about was that this was some kind of a future-telling dream because I already had a dream that foretold something that happened to me but at that time I only realized what the dream was telling me after it was already too late. I called home and asked how my dad was because of his heart condition and it’s really hot outside this summer again so I told my mom to make sure he stays out of the heat. Then, I thought of my brother and his wife and my nephew, but instead of calling them I just asked my mom if she had talked to them (because they are on the coast on holiday – they live with my parents). (By the way, I had my heart checked several months ago and I have tachycardia. But after that it seems to be going away with the change in my diet and lifestyle.) In the afternoon, I knew everything was fine with my family but was still worried because I thought something could happen the next day. I thought of taking a look at my chest at the area where the box-like device was attached to my heart in my dream. So, I did and I saw, right at my ribs where I can see my heart beating, a strange oval-like thin red mark which differs from the blood vessels on my body. Also, I can’t say for sure whether or not I had it before my dream, but I can say that it is fading away little by little. I took some pictures of it later that evening when you couldn’t see it as clearly as it was during the day and we took pictures from a phone camera and that made it even less visible.
Here are two photoes:

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Note: I had this dream while sleeping in the same room and bed, where my wife had her very realistic and unpleasant dream when we weren’t married or living together yet. Here is a link to her dream. - _http://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=27010.0
 
I just wanted to add that it wasn’t easy to fall asleep last night for me, because I was scared. I also feel like I had less free will lately ever since I stopped reading and looking for information. I always feel depressed when I’m not reading and learning. Also before when I prayed I felt some connection to the Universe or I felt the Universe somehow. Now I almost don’t feel it. After I wrote all this and read something here I feel my free will growing. (However I don’t even know if it’s free will that I’m feeling, I just think it is)
BTW I really missed you all. :)
Add: sorry for the unpleasantly revealing pictures. :-[
 
I forgot to say that I would really appreciate any comments (if there are any) on what you think this dream may mean.
Also, please let me know if anybody of you have experienced anything similar.
 
Hi Serg

I experienced something that is maybe similar to your experience since it is about my hearth. I had this dream this morning before waking up.It was alarming experience for me.
I was dreaming many exciting dreams like I usually do, with better action and story then most of movies I ever watched. :P

Then in the middle of one dream, or were it more then one different dreams in same time maybe i don't know, but something pulled me,snatched me, intruded on my being in my dream.It's hard to explain exactly but this is how it looked like.I was walking on road which is in front of building I live in. Then,suddenly, some force pressed my hearth, it felt like 1000 pounds were on my hearth and like something is trying just to smash it/burst it. I resisted,don't know exactly how, but partly by staying completely calm, and other part was by just resisting, using sheer will to keep my hearth in one piece.So that force snatched me and pulled me some 40-50 feet backwards and 10 feet in the air in vectored direction.My whole 'body' was out of my control,something was literally holding me suppressed in air, I only could do one thing,simply resist using my will.Now that I remember it it was very scary thing to be experiencing,while it was happening I was aware that I might die, yet I stayed calm somehow and fought it off.

Maybe if I didn't I wouldn't be writing this post now cause mind doesn't recognize difference between dream and reality(and I must emphasize that it wasn't a dream it was 'intrusion' or 'attack').If mind thinks your hearth exploded then your hearth will explode, there were experiments done that confirm that, I remember one professor told me about such experiments. One example is they tied and blindfolded man and made him think they are letting his blood out.But they were letting the water flow along his hand.But his mind was convinced his blood is running out and that he lost few litters and he died without losing single drop of blood. I think that's the correct description of the experiment.

Maybe I'm making assumptions that this was attack, maybe it was something else.Maybe someone has any ideas what that might be.
 
Hi Serendipity, thanks for a reply.

I remember tmy dreams very badly or dodn't remember them at all. I think all of them are like 'in a fog'.
I forget to add that as I said I remember that I had 2 dreams about my heat, but I totally don't remember anything about the first one.
The idea to look on my body comes to my mind, because I remembered that a lot of people that was abducted said that they had some marks or scars on their body after that. Also I forget to say that my wife didn't react as she would react in the real life at all, the same with my mum. And in the dream I was like 'slowed down' emotionally, with exception the short-quarrel with my brother, I think. If it was abduction, so what was the purpose and why do 'they' need my heart?
I still have a pain in my heart. I noticed that the pain appears always when I start thinking about. My diet before it and after it was the same, I can say that there were no changes, before that dream in the evening I ate some burned meat, but I also ate it in the past and there wasn't such reaction. The dream was really realistic - drinking water, I felt how this box was attached, heart pain.
 
Hi Serg
Let me share some thoughts that come to my mind about your experience.Just my opinions,but maybe something will be usefull to you.

First,to be honest I can't really see anything out of the ordinary on pictures you posted.(maybe I didn't catch it)
Keep in mind that,emotions ,body and mind are connected,so what you saw below your hearth maybe not bodily at origin but maybe emotion expressed by body.
So the cause might not necessarily be directly physical in nature. (i.e. not necessarily physical abduction, but maybe mind/emotion attack through dream)

Maybe it's connected to what you've said in your post :
I also feel like I had less free will lately ever since I stopped reading and looking for information. I always feel depressed when I’m not reading and learning. Also before when I prayed I felt some connection to the Universe or I felt the Universe somehow. Now I almost don’t feel it. After I wrote all this and read something here I feel my free will growing. (However I don’t even know if it’s free will that I’m feeling, I just think it is)

Which made me remember somthing C's said to Frank in session 04-15-95

[/Q: (L) The other night when we were working without Frank, we got some information that indicated that Frank was in danger via the government. Is that true, or was that true?

A: Partly.

Q: (L) What is the source of this danger?

A: Source?

Q: (L) I mean, like, the IRS, the FBI, the CIA, or what?

A: Not initialed as such.

Q: (L) Is this physical danger or just harassment danger?

A: Mind attack for purpose of self-destruction.

Q: (L) Is there anything that can be done to shield against this kind of attack?

A: Yes.

Q: (L) What can be done for shielding?

A: Knowledge input on a continuous basis.

Q: (L) And what form should this knowledge take? Does this mean channeled information, books, videos, what?

A: All and other.

Q: (L) A specific other?

A: Networking of information. Now, warning!!! All others will very soon experience great increase of same type of attack, two of you have had episodes in past from same source for similar reasons, but now your association puts you in different category!! Remember all channels and those of similar make-up are identified, tracked, and “dealt with.”


Also, I had similar dream/experience (regarding vividness of dream and people in dream behaving strangely).
Also atmosphere of a dream was strange and artificial.(it was so fishy that I even gained lucidity at the end of it)
Here is the link to my post of that experience if you wish to read it http://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php/topic,25470.msg332767.html#msg332767
 
It hard to see, Serendipity, look closer. You can see it better on the second picture; it is oval-like mark. It is longer a little bit than the arrow, and it is half a centimetre to the right of the arrow. Maybe it was such attack as you said, I don't know. It is very weird for me, because it happens with me for the first time. And if it was such attack, why do they need me?
And the interesting thing that a 5 days later I've burned myself and few day after it I hurt my hand.
Edit: forget to say sorry for such a late reply
 
No need to apologize :)
I can see the mark now. It's shaped like letter U, right?

Serg said:
And if it was such attack, why do they need me?
If that indeed was abduction or dream/attack type of experience to begin with is the question.
Why do they need any of us? You can find the answers to that and other questions reading materials presented on this forum.In short they need us for energy/food we provide for them and they will do everything they can(and they can do a lot) to remain in control of the humanity at large, and of every individual they can enslave in STS food chain of theirs.

Maybe some of these quotes will help. ''The battle is fought through us'' ''Knowledge enhances free will'' ''Knowledge protects,ignorance endangers''

And I'll quote again.
A: Mind attack for purpose of self-destruction.

Q: (L) Is there anything that can be done to shield against this kind of attack?

A: Yes.

Q: (L) What can be done for shielding?

A: Knowledge input on a continuous basis.

Q: (L) And what form should this knowledge take? Does this mean channeled information, books, videos, what?

A: All and other.
 
Yes, it is like letter U. Thanks for the replies and info. :)I had to read more about, and it is such subject that you can't say something sure about it.
 
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