Roland J. Prather
Jedi
I been off the Cassiopaea Forum for a week now and appeared on Face Book one time in the last week for a brief moment. I did so because I wanted to clear my head and direct my energies towards the many books I purchase and only been sitting in my closet. But of course that was not my intention when shifting to be alone but rather it seems that Iam following some kind of gudiance I know not of my own making. This and much more I have observed by being by myself as much as possible. One of the two most intresting things I have notice is that it seems when I read something or become indulge in most things they become very very real to me. What I mean by this is that words on a screen in a book. Manifest itself in reality. for example: I decided to play a comp. game "Sherlock Holmes" for the purpose of Hightening my detective ability. ( I know it seems worldly but I hold back on nothing when it comes to creatives ways that support the Aim). So at my job working in a hotel, Im on the PC playing this game I come to the first level of the "jewlery thief", ok I pass it no big deal I go back to reading my book. The next day I come to work A guest rings and tells me her jewelery has gone missing. To make a long stroy short there was a minor investigation I was one of the suspects yada yada. Some hysteria thoughts came to me given being caught in the middle of this and thinking it was my fault( probably was) Of course to experience all this is what made this kinda unbelievable not the words here. I wasn't surprise because this has happen several times before up and down on the richter scale. But this episode really caught my attention. 1. So I thought either I know something is about to happen before it does only I not know consciously and it can only be express through my actions. 2. thinking on an energy combination level, what ever I focus on it manifest in reality with the foundation that I believe in what ever I'm doing or when I choose to take literally. This latter may seem like self aggardizement but like I said everything is up in the air when not knowing so I can't exclude. Okay I just start reading ISOTM I'm on chapter 9 at this moment. As I started the book read along the sequence of the book seems to following along coherently with the events of my life as I read. So either I'm accumilating information and its only my awarness that is increasing or like I said things become manifested in my surronding the people I interact with as in explanations in the book. Honestly this is one of the greatest books I ever read its really up my alleyway. On a intuitional level when I go against it I'm lead away from certain books thats reccomended reading at least for the time being as if I'm not ready to read these books just yet or they are a distraction for the time being? This is long I know but there is more not even relating to this. I can say that after all the experiences with my books and meditation that there has been another shift which is why I'm back on the Forum and maybe face book as a result of a good knowing. thanks