Need Protection from Psychopaths

[funkyinanna]

Hello

I've just recently joined the forum. I am working my way through all the reading as fast as I can

I have recently ended a relationship with a potential Psychopath. I am extremely stressed and possibly suffering from PTSD. I feel hypervigilant/paranoid and having self-doubts and being in a 'fog'.
I did several searches on here and I couldn't find anything relating to how I can repair and protect myself from further attack
I apologize if I have missed any posts but please point me in the right direction.

However, I am also panicking due to the following realizations:-

1) My latest encounter with a P was not my first P

2) I feel vulnerable as I can now be easily targeted by other Ps

3) I need to/want to heal my energy bodies/soul asap to prevent further deterioration of my emotional/mental/spiritual condition

4) I need to 'install' the best method of protection that I can set up immeadiately

Reading is useful, research is useful so is sharing but I need to set up some practical things to avoid further draining of my energy

Reading about organic portals made sense of a whole load of things but now I feel afraid and I know this makes me more vulnerable. :(

Any and all feedback would be appreciated

Inanna

 

[funkyinanna]

I forgot to mention..

our last 'conversation' was incredibly weird especially within the context of my recent reading on organic portals

he basically stated that we should 'remain friends' and i suspected he was saying this in order to continue feeding off my energy

so what i replied was "I can't support you if you choose that path"

he said he wanted "3D power and success" and that he "would never change inside!"

and continued "don't drag me to the land of the blessed people again!"

when i told him that the 'only' way was through the light

anyway he freaked out had a rant and decided he didn't want to know me anymore

In a way, I feel I may have enabled him to reach that point by allowing him to use my energy for his own ends and this makes me feel like an accomplice

 

[LQB]

One very good place to start is the latest SOTT Talk radio broadcast with Guest Sandra Brown here: http://www.sott.net/page/11-SOTT-Talk-Radio. Numerous resources including Sandra's books are discussed.

 

[Nook]

Reading is useful, research is useful so is sharing but I need to set up some practical things to avoid further draining of my energy

Reading about organic portals made sense of a whole load of things but now I feel afraid and I know this makes me more vulnerable. :(

'Knowledge protects' :)
Here's the link to the recommended book list where you'll find many books that give you the information needed to avoid further draining of your energy.

Also, LQB's suggestion is really a good place to start.