It happend more than ten years ago...I was at work concentrating more in the music (instrumental) than the work itself and for an instant I realized or I believed I realized I was not breathing, I did not felt being in a body, everything was ... just light, and it was OK, for an instant...because as quickly as it came, the neurons of my brain began to work and I found myself thinking that it is not OK not breath much less being at work; somehow I do believe I can do it again if I concentrate enough...it is not that I want to do it again now...but when this memory come back I start remembering other things as well...around that time I was reading out of the body books and such, I thought my life was going just fine, good work, friends, etc...but I was not eating OK, and the stress from work was making its toll...then the trauma came (but that's another story)...I was wondering...that if talking about different I´s... maybe one of my I...choose to stop...whatever I was going in, I did stop it due to that trauma...the lessons sometimes ain't pretty... it took me almost ten years to "get out" from the trauma...the trauma itself -I think- its not the problem now, the problem are other things I programmed to my self...but I am working in them...almost...I would like to say finished...
...I do consider this thing as a memory...but may be it wasn't...I'm not sure
mabar
...I do consider this thing as a memory...but may be it wasn't...I'm not sure
mabar
