Mona said:
Hello Jedi:
I have read most of Laura's books. If it is true that I am making all this up, what ever is happening, then I must be a great pretender and a story teller. If whatever Laura is describing about the Aliens in her many books, then could it be that she also needs some psychological help herself because she might not be as healthy in her own mind as well. I don't believe that. What ever is happening to me has been recorded on the tape, and that whatever it is has not been manipulated in any form or shape. Am I crazy and unstable in my mind? Absolutely not. Is Laura crazy in her own mind? To some people she probably seems to be a little twisted, but it is usually those judging her and me who have not had any such unusual experiences.
The quoted comment is not necessarily related to being "crazy." My intent is to say that there are a lot of things that operate in the subconscious that can leave "threads of the mind" hanging out there that can be pulled on by other, similar, forces/entities.
For example: I finally realized that un-dealt with issues from childhood such as anger, hurt, frustration, can leave a person vulnerable to having their energy tapped by hyperdimensional beings which then can use it to manifest in your life. There can also be unresolved current life issues that can cause the subconscious mind to attempt to "get your attention" in various ways including poltergeist type activity. At one period of my life, it seemed that I was plagued with poltergeist type phenomena and as I worked my way through things, I realized that it was my refusal to acknowledge the dead-end nature of my former marriage. I was GONNA make it work no matter what, and my subconscious mind was almost literally screaming at me trying to tell me that it was NOT gonna work and it was time to get out.
Clarissa Pinkola Estes writes about this in her descriptions of "dark man dreams." Poltergeist type activity is just a form of "dark man dream" made manifest due to the particular form of creative energy of the individual involved.
I joke sometimes that if I am frustrated, you can expect me to get sick or get an injury or have some weird "sign" because my conscious mind is so strong it often fights the subconscious. I may not wish to acknowledge my frustration and instead, just "soldier on." At some point, the subconscious mind will say "ENOUGH!" and send me a direct message via my health or my environment in some sort of poltergeist event. Fortunately, this rarely happens nowadays since the conscious and subconscious have pretty good direct communication with one another.
THAT is what is meant by the remark. And that is why a person must become acquainted with their own inner world in a more direct way. It has nothing to do with being crazy and everything to do with psychological health in a somewhat different context.
Regarding your experiences, my guess is that there are some areas of your life that are, shall we say, less than satisfactory and your subconscious mind is either directly sending the signals via the noises on tape, or that some other entity is tapping into this unsatisfied energy and using it to produce the sounds. Either way, it should be an attention getter that motivates you to do some stream of consciousness journaling, examination of your past and present life and relationships. The point is: best not to assign such things to "alien entities" as a first answer, but try to exhaust other solutions first.