I had this dream early in the morning and I would like to share it with you. Maybe someone experienced something similiar.
Before I went to sleep, I was doing three-stage pipe breathing and PotS.
It started like a normal dream (if dreams can be normal...). Brother and I were driving in his car, we were following some guy on motorcycle. Strange thing was that we were in a desert and there were cows that we had to avoid. We were commenting how can cows be in the middle of the desert. Somehow road was getting smaller and smaller, so I decided I will get out of the car and will follow him walking the rest of the road. Then I realized I was levitating and the road now became a path. A path was also in the air, made of sand and it was very small, tiny path. I don't know how, but I managed to levitate on it, I had to squeeze myself to be able to levitate under the vaults that were really beautiful, made of sand but in shape of flowers. I heard a woman singing and music in the background and I knew what was this all about. Finally I got to the end of the path, there was small fontain, white fluid was coming out of it. I heard a voice that was saying to me if I will drink from the fountain, there is no turning back. I didn't even stop to think for a second about it and I was there, drinking white fluid. In that moment the dream was over and I had a feeling in my head like I was for a second hanging upside down. The next moment I was awake, but I felt so calm that I didn't open my eyes right away. My mind was empty, I had no thoughts. I think I have never experienced something like that before. After a few seconds I opened my eyes and I felt warmth in my chest. Minute or two passed and I felt an urge to cry... and I cried next 10 minutes. I didn't feel happy or sad, I just had to cry when I was thinking about the dream.
This dream and feeling after was the weirdest experience I have ever had so far. After I stopped crying I couldn't sleep next two hours. I was thinking about the meaning.
I think that I, on some other level, firmly decided to always be on the path of light/knowledge/love and that I should never look back or turn any other way. I felt like something died in me and now I feel a huge rensponsibilty and commitment.
Before I went to sleep, I was doing three-stage pipe breathing and PotS.
It started like a normal dream (if dreams can be normal...). Brother and I were driving in his car, we were following some guy on motorcycle. Strange thing was that we were in a desert and there were cows that we had to avoid. We were commenting how can cows be in the middle of the desert. Somehow road was getting smaller and smaller, so I decided I will get out of the car and will follow him walking the rest of the road. Then I realized I was levitating and the road now became a path. A path was also in the air, made of sand and it was very small, tiny path. I don't know how, but I managed to levitate on it, I had to squeeze myself to be able to levitate under the vaults that were really beautiful, made of sand but in shape of flowers. I heard a woman singing and music in the background and I knew what was this all about. Finally I got to the end of the path, there was small fontain, white fluid was coming out of it. I heard a voice that was saying to me if I will drink from the fountain, there is no turning back. I didn't even stop to think for a second about it and I was there, drinking white fluid. In that moment the dream was over and I had a feeling in my head like I was for a second hanging upside down. The next moment I was awake, but I felt so calm that I didn't open my eyes right away. My mind was empty, I had no thoughts. I think I have never experienced something like that before. After a few seconds I opened my eyes and I felt warmth in my chest. Minute or two passed and I felt an urge to cry... and I cried next 10 minutes. I didn't feel happy or sad, I just had to cry when I was thinking about the dream.
This dream and feeling after was the weirdest experience I have ever had so far. After I stopped crying I couldn't sleep next two hours. I was thinking about the meaning.
I think that I, on some other level, firmly decided to always be on the path of light/knowledge/love and that I should never look back or turn any other way. I felt like something died in me and now I feel a huge rensponsibilty and commitment.
