Pedator dream and message - wake up!

[LIMIT]

I first put this in session 19 November 2005 where it doesn't belong but i could not edit it afterwards.

Just the other night I awoke from a terrifying dream that made my right arm sore and I shook for hours, too scared to go back to sleep. The 'dream' involved an urgent repeated cry of Wake Up! Wake up! as i became aware of a predator type of form leaning over me and about to put my head into its mouth.

I thrust my hand into its horrid mouth and threw the damned thing off. As i fully awoke i had a flash of an image of a face with an open mouth - painted during my time of severe depression several months ago.


The understanding and fear i had from this dream (which seemed to spill over into waking) was that the 'beast' came out or through that painting. Also of interest possibly is that the painting kind of formed itself as I was just throwing paint without control in a sense. I have done that several times before, to turn the painting around and see a completely different and definite image - i wonder if that was channeling and I was picking up STS signals?

I have painted over the painting along with others from the same time. I'm not going to paint anymore. That is very scary.

 

[davey72]

This is very interesting. I haven't thought of channelleing in this way. Does one need to be conciously trying to channel in order to do it?

 

[skycsil]

I don't know if it can be channeling, but painting is a great way of expression.

I have recurrent dreams when somebody who turns into a monster (once it took the look of a giant mantis) tries to either eat me or abuse me (somebody said Freud?) and I either try to defend myself or simply run away. Been having a lot of sleep paralysis lately, and weird dreams about lights in the sky and black UFOs. Really creepy, so I know how you feel :/

 

[davey72]

I don't know if it can be channeling, but painting is a great way of expression.

I have recurrent dreams when somebody who turns into a monster (once it took the look of a giant mantis) tries to either eat me or abuse me (somebody said Freud?) and I either try to defend myself or simply run away. Been having a lot of sleep paralysis lately, and weird dreams about lights in the sky and black UFOs. Really creepy, so I know how you feel :/

I used to have "predator" dreams all the time, but haven't for years now. As ffor sleep paralysis, if you are being attacked, i finally figured out that if you are able to lose your fear, and not panick, these "demons" or whatever they are will go away.
This is the only time i am able to get into this type of brain state, and use it to my own advantage. As the c's said- astrally projecting isn't that useful, but it can sure be fun :)

 

[skycsil]

As ffor sleep paralysis, if you are being attacked, i finally figured out that if you are able to lose your fear, and not panick, these "demons" or whatever they are will go away.

Thanks davey, but it still terrifies me, and a lot! Last time I tried so hard to move trying to sort out sleep paralysis that suddenly my hand flew slapping my asleep and confused husband

 

[davey72]

As ffor sleep paralysis, if you are being attacked, i finally figured out that if you are able to lose your fear, and not panick, these "demons" or whatever they are will go away.

Thanks davey, but it still terrifies me, and a lot! Last time I tried so hard to move trying to sort out sleep paralysis that suddenly my hand flew slapping my asleep and confused husband

I definately know how you feel.
I remember the first time it happened. I t involved what i perceived as a beautiful woman that i gave my baby to before i realized that she was old, ugly, and evil, and i realized that it was my soul i had given her. Somehow i was able to fight her, and get it back, but at the end, i was back on my bed, trying to wake up. I was actually able to lift my upper body off the bed with one arm, over and over, till i finally awoke.

Talking about dreams of the predator, i dont know if this counts,but during periods of my life, i would have dreams that would go on all night, each one starting where the last left off. They were always about me trying to stay safe, and just survive after what i thought may have been ww3, or some sort of apocalypse. I often thought that if i wrote them down, i could have written a bestseller.
I never really understood them, but now that i have been reading cassiopaea for a number of years, it seems to make sense. They were so vivid, and detailed sometimes. I was working for the mother of a friend once, and as i was weeding her garden, i thought i was having deja-vu, but then realized that it was a place i was at in one of these dreams, that i had before i even met these people.
Re: the fear: Even though i have been able to get rid of the demon type things (which would sometimes manifest as a demon from "the evil dead", and fight me.) I still have problems relaxing and going with it, sometimes. At least lately.

 

[skycsil]

It's funny, but I have the same kind of dreams sometimes, and can't help feeling really vulnerable while dreaming, it's like if I stop fighting or running away I'm letting "them" (whatever they are) hurt me or my family. In waking world, I'm mostly fearless, my husband's work implies that I have to be alone with my little girl for three nights in a row. I've even got rid by myself of two guys who were trying to get into the house, but in the dream world I totally chicken out. it's like moving to one "predator dream" to another, with different scenario and characters but there's always something that's trying to hurt me. Once when I was younger, sleeping at my grandma's couch, my aunt told me she was awake by a strange sound, and when she left the room saw me punching at the wall... Of course I don't remember a thing, except that my hand hurt when got awake.
About the bestseller dreams, I had one once that it could have been directed by Clive Barker, very very bloody and vivid, so full of details: there were dead children on an assembly line, I was looking at it from somewhere above, I was cold, no feelings of sorrow or empathy. The dead kids were so detailed. There was one, drowned. His skin was pale and "washed", his belly swollen and blueish, some algae hanging out his mouth. Too sick, really.

 

[davey72]

Wow, i can really relate. I have never been able to even think on such a scale, but, as with you, my dreams can be very vivid indeed. The one thing i remember reading, is that the c's said dreaming of the predator is a warning. I have a feeling that the dreams, and sleep paralysis are quite different, though.
whaddaya think?

 

[skycsil]

I don't really know, despite of my disturbing dreams I try to focus in being awake, otherwise I'd become obsessed. Dreaming of predators can indeed be a warning, like the C's said, but can be other things too. In one of my dreams the predator told me not to fear because he was my brother... and coincidentally the dream happened when my own brother showed up like a very manipulative person, so maybe it was my subconscious realizing that he chose that path. Anyway, that helped me accepting "losing" him and stop trying to change him.
But I do have vivid dreams that are actually very nice sometimes, otherwise I'd be in a mental institution :D

 

[davey72]

I don't really know, despite of my disturbing dreams I try to focus in being awake, otherwise I'd become obsessed. Dreaming of predators can indeed be a warning, like the C's said, but can be other things too. In one of my dreams the predator told me not to fear because he was my brother... and coincidentally the dream happened when my own brother showed up like a very manipulative person, so maybe it was my subconscious realizing that he chose that path. Anyway, that helped me accepting "losing" him and stop trying to change him.
But I do have vivid dreams that are actually very nice sometimes, otherwise I'd be in a mental institution :D

Actually, this dream of your brother sounds, to me like it was a warning that you woke up to

 

[skycsil]

Actually... you're right! Perhaps the predator told me not to be afraid because I can be one of them if I want to. Or to make me stop fighting so he can eat me...

Then the message would be that trying to deviate someone from the path he/she has chosen is definitely STS!

 

[davey72]

Hello LIMIT, and skycsil. I am curious as to how you are doing with the dreams, and what types of conclusions you may have drawn to date?