I would like to share I dream I had last Friday which be Sept. 11th. I was dreaming that I was in a panelled room, the old fashioned type with the panelling only half way up the walls, the image changed and I saw my old car (I have recently purchased a new car) in a parking lot, someone was driving the car but I couldn't see who it was. They started backing out of the lot erratically, I was present and could see that I was naked (I have few dreams where I have been naked). I told the person who was driving the car that if they didn't know how to drive that they shouldn't be driving the car, a wall suddenly came down and partially obscured my vision I couldn't quite see around the wall but I could see through it. At that point I became aware again that I was really naked this made me feel uncomfortable and I managed to find a towel to cover myself.
Later I was out on my patio talking on the phone talking to a friend when a flock of birds all of a suddenly took flew right in front of me and flew away int the horizon which I thought was a strange occurrence.
On Saturday I noted on logging on to the forum that my status had changed to a disturbance in the force (I had registered 6 months ago but had never introduced my self or actively participated) that I made my first post and introduction to the forum.
I was pondering that message that my dream had then suddenly the penny dropped, and on reflection now I think I was being given the choice to participate or not to participate as a member. Strangely that was on my mind Saturday morning that I should introduce myself to the forum.
The fact that I was naked in the dream I think I was open and vulnerable which is somewhat how I feel at present being a newbie to the forum, being unsure how to navigate around and this is the only forum that I have ever become a member of. So this all new to me and definitely a challenge.
I am so happy that I took that first step and introduced myself because the other alternative would to live a life filled with non awareness, spiritual desolation and angst.
I want to take this opportunity to wish Laura and Ark a belated Happy Anniversary, I am sure that your special day was filled with love and joy. And also to thank you for sharing yourselves, the knowledge you have and also your being. The truth that you impart is changing me in ways I never expected.
When I first started reading the material on the site it made realize that after all these years on the BBM that I had no idea who I was or what I can be, hopefully with participation in the forum and by working on my self, doing the breathing , even at my age, it Will bring me growing awareness, and assist in the challenges ahead.
Later I was out on my patio talking on the phone talking to a friend when a flock of birds all of a suddenly took flew right in front of me and flew away int the horizon which I thought was a strange occurrence.
On Saturday I noted on logging on to the forum that my status had changed to a disturbance in the force (I had registered 6 months ago but had never introduced my self or actively participated) that I made my first post and introduction to the forum.
I was pondering that message that my dream had then suddenly the penny dropped, and on reflection now I think I was being given the choice to participate or not to participate as a member. Strangely that was on my mind Saturday morning that I should introduce myself to the forum.
The fact that I was naked in the dream I think I was open and vulnerable which is somewhat how I feel at present being a newbie to the forum, being unsure how to navigate around and this is the only forum that I have ever become a member of. So this all new to me and definitely a challenge.
I am so happy that I took that first step and introduced myself because the other alternative would to live a life filled with non awareness, spiritual desolation and angst.
I want to take this opportunity to wish Laura and Ark a belated Happy Anniversary, I am sure that your special day was filled with love and joy. And also to thank you for sharing yourselves, the knowledge you have and also your being. The truth that you impart is changing me in ways I never expected.
When I first started reading the material on the site it made realize that after all these years on the BBM that I had no idea who I was or what I can be, hopefully with participation in the forum and by working on my self, doing the breathing , even at my age, it Will bring me growing awareness, and assist in the challenges ahead.
