Praying for a puppy and having a vision

Cassandra94

Cassandra94

Padawan Learner
Hi guys,

I wanted to share with you something that's been on my mind and get some opinions. Recently I came across a video on YouTube about a man named Adam Britton who abused and murdered dogs/puppies in the most heinous ways. I really wish I never came across it because now I haven't been able to sleep or stop thinking about it. It has really messed with me and I even thought about maybe talking to a therapist about it. I advise you guys not to look too much in the details because it can be a lot to handle but for some reason I was thinking about Knowledge & Awareness so I decided to go down the rabbit hole of these horrific things being done to these dogs and the suffering they went through. But ever since then it's been really bothering me, I was looking up photos to see if I could see the puppies and instead came across the disturbing video of what this man did to one of the puppies. It honestly was terrible for my mental health and I cried and have not been able to stop thinking about it. So I decided to pull an oracle card and the card I got was called The Altar Priestess - prayer and sacred ritual. So while I was laying down to take a nap, I was thinking of the card and the puppy. And decided to pray right next to my altar to The Lord/Julius Caesar to take care of this puppy in spirit and to please make sure it's okay and loved. Basically stuff like that. I just prayed they would be together. Then I had a vision not too long after, I was sort of in a meditative state before my nap, of a man picking up a puppy and being so loving/comforting with it. Like you could tell the man was loving the puppy and taking care of it. He raised it in his arms like he would a child. And they looked white, almost made of light.. the figure themselves, the man and dog. Like they were spirit maybe? Do you guys think it was really an answer to my prayer? The thought of it was so comforting to me, I want to have faith and trust in this vision to be real. Could it really have been Caesar taking care of this puppy in spirit? What do you guys think?

Thank you for reading!
Cassandra
 
Many things come to mind with what you're telling. The first are some rather sordid stories Carlos Castaneda had about seeing corpses. This, if I recall correctly, was in his last book, "The Active Side of Infinity." Also I remember that Buddha "awakened" when he saw old age, illness, and suffering.

Continuing with don Juan, I remember that he pointed out to Castaneda that "warriors," needed confronted these sort of situations to a certain extent. Don Juan even gave some examples (I think in the first books) of when his mother was killed in front of him when he was a child.

In your case, it's a tremendous blow that "forced" your perception to broaden and "see" beyond the corpse of the little dog, from a macabre, terrifying, and sad 3D situation.

Don Juan said that happiness was "secondary" or useless for becoming a "seer", and that in this sense, terror and sadness were much more useful for polishing the "nagual" or the "energetic body".

My father recently passed away (in january), and a few days ago I had a very vivid dream in which I dreamed he was shot... I ran to see him and knelt down in front of his dying body. Just as I was kneeling down, he was dying, and I began to sob dramatically, like in a Mexican soap opera: "Nooo, my father, they killed my father... my dad, my dad!" Suddenly, from one second to the next, and I don't know where from, I heard my father's voice saying, "Hahahaha wake up!" And my crying, which was going like a car going 300 km/h, came to a screeching halt, and I said to myself, devoid of all sadness, and even with a hint of laughter: "ha! Heeey, wait a minute... what? But my dad has been gone for weeks." I standed up, and my father's corpse was no longer there, and I said to myself, "Of course he's not here if he's with his mom (my grandmother who left years ago), his friends and my cat... aaah now I know who planned this lie."

Now, if what you perceived or saw was real, well, why not? I say yes, but you're the one who has to be confident in your own "vision."

In my case, the day my father passed away, of course, was something very, very powerful... having been there and witnessed his departure, until he took his last breath. The next night, the night of his wake, the night I went to sleep, I had a very lucid dream where a "window" opened, and I saw majestic and beautiful mountains, and a sky of the most pristine blue I've ever seen here, and I said to myself, "My father is here now."

I've told this to some people, and they tell me: "Oh, how beautiful", but I feel that very few people can believe that what I saw was real.

A friend just told me today: "Yes, very nice, but you have to accept that it was only a fantasy vision of your mind due to the pain of your father's death... a consolation that you gave yourself"... I admit that I felt a little angry when he said that, but well, I also expected it in a way, and well, what to do when faced with that? The "seeing" as don Juan says, or the gifts and balms of the Great Spirit are very personal, and one must treasure them. Regads :-)

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