Preparing to move on...

RedFox

The Living Force
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I wasn't sure weather to add this to another post, or post at all....but in the end I remembered something I said in the dream (the title of this post) and I figured it may be worth noting none the less. It had a flavour I've not had before in a dream....trying to not make to much of it but it did seem to have quite a strong impact (the idea of 'moving on' and what that may be)....I think I may be too invested in this too, which is a common problem I have with being invested in dreams/imagination. Any feedback welcome.

The dream seemed to be in several parts that flowed together quite nicely, but I only remember the last few parts.
I was talking to a friend about what was going on in the world/what I was up to....
I replied (I don't remember the exact wording) that I preparing for what was coming, that I was preparing to move on. He asked to where? I pointed upwards and think I said (and this is the part I'm having trouble remembering, and am finding a little worrying) either 'another density' or 'hopefully 4th density'. I said I felt that I needed to get my affairs in order here so I could move on. That this (3D) was not my natural home although I didn't know what was, weather it was 4th density or above.
I don't know what he said, but I tried to explain about variable physicality.....and tried to remember how to navigate there ....I levitated and drifted about using my feet/hands (projecting energy) as a way to move.
He asked what else I could do....I said pass through solid objects and looked for an appropriate surface (any works, but some are easier to use than others). I found a window and put my finger tips against the glass, took a moment to remember how to do it but made my hand pass a few inches into it then back out again (it always feels like passing through a barrier)....interestingly doing this unsettled the condensation on the window.

I use to dream about this stuff (levitation, flying, passing through solid object, telporting/warping) when I was much younger all the time....although the teleporting/warping is probably just the result of watching too much sci-fi, the rest I did normally and always in the same way.

The next part of the dream I remember sitting on a public bench in London watching people go past. I was older, a tramp and was in sheltered accommodation which we just dumped our stuff at and expected it to be cleaned even though my clothes where tatty and I was dirty/bruised. (I think this is a pretty good symbolic representation of some core parts of me).
I was sat there trying to get part of an old laptop working purely by intuition with no tools (more like a mirror now than symbolic).....another tramp came up to me and stared me in my eyes, I just wanted to stay lost in what I was doing....became slightly annoyed that he was staring at me (in a "is there something you've forgotten/should be doing?" manner).....I don't know if he spoke but I grudgingly got of the seat and walked towards the people walking past. I seemed to think I should be showing people something.....
He asked like my friend 'what could I do?' and I said 'do you want me to show all these people?' he said 'if you want to' (hmm, my ego may have been triggered here). I said 'find me a flat surface somewhere obvious' and pointed to the balcony's and tops of buildings near us. He decided on a spot and I focused and teleported there (in a flash of blue light that moved from one spot to another...oddly never seen it from outside before). Needless to say the people on the street where pretty shaken up by this. (at the time it seemed ok to do)
He then suggested we go looking for ...something? clues perhaps....I asked who we needed to find, and he said 'judge death'.....so we went roaming the streets until I saw him (driving on the pavement towards us). I followed him round the corner and round another into a back street to the back entrance to his house (he was driving a expensive car, into the yard of a rather large/expensive house in the middle of London with automatic gates). We stopped him just before he was going to enter the house (it was like he was trying to get away/hide from us). I confronted him (what I said I can't remember) but he sort of started to melt away until he was a small furry thing of no threat at all (presumably he'd been an intimidating force...especially with that name!).

Anyway....having writtern that all I'm no longer sure if there was anything important/useful there....but some of the symbolism was pretty thick. Maybe someone else can see something I can't. The feeling of getting ready to move on was quite palpable though.......
 
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