public apology

[mk31]

to SOTT (especially Laura),

I just wanted to express my deep regret for introducing myself to this community
in the fashion that I did. I probably do have some passive aggressive stuff to
work out and I should have read much more on the topic before trying to barge
in on something. I truly am impressed with what you are doing here, albeit I
obviously have much more to learn about it to understand it.

I guess it justs keeps on getting more confusing as time goes on. It took a giant
leap to consider some of the stuff I've become aware of in the past few years
and it seems just when I start to get a handle on it I get thrown for a loop again.

I also figured out I had too much of my ego influencing my reaction. I noticed
this when I started saying I wasn't going to read the rest of the book because
of my experience here (even though I've so far been very interested in it).
Now that's just silly.

I don't need any acknowledgment of this post, but I hope everyone in that
thread could see this. Maybe this isn't the place for me but that doesn't mean
I had to come in and "muddy up the floors." I have a great deal to figure
out before I can venture into the "deep end." Like simply getting my life together
and contributing to my family. Not to mention express my love for humanity
in the way I know how best, with my music.

And in response to that important paragraph about the planet's well-being
and future:

I do care about that, and my motivation in trying to understand any sort
of higher density of awarness is to make life better for myself, my family
and everyone else because I always have this feeling in the back of my
mind that things could be a lot better.

Again, thanks for what you are trying to do here. I just can't go back to
normal google news I've discovered. I may not post or spend any time
in the forum but I wanted to get the experience off my mind and attempt
to come to some sort of resolution. You guys don't need any extra shit
from anyone, I hope next time I can contribute something worthwhile.

peace!

-Marcus (mk31)

 

[Obi]

Again, thanks for what you are trying to do here. I just can't go back to
normal google news I've discovered. I may not post or spend any time
in the forum but I wanted to get the experience off my mind and attempt
to come to some sort of resolution. You guys don't need any extra shit
from anyone, I hope next time I can contribute something worthwhile.

Not need to go back. You can stay here and contribute your energies to change the fate of the war stricken planet. Let's do it for our children and their children.

 

[Laura]

If we don't do it, who will?

 

[Ben]

I may not post or spend any time
in the forum but I wanted to get the experience off my mind and attempt
to come to some sort of resolution.
-Marcus (mk31)

I think the best thing that you and other new members could do for both yourselves AND other members is spend some time, and it might be a long time, reading and educating yourselves on the topics which are discussed here. I went to this site map here http://www.cassiopaea.org and read ALL the links, it was then that I decided that I needed to discuss these subjects somewhere just as this forum became available. You have the advantage of having a wealth of experience and knowledge from people which you can consult at this forum to help you as you gain understanding.

 

[Mr. Premise]

I agree, stick around!

Reading the links will definitely help calibrate the instrument. In the meantime what helps immensely (and this is true for all of us) is some humility. We all have egos and Predators (a look at the Glossary http://glossary.cassiopaea.com/glossary.php?l=All
can save a lot of time on the terminology) the trick is to see that the Predator is not US, it is a foreign installation. Understanding that can help a lot when one is tempted to get defensive.

If you are sincere, it was just your bad luck to appear at a time when SOTT was under attack. This happens. I also became involved at such a time a few years ago and it was a little scary to be a newcomer.

But Laura and crew are the best people you could hope to interact with. They have the interest of the real YOU at heart.

to SOTT (especially Laura),

I do care about that, and my motivation in trying to understand any sort
of higher density of awarness is to make life better for myself, my family
and everyone else because I always have this feeling in the back of my
mind that things could be a lot better.

Again, thanks for what you are trying to do here. I just can't go back to
normal google news I've discovered. I may not post or spend any time
in the forum but I wanted to get the experience off my mind and attempt
to come to some sort of resolution. You guys don't need any extra shit
from anyone, I hope next time I can contribute something worthwhile.

peace!

-Marcus (mk31)

 

[The Gardener]

Welcome Marcus.