Gonzo said:
Another common new age term is Star Seed. While I think it's important to know the terms used by various religions, faith groups and movements to help us find ways that both truths and deceptions make their way into language, I think your intuition is also important.
When we are on the right path, forces will come into play to place obstacles in our path, confuse us or send us down the wrong path. Often these forces with use someone close to us as a vector.
Gonzo
I've seen this referenced before, the interference that "truth seekers" get. But despite truth seeking or not it seems ALL are being interfeared with on some level or another.
It's a constant struggle we all go through, being awoken by the alarm clock and at the same time our comfy bed is calling us back to slumber.......the "war" within.
People who know me think my life is in shambles right now, anything that can go wrong has and it doesn't seem to be getting better, from outward appearances.
But I'm not worried, I'm not scared. I'm at peace about it all. Learning some of the things I have, I've found that Life, in my perspective, really is a school and it doesn't have to be so hard, unless of course, I make it that way.
But I thank you Gonzo, for pointing this out because it really does seem to work that way. Like you said, it's good to know what both sides are putting out for comparison and intuition is the key.
To 1984, Yes this is the same relative that told me to read the transcripts. He has told me to read a lot of things. He says I need to "get with it" because he wants me to " Use my Light to blast holes in the matrix" those were his words.
I think he means well, from his perspective, but I can only walk to the beat of my own drum, and I think it's more important for me right now, to focus on being the fullest expression of my truest being, and only I can figure out what that means, though it's still very much a mystery to me.
I'm sure others can relate, but when one starts to see that the world they thought they knew is in fact an illusion, one begins to feel lost because nothing makes sense anymore. I personally wished that someone I could trust could show me the way in this dark new world I found myself in.
However, my naive wish helped me learn to trust the "little voice" within, instead of relying on others to tell what to think, feel and believe.