ironjam628
The Force is Strong With This One
Reading the transcripts, the C's note that it is FUN to learn (so true), and that all there is is lessons. If that were true, though, then what about this soul smashing they talk about? I was under the impression that no matter what happened to us on a physical level, our souls would still be intact on the 5th dimensional level, and from there it would be "decided" where one would go, what density, form, etc. But this soul smashing thing portents something much more dire. My depression has made me feel so hopeless sometimes, and I can't help but imagine that when they describe soul smashing, that they aren't referencing depression in some way. I can remember sometimes wishing that something would take these feelings away, and would give me oblivion. Was I inadvertently giving up my soul? It would seem rather ludicrous to allow a 3rd density buffoon like myself to be able to make a decision like that, and have it turn out that my soul was crushed to the beginning of time where I will have to relive millions upon millions of years in soul growth again, all over a chemical imbalance that may or may not have something to do with 4th density influences. Please don't take my questioning as unbridled criticism, I am just really confused. If this topic has been covered somewhere else, then mea culpa, and could someone direct me to the appropriate area? thanks.
