Rescue, death & multiple realities

[agni]

1) I was at some sort of reception; there was a girl with me. Sometimes she would try to lean on me, but I did not completely allowed her, I was sticking out my elbows to prevent her from completely leaning on me. Later, as I am walking around premises I see the same girl and a guy drowning in the pool. I took a dive, rescued them by brining them to the surface and out of the pool. I took a dive again to check if anyone else is there drowning, as I did not find anyone I have started to swim back to surface, I smashed my head into a pool cover. Now I became an observer in the dream. I saw my dead body, and I saw people carrying out my body. Girl who I have rescued felt guilt about what has happened, and was asking others to lock her up in the jail.


2) Short after, I have a dream where I was able to switch/choose realities. This one is very tough to describe in words. I was able to see "events" and "beings" as some sort of connected points, and when I perceive one, I was able to see and know all possible "variable events" spurring from it. Basically I was able to look at situation/being and see all of the possible outcomes in all directions, and what kind of lesson was associated with it. It was like a roadmap, where I could see/choose a lesson.


I understand that pool might represent "stale consciousness", and death - some sort of transformation. I would think that some parts of me needs to be rescued from stale consciousness, but one rescued part of me feeling guilt about the situation and asking to be locked up, kinda throws me off.

Second dream I do not even know where to start. Any thoughts ?

 

[allen]

Have you considered the possibility in the first dream that you died because you were trying to rescue someone else? I mean, you don't mention in the dream that they were asking you to rescue them. As you describe it, you made a determination that they were in need of rescuing, then you dove in and "saved the day" for everyone but yourself.

The girl you saved seems to clearly have been feeding on you in the dream. When she couldn't get what she wanted by merely leaning on you, she got everything from you by triggering "save the day" programs in you.

Just something to think about. I can't say I'm right.