Last night I had a very disturbing dream.
I was waiting for my girls outside their Mum's house in my truck as I often do, when I saw a yellow JCB digger coming down the road. I heard a rumble, which I naturally thought emanated from this large vehicle, but suddenly the ground opened up beneath me and I began falling.
Almost immediately I realised that a sinkhole of sorts must have opened up and despite the initial panic I tried to relax and brace myself for the impact. But it never came. I just kept falling and falling, as if into infinite space. This terrified me so I consciously adapted the dream so I was only stuck at the bottom of a 50ft sinkhole, and although one of my daughters was screaming I could at least bang on the truck to indicate I was ok and await rescue. Then I awoke feeling quite upset, and held my dream stone for the remainder of the night and slept quite well. I feel ok this morning, just a bit subdued.
A couple of nights earlier I dreamed or felt I was under psychic attack, being smothered by unseen forces. I just recall feeling I was not able to breath properly and being attacked, and was desperately fighting back although paralyzed. My daughters were staying in the next room and the eldest actually called out, which woke me, as she said it sounded like I was hyperventilating.
To sum up the profound feeling of these dreams: Deep fear of imminent events, in realms seen and unseen, the terrible anguish at losing those I love and running out of time to make any effective changes.
Having two such powerful dreams within three nights is extremely unusual for me, I can't remember it ever happening before in fact. I actually feel in a very good space generally; healthy and grounded, with a degree of relative peace, relaxed yet focused. There are no outstanding issues I am aware of in my day to day life that would cause me significant anxiety or stress. But I can see events around me becoming more and more extreme - on geopolitical, environmental and cosmic levels - so perhaps my recent dreams reflect these changes and more specifically the subconscious fears I have associated with them?
I was waiting for my girls outside their Mum's house in my truck as I often do, when I saw a yellow JCB digger coming down the road. I heard a rumble, which I naturally thought emanated from this large vehicle, but suddenly the ground opened up beneath me and I began falling.
Almost immediately I realised that a sinkhole of sorts must have opened up and despite the initial panic I tried to relax and brace myself for the impact. But it never came. I just kept falling and falling, as if into infinite space. This terrified me so I consciously adapted the dream so I was only stuck at the bottom of a 50ft sinkhole, and although one of my daughters was screaming I could at least bang on the truck to indicate I was ok and await rescue. Then I awoke feeling quite upset, and held my dream stone for the remainder of the night and slept quite well. I feel ok this morning, just a bit subdued.
A couple of nights earlier I dreamed or felt I was under psychic attack, being smothered by unseen forces. I just recall feeling I was not able to breath properly and being attacked, and was desperately fighting back although paralyzed. My daughters were staying in the next room and the eldest actually called out, which woke me, as she said it sounded like I was hyperventilating.
To sum up the profound feeling of these dreams: Deep fear of imminent events, in realms seen and unseen, the terrible anguish at losing those I love and running out of time to make any effective changes.
Having two such powerful dreams within three nights is extremely unusual for me, I can't remember it ever happening before in fact. I actually feel in a very good space generally; healthy and grounded, with a degree of relative peace, relaxed yet focused. There are no outstanding issues I am aware of in my day to day life that would cause me significant anxiety or stress. But I can see events around me becoming more and more extreme - on geopolitical, environmental and cosmic levels - so perhaps my recent dreams reflect these changes and more specifically the subconscious fears I have associated with them?
