I don't like talking about this kind of thing because I always get some remarks, but last night was not quite the same stuff.
Last night had another lousy dream, this time about a red/orange scorpion escaping from a drawer and coming my way, I move out of the way in my dream and wake falling of the bed, hurting my shoulder on the dressing table stool. I then crawl back onto the bed and turn round to lie on my back I see this huge shadow of a spider over the light fitting and stretching at least one meter to each side of the fitting, and looking ready to jump down. Not moving a muscle I stare at it, telling myself it is not real. It then spins itself into a ball and disappears into nothingness.
This is not the first time I see this kind of spider, but notso big so enormous. The previous times (2 years ago) was in the afternoon on two occasions while lying on my bed and just staring to the side of the bed, at the dressing table stool. This spider was spinning itself into a ball and disappears, about 3 or 4 cm diameter. One more time (last year) on the ceiling in the evening, this time it was next to the light fitting but bigger, about 30cm stretched out, it then glided down towards my headpost above me. I didn't move, not knowing what to make of it but following it with my eyes, it disappeared when reaching the headboard above my head, much to my relieve. Then some weeks later on my bed again at night, a shadow of an eagle or similar bird also about 30cm across flying from left to right across the ceiling.
What should I make of this, is it just illusions? I am thinking of this apartment, something wrong here? I don't do drugs or take any medicine, although I have problems with arthritis, fibrmyalgia, and another condition. I try to keep my comfort zone with simple excercises, breathing and diet.
Last night had another lousy dream, this time about a red/orange scorpion escaping from a drawer and coming my way, I move out of the way in my dream and wake falling of the bed, hurting my shoulder on the dressing table stool. I then crawl back onto the bed and turn round to lie on my back I see this huge shadow of a spider over the light fitting and stretching at least one meter to each side of the fitting, and looking ready to jump down. Not moving a muscle I stare at it, telling myself it is not real. It then spins itself into a ball and disappears into nothingness.
This is not the first time I see this kind of spider, but not
What should I make of this, is it just illusions? I am thinking of this apartment, something wrong here? I don't do drugs or take any medicine, although I have problems with arthritis, fibrmyalgia, and another condition. I try to keep my comfort zone with simple excercises, breathing and diet.