altamash
The Force is Strong With This One
I'd like to share some of the dreams i can remember which i consider to to be significant in my life and would like to see the feedback.
When the movie 'The Passion of the Christ' came out and i watched it, i got emotional and cried after i saw how "Jesus was crucified". Ofcourse i knew this was not what 'really' happened but this experience connected me to 'Jesus' which was significant since i was raised as a muslim. The same night i had the following dream:
I entered what seemed like a mosque and i dont remember any people being present inside. As I was entering, i became 'aware' that Jesus was present where the 'Imaam' usually leads the prayer in mosques. I turned left as i entered and after i became aware of him, he was sitting where the 'imaam' would lead the prayer. He sat there face slightly looking down, eyes lowered and had a 'sad' or 'no-expression' on his face. During those time i was contemplating suicide and was researching into how i could find a means to end myself with the least amount of pain. I went up to him, fell on my knees and started crying. Next i was in like a 'room' and in front of me was an open window. There was light in the mosque but this place was dark. Outside the window was nothing but darkness. And because of my suicidal thoughts at that time 'naturally' i immediately leaped out the window and fell. As i was 'falling' into the 'void', i felt i was 'dying' or maybe it was simply a 'natural response' and i sort of 'expected' myself to die. While this was happening i saw a huge white sphere the size of a planet in front of me and then i woke up with 'sleep paralysis'. Thats when the mind is awake but the body is not. This sphere also felt 'artificial' to me in the sense that it could be an 'artifical planet' or a 'space ship'. I also thought this could be what the 'Nephilim' are 'riding' in here.
After that nothing really important happened that i can remember up till the next dream which happened shortly thereafter:
One day i was with two of my friends and we were driving around just to 'kill time' and 'hang out', nothing important, and since i was still in a 'depressed state of mind' then i dunno why but in the backseat of the car i just decided to call on Jesus. I became emotional and cried silently without making my friends in the front aware of whats happening. The same night i had the following dream:
I was entering my apartment building and as i entered thru the lobby and was walking towards the elevators, i noticed there were few ladies that i felt are 'commenting' something about me to each other. I ignored them and proceeded towards the elevator and it was there with doors open, there were some people present inside ready to go up so i was made haste to get in. Just as i entered i did something funny, i stood between the elevator doors as if 'trying' to prevent someone from entering. Maybe it were those ladies that were talking about me. Perhaps i took offense and did not want them to share the elevator ride with me. This is all i could remember besides maybe 'other' dreams that i might have had the same night.
The next day a friend of mine came over and he hanged in my room for a bit before deciding to go out with one of his other friends that he came with in his car. It was winter during that time in canada and i was wearing basketball shorts and t-shirt. It wasnt that cold and since we'd be in the warm car while we were out i didnt bother putting any pants on and instead put on my jacket and we left. I hadnt shaven in a while so i had a small beard and i wasnt particularly looking 'good'. I guess others would laugh if they saw a bearded person wearing a winter jacket and shorts lol. Though i wasnt aware of all this till later. We drove around for a while i dont remember what we did but i remember the trip was going to be 'short' thats why i didnt bother with the clothes. As we came back to my building this is when, 'among' the most significant events of my life happened. I got out of the car, said goodbye to my friends and proceeded to go inside. I noticed there was a person standing oustide the building right close to the curb of the driveway, as if waiting for someone or expecting someone to show up. I moved past this person that i saw for the first time, essentially ignoring him and entered the building. As the mechanically driven doors opened, there were few black ladies present inside, they must have obviously noticed my strange get up and i became aware that they are commenting to each other, obviously about me. Ofcourse i ignored them and moved towards the elevator. Also at this moment i was immediately aware of my dream. The same elevator that i entered in my dream wasnt there on the ground floor as it was in my dream and since i was aware of my dream i waited for that one to arrive. I dont remember if i called the elevator myself because there was another man standing there waiting for it, or i might have pressed the button. I took no interest in this other 'man', then the person i saw outside who was 'expecting' someone also had by now, entered the building and come to wait for the same elevator i was 'expecting' to use. Now here i am with two unknown people that i see for the first time. The man who was already inside waiting for the elevator was slightly bearded, looked sort of what i would term 'desi' in my language i.e. Indian/Pakistani or even Middle Eastern, he was 'brown' yet not dark. I wouldnt call him 'handsome' but he looked 'good'. The other man who was waiting outside also looked the same but he was taller and looked more 'handsome' and had long hair. He looked 'different' as if there was something unique about his 'features'. I dont know why but thought he looked like the 'nordic' or 'aryan' types. The elevator arrived and i was the first to enter and i pressed my floor which was 9. Since i was the first one to enter and also because i was also aware that my dream was being 'played out' in real life, i quickly noticed that as both of them entered (and it was just the three of us that where present for the elevator ride) that, neither of them had pressed the button of what floor they wanted to reach. Even though i was aware of this, i did not bother asking them what floor they wished to reach. The nordic/aryan type and me were face to face to each other while the 'bearded' one was on my left. So i had a good look at both of them at that moment too. The bearded type seemed like he was looking down or 'uninterested' while the other one sort of had a 'happy' face and was looking at me. We had eye contact and i think he tried to smile. After that i was just 'looking down' for the most part. Guess what, the elevator stopped on the 4th floor, and both of them got out. Afterwards i was contemplating on what happened and wondered whether i should have 'stopped' them was i did in my dream. I went home, thought about it a lot, went out again shortly thereafter 'looking' for them but no luck. I came back home slightly 'dissappointed'.
Well tell me what you guys think about this, i think its 'obvious' being 'my lesson' but comments are appreciated. There are more significant dreams i will disscuss about later.
When the movie 'The Passion of the Christ' came out and i watched it, i got emotional and cried after i saw how "Jesus was crucified". Ofcourse i knew this was not what 'really' happened but this experience connected me to 'Jesus' which was significant since i was raised as a muslim. The same night i had the following dream:
I entered what seemed like a mosque and i dont remember any people being present inside. As I was entering, i became 'aware' that Jesus was present where the 'Imaam' usually leads the prayer in mosques. I turned left as i entered and after i became aware of him, he was sitting where the 'imaam' would lead the prayer. He sat there face slightly looking down, eyes lowered and had a 'sad' or 'no-expression' on his face. During those time i was contemplating suicide and was researching into how i could find a means to end myself with the least amount of pain. I went up to him, fell on my knees and started crying. Next i was in like a 'room' and in front of me was an open window. There was light in the mosque but this place was dark. Outside the window was nothing but darkness. And because of my suicidal thoughts at that time 'naturally' i immediately leaped out the window and fell. As i was 'falling' into the 'void', i felt i was 'dying' or maybe it was simply a 'natural response' and i sort of 'expected' myself to die. While this was happening i saw a huge white sphere the size of a planet in front of me and then i woke up with 'sleep paralysis'. Thats when the mind is awake but the body is not. This sphere also felt 'artificial' to me in the sense that it could be an 'artifical planet' or a 'space ship'. I also thought this could be what the 'Nephilim' are 'riding' in here.
After that nothing really important happened that i can remember up till the next dream which happened shortly thereafter:
One day i was with two of my friends and we were driving around just to 'kill time' and 'hang out', nothing important, and since i was still in a 'depressed state of mind' then i dunno why but in the backseat of the car i just decided to call on Jesus. I became emotional and cried silently without making my friends in the front aware of whats happening. The same night i had the following dream:
I was entering my apartment building and as i entered thru the lobby and was walking towards the elevators, i noticed there were few ladies that i felt are 'commenting' something about me to each other. I ignored them and proceeded towards the elevator and it was there with doors open, there were some people present inside ready to go up so i was made haste to get in. Just as i entered i did something funny, i stood between the elevator doors as if 'trying' to prevent someone from entering. Maybe it were those ladies that were talking about me. Perhaps i took offense and did not want them to share the elevator ride with me. This is all i could remember besides maybe 'other' dreams that i might have had the same night.
The next day a friend of mine came over and he hanged in my room for a bit before deciding to go out with one of his other friends that he came with in his car. It was winter during that time in canada and i was wearing basketball shorts and t-shirt. It wasnt that cold and since we'd be in the warm car while we were out i didnt bother putting any pants on and instead put on my jacket and we left. I hadnt shaven in a while so i had a small beard and i wasnt particularly looking 'good'. I guess others would laugh if they saw a bearded person wearing a winter jacket and shorts lol. Though i wasnt aware of all this till later. We drove around for a while i dont remember what we did but i remember the trip was going to be 'short' thats why i didnt bother with the clothes. As we came back to my building this is when, 'among' the most significant events of my life happened. I got out of the car, said goodbye to my friends and proceeded to go inside. I noticed there was a person standing oustide the building right close to the curb of the driveway, as if waiting for someone or expecting someone to show up. I moved past this person that i saw for the first time, essentially ignoring him and entered the building. As the mechanically driven doors opened, there were few black ladies present inside, they must have obviously noticed my strange get up and i became aware that they are commenting to each other, obviously about me. Ofcourse i ignored them and moved towards the elevator. Also at this moment i was immediately aware of my dream. The same elevator that i entered in my dream wasnt there on the ground floor as it was in my dream and since i was aware of my dream i waited for that one to arrive. I dont remember if i called the elevator myself because there was another man standing there waiting for it, or i might have pressed the button. I took no interest in this other 'man', then the person i saw outside who was 'expecting' someone also had by now, entered the building and come to wait for the same elevator i was 'expecting' to use. Now here i am with two unknown people that i see for the first time. The man who was already inside waiting for the elevator was slightly bearded, looked sort of what i would term 'desi' in my language i.e. Indian/Pakistani or even Middle Eastern, he was 'brown' yet not dark. I wouldnt call him 'handsome' but he looked 'good'. The other man who was waiting outside also looked the same but he was taller and looked more 'handsome' and had long hair. He looked 'different' as if there was something unique about his 'features'. I dont know why but thought he looked like the 'nordic' or 'aryan' types. The elevator arrived and i was the first to enter and i pressed my floor which was 9. Since i was the first one to enter and also because i was also aware that my dream was being 'played out' in real life, i quickly noticed that as both of them entered (and it was just the three of us that where present for the elevator ride) that, neither of them had pressed the button of what floor they wanted to reach. Even though i was aware of this, i did not bother asking them what floor they wished to reach. The nordic/aryan type and me were face to face to each other while the 'bearded' one was on my left. So i had a good look at both of them at that moment too. The bearded type seemed like he was looking down or 'uninterested' while the other one sort of had a 'happy' face and was looking at me. We had eye contact and i think he tried to smile. After that i was just 'looking down' for the most part. Guess what, the elevator stopped on the 4th floor, and both of them got out. Afterwards i was contemplating on what happened and wondered whether i should have 'stopped' them was i did in my dream. I went home, thought about it a lot, went out again shortly thereafter 'looking' for them but no luck. I came back home slightly 'dissappointed'.
Well tell me what you guys think about this, i think its 'obvious' being 'my lesson' but comments are appreciated. There are more significant dreams i will disscuss about later.
