When I first started this awakening path the first source of info I got to was the "New Age". And while I am thankful for the insight it gave me by teaching me how to be more selfless and giving, etc it also bred more ignorance. So what has this got to do with anything??
Well, I questioned the New Age "beliefs" (can I call it that?) about negative not being real, if you even think about negative based stuff your binding yourself to it, blah blah blah because the whole point of waking up is to realise that there is something wrong and that you need to make changes because every decision you make can have the biggest consequences, etc. And if you choose a "positive" or STO path then you have to make the changes and realise all of the wrongs you are doing.
But with this new age stuff they like to give you the impression that everything is fine and negative is an illusion. So basically you do nothing wrong, the only thing you can do is change how you think into a more positive. You can't get angry if someone does something bad to you or someone else. You can't be sad. Gotta be happy 100% no matter what.
Don't get me wrong, anger is something that needs to be controlled as you need to think clearly in a situation, so you can get the best possible outcome. But if you did what the new age thinking said to do you would just think "oh well, it isn't real, lets just keep smiling."
If we look upon this on a global scale, if we erase all acknowledgement of negs, then we let the neg entities take complete control because we aren't doing anything about it because to do that we'd have to acknowledge darkness. The negs would be in complete control and we'd be in denial thinking "oh well, they're in control. it isn't real. lets be happy."
But I've always thought that at certain times in your life you have to practice "tough love" towards those who try to manipulate you or bring you down in any way. Especially if they are causing major problems not only for you but on a larger scale. Although for a while I went along with this new age lah dee dah (a term a man called James Bartley uses in some of his articles on the Karla Turner website) deep down I thought it was wrong but denied it, thinking "oh thats just the neg mind control trying to make me think negative" or something. But I realise now that I did two things wrong:
1. I didn't listen to the voice inside.
2. I took everything I read firsthand and percieved it as the truth without even looking at other sources
Mind you, I was only just starting out by reading conspiracy theories and then I stumbled onto the New Age stuff. Okay, so what has that got to do with dreams (which this topic is in?)
Well since I've started listening to my inner voice more often, i had a strange experience.
I was in bed, and I drifted off to sleep. (this happened on this dimension, btw :P) but I woke up (though half asleep) to find that I was laying in front of my Xbox 360 with a controller in my hand as though I was falling asleep while playing a game or something (and yes, I know I shouldn't play videogames and I do it a lot less since beginning the journey of awakening, besides I've learnt that a gradual change is better than a forced change. Today, I actually turned the thing on and then turned it off because I didn't feel like sitting on my a$$ and I should get some fresh air, so I haven't played it ONCE today).
I remember feeling drowsy so I went back to sleep, only to become lucid again EXCEPT I COULDN'T OPEN MY EYES. I remember saying to myself "Huh? WTF?" I kept trying but I couldn't. I even tried to move other body parts, like my arms and legs. I also couldn't see a thing. Only complete darkness. The feeling of being scared came over me, except I didn't feel it in my heart (or wherever you feel emotions) but I felt it IN MY HEAD. Literally, I could feel shivers in my brain. And then suddenly I felt as though someone had picked me up and just thrown me somewhere. I remember feeling like a was flying through the air. When it stopped, I just lay there, not daring to move. I summoned up the courage to see if I could open my eyes. I could at the end stage, and I guess that is when the "dream" ended and I woke up on this dimension.
I don't know what this could've been. It occured to me I could've been abducted or something. But in most abduction cases people can actually SEE it happening. The one thing that stands out was feeling emotions with my brain, and the complete feeling of drowsiness, which I have never had before.
Are there any thoughts or ideas on what this might have been? Any links anyone can give me?
Thanks :)
Well, I questioned the New Age "beliefs" (can I call it that?) about negative not being real, if you even think about negative based stuff your binding yourself to it, blah blah blah because the whole point of waking up is to realise that there is something wrong and that you need to make changes because every decision you make can have the biggest consequences, etc. And if you choose a "positive" or STO path then you have to make the changes and realise all of the wrongs you are doing.
But with this new age stuff they like to give you the impression that everything is fine and negative is an illusion. So basically you do nothing wrong, the only thing you can do is change how you think into a more positive. You can't get angry if someone does something bad to you or someone else. You can't be sad. Gotta be happy 100% no matter what.
Don't get me wrong, anger is something that needs to be controlled as you need to think clearly in a situation, so you can get the best possible outcome. But if you did what the new age thinking said to do you would just think "oh well, it isn't real, lets just keep smiling."
If we look upon this on a global scale, if we erase all acknowledgement of negs, then we let the neg entities take complete control because we aren't doing anything about it because to do that we'd have to acknowledge darkness. The negs would be in complete control and we'd be in denial thinking "oh well, they're in control. it isn't real. lets be happy."
But I've always thought that at certain times in your life you have to practice "tough love" towards those who try to manipulate you or bring you down in any way. Especially if they are causing major problems not only for you but on a larger scale. Although for a while I went along with this new age lah dee dah (a term a man called James Bartley uses in some of his articles on the Karla Turner website) deep down I thought it was wrong but denied it, thinking "oh thats just the neg mind control trying to make me think negative" or something. But I realise now that I did two things wrong:
1. I didn't listen to the voice inside.
2. I took everything I read firsthand and percieved it as the truth without even looking at other sources
Mind you, I was only just starting out by reading conspiracy theories and then I stumbled onto the New Age stuff. Okay, so what has that got to do with dreams (which this topic is in?)
Well since I've started listening to my inner voice more often, i had a strange experience.
I was in bed, and I drifted off to sleep. (this happened on this dimension, btw :P) but I woke up (though half asleep) to find that I was laying in front of my Xbox 360 with a controller in my hand as though I was falling asleep while playing a game or something (and yes, I know I shouldn't play videogames and I do it a lot less since beginning the journey of awakening, besides I've learnt that a gradual change is better than a forced change. Today, I actually turned the thing on and then turned it off because I didn't feel like sitting on my a$$ and I should get some fresh air, so I haven't played it ONCE today).
I remember feeling drowsy so I went back to sleep, only to become lucid again EXCEPT I COULDN'T OPEN MY EYES. I remember saying to myself "Huh? WTF?" I kept trying but I couldn't. I even tried to move other body parts, like my arms and legs. I also couldn't see a thing. Only complete darkness. The feeling of being scared came over me, except I didn't feel it in my heart (or wherever you feel emotions) but I felt it IN MY HEAD. Literally, I could feel shivers in my brain. And then suddenly I felt as though someone had picked me up and just thrown me somewhere. I remember feeling like a was flying through the air. When it stopped, I just lay there, not daring to move. I summoned up the courage to see if I could open my eyes. I could at the end stage, and I guess that is when the "dream" ended and I woke up on this dimension.
I don't know what this could've been. It occured to me I could've been abducted or something. But in most abduction cases people can actually SEE it happening. The one thing that stands out was feeling emotions with my brain, and the complete feeling of drowsiness, which I have never had before.
Are there any thoughts or ideas on what this might have been? Any links anyone can give me?
Thanks :)
