Steve M.
Jedi Master
Had a dream a few nights ago, I think it was Sunday night. Due to time since it's not as clear as it was..
"We" were all taken away. There must have been well over 250 people at least. It seemed like we were in some kind of large metal container, like the garbage compactor in Star Wars, dingy old rusty metal, cold place where "We" all were being held. Figuring out we were all abducted at the same time, we started looking, talking and trying to figure out the idea our captors had in imprisoning us. What we figured out (how I have no clue) was that we were all to be tested for something. Those who had or hadn't this something would be freed and those of the opposite (of had or hadn't) would be annihilated. Prior to that point I was pretty ok with things, not wanting to be there but accepting of my situation and actually enjoying getting acquainted with others here on the forum. By now, having an understanding of our situation I was petrified. Completely locked up. Laura and Ark described what they thought this something (have or have not) might be in terms of DNA, circuit.. that part is kind of Vague. I remember Laura asking if anyone was scared and it seemed like everyone looked at me. By this time they were taking people out two at a time, and Laura told me we'd go together, last. I choked up and couldn't get the lump out of my throat, felt like a failure and couldn't respond outside of a tear going down my face.
I guess some time passed and we were leaving the room going out the empty container hatch door (like a submarine door or something). It seemed like a grey was taking us somewhere. We got to a room where there were two Standing sort of electrical conduit/hospital bed things you stand at. Laura almost seemed cocky like, "you want to test me? Bring it on!" We waited for a minute and some I want to say lizard guy, though it looked more insect than anything but it could somehow crab and manipulate things as if it had opposing thumbs. There were a series of electrodes, three to the back/base of the neck, about where the brain stem meets the spine, temples and I don't remember where else (though I think one on each elbow). Laura seemed to almost chuckle at the whole situation, light-hearted, happy totally fearless. I remember some shocks (particularly the back of the neck) and it was over. I wasted my time being scared. We were all together again back at some earthly place, every body hugged everyone else, no one seemed to be missing.
I woke up, smoked a cig, it was around the same time I've been waking up in the middle of the night (3:30-4:00 AM) for the last 10-12 days. A time when I should be in my deepest sleep. I went back to bed after talking to my wife about it a bit as I woke her up when I came to and sat up, like I was dropped into an awake state instantly.. odd nights lately. Melatonin hasn't been greatly successful in getting me though even 7 hours straight. Not sure if it is that spring has finally gotten here (Pac. NW) or what, but I'm lucking to get more than 4 hours consistent straight sleep. I'm watching my diet, distilling, carnivoring, EE, Sauna, weekly enima.. not that I'm feeling depleted or tired at all, just having weird sleep patterns lately. Sorry this paragraph is naval gazing. :D
So there it is, quite odd I think as I can think of no real stimulus that might have brought it on. toodles
"We" were all taken away. There must have been well over 250 people at least. It seemed like we were in some kind of large metal container, like the garbage compactor in Star Wars, dingy old rusty metal, cold place where "We" all were being held. Figuring out we were all abducted at the same time, we started looking, talking and trying to figure out the idea our captors had in imprisoning us. What we figured out (how I have no clue) was that we were all to be tested for something. Those who had or hadn't this something would be freed and those of the opposite (of had or hadn't) would be annihilated. Prior to that point I was pretty ok with things, not wanting to be there but accepting of my situation and actually enjoying getting acquainted with others here on the forum. By now, having an understanding of our situation I was petrified. Completely locked up. Laura and Ark described what they thought this something (have or have not) might be in terms of DNA, circuit.. that part is kind of Vague. I remember Laura asking if anyone was scared and it seemed like everyone looked at me. By this time they were taking people out two at a time, and Laura told me we'd go together, last. I choked up and couldn't get the lump out of my throat, felt like a failure and couldn't respond outside of a tear going down my face.
I guess some time passed and we were leaving the room going out the empty container hatch door (like a submarine door or something). It seemed like a grey was taking us somewhere. We got to a room where there were two Standing sort of electrical conduit/hospital bed things you stand at. Laura almost seemed cocky like, "you want to test me? Bring it on!" We waited for a minute and some I want to say lizard guy, though it looked more insect than anything but it could somehow crab and manipulate things as if it had opposing thumbs. There were a series of electrodes, three to the back/base of the neck, about where the brain stem meets the spine, temples and I don't remember where else (though I think one on each elbow). Laura seemed to almost chuckle at the whole situation, light-hearted, happy totally fearless. I remember some shocks (particularly the back of the neck) and it was over. I wasted my time being scared. We were all together again back at some earthly place, every body hugged everyone else, no one seemed to be missing.
I woke up, smoked a cig, it was around the same time I've been waking up in the middle of the night (3:30-4:00 AM) for the last 10-12 days. A time when I should be in my deepest sleep. I went back to bed after talking to my wife about it a bit as I woke her up when I came to and sat up, like I was dropped into an awake state instantly.. odd nights lately. Melatonin hasn't been greatly successful in getting me though even 7 hours straight. Not sure if it is that spring has finally gotten here (Pac. NW) or what, but I'm lucking to get more than 4 hours consistent straight sleep. I'm watching my diet, distilling, carnivoring, EE, Sauna, weekly enima.. not that I'm feeling depleted or tired at all, just having weird sleep patterns lately. Sorry this paragraph is naval gazing. :D
So there it is, quite odd I think as I can think of no real stimulus that might have brought it on. toodles
