strangely negative atmosphere

Galaxia2002

Dagobah Resident
The atmosphere in recent weeks has been strangely negative both collectively and individually.

I do not know whether to call it “predator´s mind” in my personal case but here's what happened:
A fight broke out in my house where my brother almost hits my father for money and authority problems (this is only to denote the magnitude of the problem). My brother and I started to suffer a muscular pain in the neck, shoulders and back.

My former thesis advisor was hospitalized by a kidney surgery but then she began with a lung infection and that affected us emotionally to my workmates and me.

While all this was happening I was been doing Euiru Eolas and strange things began to happen, I could feel many strange sensations in the body that have been escalating, kind of punctures in the ears, electric sensations. That alleviated the neck pain that began fallowing these events.

I Placed an order for some things that I need to detox diet in the U.S. because in my country this kind of supplement are very expensive and I did a mistake and the things were sent to another address. Luckily I was able to solve this problem.

Then I received the news that a young colleague of 27 years just died of heart attack, he ate a lot of junk food. The funeral home was packed with former classmates and a friend commented that it was the third time that he had gone to a funeral in a week, many people was complaining of stress and there comes a time when everyone was talking about diseases that were suffering. At the same time we call to know about the health of my former thesis advisor and they told us that she was in intensive care, in fact many people said "what´s happening?" Why so many ill people and negativity? In this moment I felt that we start entering to the cycle of depopulation.

Finally had planned a short holiday and suddenly the grandma of one of the people who was going to give me house get sick and I couldn´t go. My cell phone broke down and my brother fell ill with Dengue. All this in about 6 days

When I knew my workmate had died I cried and got a headache, and again my back... and, not only because him but for all that was happening, too much stress despite the exercise program that I had been done in the morning.

Incidentally since I've been doing the program more seriously I've seen more negative but I do not know if it's karma that is being released, an adjustment period, an atack or just coincidence. Perhaps my emotional blockage is such that things are manifesting outwardly, I'm just speculating.
 
Hi Galaxia2002,

these are many bad happenings in a row, so I would call it less coincidentally. But I would take it not too personally that it is about your karma (it's so easy to take everything personal and in thinking that the universe is going against you), there are maybe other factors involved too, as you mentioned.
What I would suggest, try to stick to the program (have faith) and maybe remember, when something bad or negative is happening:

Corto Maltese said:
I also noticed that short mantra - 'Divine Cosmic Mind live in me now!' has very powerful effects in everyday life. Whenever I find myself in difficult situations where I have to perform at work under a lot of pressure as well as in usual daily inter-human reactions this mantra has very powerful effect in helping me to remember myself. Consecutively my actions have completely different flavor and they seem pretty much out of my usual character ( or my usual personality).



Galaxia2002 said:
I Placed an order for some things that I need to detox diet in the U.S. because in my country this kind of supplement are very expensive and I did a mistake and the things were sent to another address. Luckily I was able to solve this problem.

I know this too, it is sometimes really difficult in finding supplements in the country I'm living in. But have you thought about asking a question in the appropriate topic if someone else is living in the country? That means maybe he/she has an idea where to get the stuff?

Here are two links I can think of already mentioned in the forum (but maybe you know these already):

_http://www.nowfoods.com

and here is a list created by Gimpy:

http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=2354.msg73598#msg73598
 
While all this was happening I was been doing Euiru Eolas and strange things began to happen, I could feel many strange sensations in the body that have been escalating, kind of punctures in the ears, electric sensations. That alleviated the neck pain that began fallowing these events.

Incidentally since I've been doing the program more seriously I've seen more negative but I do not know if it's karma that is being released, an adjustment period, an atack or just coincidence. Perhaps my emotional blockage is such that things are manifesting outwardly, I'm just speculating.

Hi Galaxia2002, have you read the E-E thread completely ?

there are a lot of people who also experience pain, negativity etc.

http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=12837.0

and if you have not yet read the latest session I recommend you to read it.

And also don't forget that the Breathing technique is not going to be a walk in the park for everyone.

too much stress despite the exercise program that I had been done in the morning.

Try doing the belly breathing in daily life if you feel stressed and say the prayer in your head when you can, perhaps it can calm you, but don't do it while driving or operating dangerous machinery.

Try to always keep your guard up.
 
Hi Galaxia2002,

I would just like to let you know that pretty much "all hell broke loose" at my home and in my immediate environment recently as well. I actually posted some of this experience in the Euiru Eolas thread because I was sure it was related to my ambitious practice of the breathing and meditation techniques somehow. Since then I have relaxed a little with regards to the program and have noticed that some of the problems are starting to resolve themselves with the input of some hard work I might add. I have a theory that wisdom and knowledge that is sought must be able to be integrated within yourself and your immediate environment and pushing for too much at once creates a large counterbalance showing where all of the wisdom and knowledge that is asked for can be put to use by surrounding you with conflict and other problems. It still is just a theory and it could be completely off the mark but I will confirm that there seems to be a direct relationship between the amount of time spent doing the program and the amount of ensuing crap that i must then deal with.
I am now trying to be more patient with my learning and quest for knowledge as I obviously can only handle so much at a time and so can my family. I would love for a more senior member of the forum to add some insight to this because I think some valuable connections can be made and ideas can be clarified that may benefit forum members.

Rx
 
Galaxia2002 said:
The atmosphere in recent weeks has been strangely negative both collectively and individually.

I do not know whether to call it “predator´s mind” in my personal case but here's what happened:
A fight broke out in my house where my brother almost hits my father for money and authority problems (this is only to denote the magnitude of the problem). My brother and I started to suffer a muscular pain in the neck, shoulders and back.

Incidentally since I've been doing the program more seriously I've seen more negative but I do not know if it's karma that is being released, an adjustment period, an atack or just coincidence. Perhaps my emotional blockage is such that things are manifesting outwardly, I'm just speculating.

I feel for you, sometimes it all seems to come at once.

If it's any help I've had lots of neck and shoulder pain in the last two weeks hoping the detox will help, and this week has been bad for us. Culminating in me hitting my husbands car on a post pulling out of a parking space! Believe me it was a post you couldn't miss seeing, but I did!

Then my husband phoned today, has taken the kids to an amusement park, one of them is sick, the other has a headache, they Queued for 40 minutes for a ride got to the front and now the whole park has a powercut.

So lots of really annoying stuff is around.
 
Here are two links I can think of already mentioned in the forum (but maybe you know these already):

_http://www.nowfoods.com

and here is a list created by Gimpy:

http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=2354.msg73598#msg73598

Good links ... some good info on them (especially Jarrow!)

I hope some of the information in the following link might also be helpful ... from a response post I made on the subject of "Are most vitamin supplements junk? Reply #6"
( http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php?topic=13305.msg98123#msg98123 )

I was not quite as thorough as Gimpy in providing websights for them all, but they should be pretty easy to look up on the web, if you find an interest.

... Never fear!!! There are definitely some companies that you can count on ( and some that you cannot. I agree with all of the above posters, that you should carefully research what you put in your body) The following list is, from my experience, the best of the best, and here is hoping you have some access to them in the countries where you are located. (I am the US)

For vitamin Supplements:

GARDEN OF LIFE:
Food-state Vitamins:
Especially their Vitamin Code Line. All of the vitamins are derived from raw foods. And they include the enzymes that break down those foods into their most absorbable form, and then they add "whole food" concentrates aka "superfoods" such as greens and fruits and vegetables known to have a high ORAC value = high antioxidant activity. The body recognises FOOD!
Pro biotics:
Primal Defense (friendly intestinal flora/bacteria) This company derives their bacteria from homeostatic soil-based organisms. They are shelf stable and travel well!

They also make some great fiber supplements and an excellent 10 day bowel cleanse.

MEGAFOODS:

Food State Vitamins:
Again, these are derived directly from food and are in optimal ratios, containing enzymes and are highly absorbable.
Pro biotics:
Megaflora contains 14 different strains of friendly bacteria and 20 billion bacterial count per cap.

NEW CHAPTER:
Food Grown Vitamins:
In food grown, they start with USP vitamins and feed them to sacromyacees yeast, which are already high in B vitamins. They then fractionate/kill the yeast and feed them to friendly bacteria which digest this in to a rich matrix of nutrients which the body recognises as food. They then combine them with organic whole food concentrates and vwalla! They have predigested via a sophisticated form of fermentation, a vitamin which is highly absorbable!
Herbs:
Standardized to therapeutic percentages of the active compounds. In most cases, they are using an extraction method called Super-Critical, which uses CO2 (no chemicals!). When CO2 is put under high pressure, it turns to a liquid; combined with the herb it binds to all of the chemical components, is separated from the rest of the plant, and when the pressure is removed, the CO2 flashes back to a gas leaving just a pure herbal extract! No damage to the environment. No chemical traces left over, and somehow ... it is significantly more potent and absorbable / bio-available than most other companies.

GAIA:
Herbs:
Brilliant herbal company with liquid tinctures and also concentrated liquid herbal capsules. I know less about their particular extraction method, but I know that they are dedicated to the environment and high ideals and avoid using hexane and other damaging chemicals in their process. Also, this company has conducted a lot of studies (Jordif: This is the company you want to look at for your Echinacea) They have my favorite liquid concentrate of elderberry, too!

JARROW:
Amino Acids:
I love this company for their absolute purity with pharmaceutical grade amino acids. Nobody I know of (over the counter), does them better.
Antioxidants:
They also do antioxidants top notch! Such as alpha-lipoic acid, resveritrol, CoQ10, N-acetyl cystein and much more.
Pro biotics:
Jarrow EPS, shelf stable enteric coated, 8 species of bacteria and a 5 billion count per cap. They also have chewables for kids and powder for infants.

ENZYMEDICA:

Enzymes:
Digestive enzymes ranging from a basic, including something to break down each different category of food, to high potency enzymes which have a larger range of different enzymes and significantly higher amounts. One of the things that makes them so different from others is that in their amylase, protease, cellulase, lypase and phytase, their are 3 or 4 kinds of each which function at various PH levels. Throughout the intestinal tract, we have a range of PH levels, and these enzymes are working the entire way through the stomach and intestinal tract.

They also have unique blends for those who are lactose intolerant or have trouble breaking down fats, or my favorite!... a specific enzyme that breaks down GLUTEN!!! Yeah!!!

They also make what I possibly wrongly refer to as, proteolytic enzymes. These are enzymes that are taken on an empty stomach and make their way in to the bloodstream where they break down specific proteins. For instance, they have a blend that breaks down candida(yeast), not by just bursting the cellular wall of the organism and releasing it's toxic insides in to your system, but by digesting the cell and it's content! Or my personal favorite, Repair Gold, which breaks down the proteins that contribute to inflammation in all of the tissues. They have another that breaks down viral proteins, and another that breaks down fibrous blockages. Brilliant company!!!

RENEW LIFE:
Intestinal Health:
*The best fiber supplements, most of which are psyllium-free.
*An array of cleanses of which my favorites are: Cleans Smart, which is a 30 whole body cleanse which works on the liver, blood, lymph, kidneys, lungs and bowels.
*A 2 week intensive liver cleanse, a heavy-metal cleanse and more!
Probiotics:
Excellent high potency... 10 strains available in 15, 30 and 50 billion count per cap. Also, the best kids chewable probiotic there is.
Enzymes:
DigestMore Ultra has an excellent full spectrum of active plant based enzymes at therapeutic doses. DigestMore is slightly different. Still has a nice spectrum and amount of enzymes, but also has ingredients that are soothing, anti-inflamatory and healing to the intestinal lining. Very, very nice!

FISH OILS - THIS IS IMPORTANT!!!
THEY ARE NOT ALL THE SAME!!!
AND THEY CAN SERIOUSLY HURT YOU IF THEY ARE HIGH IN HEAVY METALS AND OTHER TOXINS!!!


NORDIC NATURALS:

Fish oils:
They are molecularly distilled and processed in a low oxygen environment to prevent oxidation of the oils. Super clean, pharmaceutical grade (=pure), and doesn't burp up that fishy taste! What causes that fishy taste in others? Exposure to oxygen before they are sealed, causes the oils to break down and not only do they taste bad, but they put more of an oxidative burden on the body. Many people take vitamin E with their fish oil to reduce this effect. But heck?!?! Why bother? Get a good product to start with. These guys have fish oil, cod-liver oil, high potency fish oil. High potency EPA. High potency DHA. Almost my favorite company. Who is my favorite?

MINAMI:
Best of the best! Much like New Chapter does with their Super-Critical Herbal Extracts, these guys use CO2 which actually takes it a step further than molecular distillation in terms of the end result of how many parts per million there are of ANY kind of contaminants. Also, because of this method, there is NO oxygen exposure, and they yield high potencies without having to process the oils multiple times. Bonus ... they do not impact the environment with this process. (made in Italy)

OTHER EFA'S (Essential Fatty Acids: They are essential because you cannot produce them in your own body. It is essential that you obtain them from a food source.)

Are you vegan? Vegetarian? Don't like fish oil? Prefer Flax oil?
Vega (made by Sequel Naturals) makes an Antioxidant EFA Oil Blend with an amazing ingredient list: Organic hemp seed oil, organic flax seed oil, antioxidant oil blend (organic green tea seed oil, pomegranate seed oil, black cumin seed oil, black raspberry seed oil, blueberry seed oil and cranberry seed oil), organic pumpkin seed oil and organic coconut oil.

This complementary blend of oils contain:
o Omega-3 Essential Fatty Acids (EFAs)
o Omega-6 Essential Fatty Acids (EFAs)
o Omega-9 and Omega 5 Fatty Acids
o Monounsaturated Fatty Acids
o Gamma Linolenic Acid (GLA)
o Medium Chain Triglycerides (MCT)
o Stearic and Palmitic Acids
o Tocopherols and Tocotrienols
o Carotenoids and Sterols
o Chlorophyll and other phytonutrients
(not sure if they can export this as it must remain at a stable cool temp. If you can't get your hands on it, Hemp oil is in general a better choice than flax.) These guys also make some extraordinarily nutrient dense whole food based protein shakes and bars (though I must admit they taste a little earthy. Not too difficult to jazz them up. Try mixing your protein shakes in Coconut water! Tasty! And high in magnesium, potassium and electrolytes. Want a great sports drink a la natural? Forget that Gatorade garbage and most of the others. Coconut water is perfect.)

Speaking of protein shakes, Jay Rob makes an excellent egg-white-protien!

Hmmmm.... what else. Well I will just mention a few things that are individual favorites:

*Gaia, Liquid Elderberry Concentrate
*Nutribiotic, GSE (Grapefruit Seed Extract)
*Sovereign Silver, Bio-active silver hydrosol (equivalent of colloidal silver, but more stable and evenly disbursed)
*Enzymatic Therapy, Heartburn Free (Orange Peel Extract / great for those w chronic problems)
*Enzymatic Therapy, Glucosamine & Chondroiten
*Enzymatic Therapy, Maca
*Enzymatic Therapy, Garlic
*Garden of Life, Coconut Oil (MCG's)
*New Chapter, Bone Strength
*Vibrant Health, Green Vibrance and Field of Greens
*Vibrant Health, Red Marine Algae
*Jarrow, 5-HTP
*Jarrow, L-glutamine powder.
*Now, Stevia powder with inulin
*Boiron, Occillococcinum (homeopathic flu remedy)
*B&T (=Boerick & Tafel), Alpha CF (Homeopathic cold and flu remedy)
*Jarrow, Quercitin ...

Most of these are direct distributors of their own products and are freely sold and available from store shelves in the US. (for now ... We shall see what kind of hell breaks loose when they implement Codex Alimentarius!!! Grrrrrr)

Good Luck,
~Lar
 
Gawan said said:
I know this too, it is sometimes really difficult in finding supplements in the country I'm living in. But have you thought about asking a question in the appropriate topic if someone else is living in the country? That means maybe he/she has an idea where to get the stuff?

Hi, the problem is not to get the supplements (so far) , is that in my country they are very expensive, like threefold more that what you can get it in USA, then I preferred to bought it in USA.


Gavan said:
these are many bad happenings in a row, so I would call it less coincidentally. But I would take it not too personally that it is about your karma (it's so easy to take everything personal and in thinking that the universe is going against you), there are maybe other factors involved too, as you mentioned.
What I would suggest, try to stick to the program (have faith) and maybe remember, when something bad or negative is happening:

Cita de: Corto Maltese en 31 Julio 2009, 00:49:06
I also noticed that short mantra - 'Divine Cosmic Mind live in me now!' has very powerful effects in everyday life. Whenever I find myself in difficult situations where I have to perform at work under a lot of pressure as well as in usual daily inter-human reactions this mantra has very powerful effect in helping me to remember myself. Consecutively my actions have completely different flavor and they seem pretty much out of my usual character ( or my usual personality).

I wiil try it. It's a good idea!

Hi Galaxia2002, have you read the E-E thread completely ?

there are a lot of people who also experience pain, negativity etc
Yes! but since I didn't know if those problems were necessarily related to the E-E program, I preferred to comment them in a different thread.
 
Today we had in caracas Venezuela an strong tremor 6.2 in Ritcher with a Sudden rain with hail at the very same time, something not common in our country. Also today my former mentor passed away, she was like my mom, a lovely and trustworthy person. She was improving from an strange case of atypical neumonia, and suddenly her lungs stop work, like this torment that we experienced. I feel very bad but on the other hand I know that she had gone as much people that had passed away recently in odd ways because probably they didn´t want to live the changes coming.
 
Hi Galaxia2002 -

I read about that earthquake on SOTT earlier - glad to hear you are OK. That is very odd - abnormal rain, hail and an earthquake too! :huh:

My condolences for the loss of your mentor.
 
Hi Galaxia2002,

I am so sorry for the loss of your mentor-my condolences. :(
 
Thanks for your condolences, I have just come from the wake, and the absence of my teacher left us much changes for coming in the job. I also get informed that other near teacher is in the hospital from five days ago :(, Everybody was wondering what is happening?
 
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