STS humans.....

wildflowerkl

wildflowerkl

The Force is Strong With This One
Hi friends!

I really need some support here along the path. I try not to ask for help and do all my learning on my own, but I feel I really need to not feel alone in this. I have chosen the STO path. As a little girl I have realized I don't feel as good getting or taking from others as I do giving to others...whether it be advice, gifts or support. I used to take from people (emotionally) and I have learned now that it is not acting in accord with who I truly am. So now at 28, I have fully made a clear choice of what path I want to evolve along on. Fitting that I am studying to be a teacher right now! hahaha!

Well now...growing up and being a young women has left me open to many men using me for emotional and physical reasons....I had even had some admit it to me years later!

I have let go of everyone who has been toxic in my life and have shut all doors to them so they cannot take from me and I can not give them my love anymore ( I realize by given unwanted love to them, it is a form of manipulating their free will and a form of STS behavior from me) BUT here I want to share with an experience that happened just Saturday night and I would love to hear your take, your stories and just know that I am not crazy...and am really starting to see the "shift" happening in people..


So I have this girl I work with and I invited her to my 28th b day party this Saturday. She showed up alone and I took her in and we had a great time at the bar, well then we left and all decided to go back to someone's house and I brought ( we shall call her Erica) Erica to this house. Well when we got there, I got into a discussion with my male friend who also read Laura's book along with many others and we started to talk about the different beings STS and STOs. Erica told me she thinks I am an alien and then I simply mused that we could all be spiritual beings from all over the galaxy experiencing human lives. Mark and I talked about STOs and STSs and as we were doing it Erica chimed in and said without a blink of her eyes that she is an STS. I said "no..you can't be!" with a smile on my face because I told her she is my friend and why would she want to hang out with me then? She said this in reply :

"Maybe I am using you for your energy...and entertainment. I am selfish because I want to take all your energy because the world you described of a STO makes me want to throw up all over your world and I want to eat your soul...hang out with me long enough and I will eat your soul"

I am not kidding guys, it was like it was out of a movie. She didn't blink her eyes once while saying it either.

Then I stumbled into the bathroom and she got up to leave...the bathroom door was by the front door and I hear her talk to Mark, my friend who reads Laura's books...

Mark:
"I know, she is always like this...I have never met someone with so much energy like her, I have like 5 good people in my life who I get energy from...."


I came out of the bathroom Erica was gone and Mark started to put the moves on me......


What is your honest opinion about this? Should I run from these people? Is this the universe showing me the truth since now my eyes are a little more opened about the different types of beings on this planet??
 
wildflowerkl said:
I am just a little scared...because I work with her.
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Hi wildflowerkl, I don't think there is any need to be scared.

I do think it might be wise to reduce the time you spend around such people if they are making you uncomfortable. Human beings feed on one another, that is the default state of humanity. Every human being on this planet is STS or they wouldn't be here. The most we can become at this point in 'time' are STO candidates and part of making that possible is the conservation of energy on our parts. Part of the conservation of our own energy is to limit being drained by those who strive to drain us.

So, you are in control of what you do and of whom you spend time with. I learned a long time ago that in order to proceed, I need to act as if my soul, and the future, depends on everything I do - every single day. Every moment of every day, we make choices that either advance us up the ladder of development or lead us down - it's a very simple, yet powerful thing.

As always, it's your choice. :)
 
Anart,
I appreciate you taking the time in helping me. You didn't call me crazy or look at my situation as fantasy in my mind instead you affirmed what I have felt, so I know for sure what choice I need to make in order to be happy and act in accordance to my soul. Thank you so much :)

I will remain fearless.
 
Thanks Los,
I also have been steered in the direction of this idea...I found an interesting book at Borders that talks about the shift and what to be aware of. One of the things it talked about is learning how to enclose myself towards others when needed. I will check out these links as well, I appreciate it.

It is strange, this coworker of mine has never read Laura's book, doesn't understand what I am talking about, but now she refers to herself as STS ever since that night. I asked her to do something just the other day, that consisted of her giving our boss my SS#, since I am not there to get tax info at this time. She then sent me an email that said "I will steal your identity! STS!!"....I know she is joking, but in anycase I will for sure work on the techniques you suggest. Take care :)
 
wildflowerkl said:
I asked her to do something just the other day, that consisted of her giving our boss my SS#, since I am not there to get tax info at this time. She then sent me an email that said "I will steal your identity! STS!!"....I know she is joking, but in anycase I will for sure work on the techniques you suggest. Take care :)
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Even though you said you know she was joking...I'd be inclined to purchase an Identity Monitor for $9.95/mo. If she knows you well enough, she could easily do just that, steal your identity and have a nice shopping spree! If not now, even years later, long after you're no longer associated with her. Just my paranoid 2 cents worth. Since she wrote it to you, that means she 'thought' about it!
 
LissyLou,
You have been such a help today, you don't understand how much I appreciate it. I have been opening myself up to this REAL world all by choice and am now coming out of my illusions that all is safe with "light and love". I am not scared, but I have started to become aware of more and more, so it is good to know I am not alone in this at all. I won't give her anymore information that she can use against me at a later date as you suggest. She doesn't have my ss# so there is no real threat...I am just sharing the real experience of dealing with a moment in time where I notice something not exactly "every day" in the universe. Thank you again!
 
You are most welcome curiouskat, feedback and networking is so important in the work. Being able to spot pathologicals before you get involved and give out personal information is also vital. I learned the lesson of needing "strategic enclosure" the hard way, by direct experience.

If you haven't already, I'd also suggest reading the Big 5 Psychology books. The Myth of Sanity by Martha Stout; The Narcissistic Family by Stephanie Donaldson-Pressman & Robert M. Pressman; Trapped in The Mirror by Elan Golomb; Unholy Hungers by Barbara Hort; and In Sheep's Clothing by George K. Simon.

Knowledge Protects! I look forward to learning with you.
 
Hi Curiouskat, First let me say congratulation's to your acknowledgement of how you feel about yourself and the direction you seek to direct the growth of the soul as well,and that you seek the true knowledge and benefits in the sto way of life. Second no one can violate your free will unless you let them which in it self is free will to let them if you wish.
Now there will be many times where this conviction of to never let that will be violated is wanted, but you will see that are those whom will try and circumvent that strength in your feelings and do otherwise for personal gain. This is where vigilance comes in. If you look that word up you will find that it has the following connotations or meanings.
Added note: That these revelations came as direct result to the laborious transmissions of Laura, Ark, Team One, and the C's. And was mirrored by experience by painful life situation's and lessons. As well as keen observation's in the many, jobs I've had over a life time. This put me in contact with many, many, many, people and situations where this activity was present and observed. I don't mean to pound the chest at all. But to just clarify how I have come answer this issue. "Thanks"!

vig·i·lance:state or quality of being vigilant; watchfulness: Vigilance is required in the event of treachery.
—Synonyms
1. alertness, attention, heedfulness, concern, care.
Medical Dictionary
: the quality or state of being wakeful and alert : degree of wakefulness or responsiveness to stimuli
Synonyms: acuity, alertness, attention, attentiveness, caution, circumspection, diligence, lookout, observance, surveillance, vigil, watch, watchfulness
Antonyms: carelessness, impulsiveness, indiscretion, negligence

Now armed with this knowledge you have valuable tool at your disposal. It will help to navigate elements within other peoples behavior in our current 3density sts environment. And we are all sts at this time living in a sts world. But there are those that choose through freewill are preparing to possibly move toward and sto environment.

As you have sensed, there are also those whom know very little of the true nature of the this sts world as you have. That they lack the awareness and knowledge. This can be challenging, as maybe they may want to change or they are for a lack of words still fast asleep if you will.
As we all have to live together we will interact with other sts profile's around us. Some good and some not so good and even dangerous as well. And it is a way of life to have to interact with sts element's for the necessary lessons that help to gain knowledge to move forward, as we serve others. But there are many, many, influence's to keep you in that sts frame of mind if you are unaware and push you to maintain the programs that have possibly been instilled in you, from past and present issues in life, that one struggles with in the this life time, as means to keep you in an sts frame of mind.
That even though you have the desire for an sto way life, you have to commingle with people whom don't and don't know and or don't care, how they act, or who they hurt. And that will be another lesson, as in how to move around them to continue your learning process. But by staying aware and careful as not to Lose your awareness of there attempts to shift your moment back to an sts way of life which can be difficult. As some are very cleaver and others are just naive of there being manipulated to motivate you to come back in line to the sts line of thinking..

As the 4th density sts scene your escape and will do all they can do to prevent it. But because you have knowledge of the manipulation of the 3density sts by 4 density sts that you have an edge to circumvent there attempts through knowledge, to stay vigilant of the company, you keep, the places you go, the things you ingest, weather it be in the mind or in the stomach all have an affect. These are few of the elements that can move you off course of your objective of the sto way of life. The control you maintain to stay in line for and sto way of life can only be if you arm yourself with knowledge which promotes awareness. And through repeated efforts to do so will build strength for bigger battles yet to come.

knowl·edge 

acquaintance with facts, truths, or principles, as from study or investigation; general erudition: knowledge of many things.
2.familiarity or conversance, as with a particular subject or branch of learning: A knowledge of accounting was necessary for the job.
3.acquaintance or familiarity gained by sight, experience, or report: a knowledge of human nature.
4.the fact or state of knowing; the perception of fact or truth; clear and certain mental apprehension.
5.awareness, as of a fact or circumstance: He had knowledge of her good fortune.
6.something that is or may be known; information: He sought knowledge of her activities.
7.the body of truths or facts accumulated in the course of time.
8.the sum of what is known: Knowledge of the true situation is limited.
 
Hi Curiouskat.

curiouskat said:
So I have this girl I work with and I invited her to my 28th b day party this Saturday. She showed up alone and I took her in and we had a great time at the bar, well then we left and all decided to go back to someone's house and I brought ( we shall call her Erica) Erica to this house. Well when we got there, I got into a discussion with my male friend who also read Laura's book along with many others and we started to talk about the different beings STS and STOs. Erica told me she thinks I am an alien and then I simply mused that we could all be spiritual beings from all over the galaxy experiencing human lives. Mark and I talked about STOs and STSs and as we were doing it Erica chimed in and said without a blink of her eyes that she is an STS. I said "no..you can't be!" with a smile on my face because I told her she is my friend and why would she want to hang out with me then? She said this in reply :

"Maybe I am using you for your energy...and entertainment. I am selfish because I want to take all your energy because the world you described of a STO makes me want to throw up all over your world and I want to eat your soul...hang out with me long enough and I will eat your soul"


curiouskat said:
It is strange, this coworker of mine has never read Laura's book, doesn't understand what I am talking about, but now she refers to herself as STS ever since that night. I asked her to do something just the other day, that consisted of her giving our boss my SS#, since I am not there to get tax info at this time. She then sent me an email that said "I will steal your identity! STS!!"....I know she is joking, but in anycase I will for sure work on the techniques you suggest. Take care :)
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This isn't strange at all. The woman is just making fun of you. It's probably best to treat anything she says as a joke and laugh it off until she gets tired of teasing you. Serious discussion of esoteric matters is best confined to the forum.


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Thank you M.A.O! I really appreciate the feedback...I can tell who is truly striving towards STO path on here and who are just sitting on the fence of really embracing there full potential. There are some people who may not intentionally, but do altogether belittle, take energy and condescend on here. So thank you for beig a true light on this site...I am only trying to learn and I love meeting old souls like you ;)

I will keep aware, I know that the path ahead is both rewarding and challenging! Take care and thank you once again :)
 
curiouskat said:
I can tell who is truly striving towards STO path on here and who are just sitting on the fence of really embracing there full potential. There are some people who may not intentionally, but do altogether belittle, take energy and condescend on here.
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Hi curiouskat, could you please elaborate?
 
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