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The Force is Strong With This One
A dream just came back to me tonight that I haven't thought about in awhile. I had it about 14 years ago during a time when I was really into recording my dreams. Because I had been writing them down for a few weeks already, I was really good at remembering the dreams I would have each night and in quite some detail.
Well, one night I had a very intense dream that has stayed with me to this very day. In fact, I can still see this dream unraveling in my mind with quite some clarity. I can't say that about most of my dreams, if any at all.
I was in something much like a tower with three levels and a spiral staircase. I was on the ground level with other women (I don't think there were any men). Suddenly, I had the feeling something alien had come (craft?) and was outside the tower. A man (short in stature with very short dark hair dressed normally) appeared at the door but I had the distinct feeling he was not human and we were all terrified (we "knew" he was not good). We all ran up the spiral staircase to the second floor. He followed (with others, I think but I'm not sure of this) and proceeded to "rape" us. I don't remember any actual physical acts of rape; I just remember a very extreme sense of having been violated somehow. There seemed to be a moment of quiet and safety, and then the man was back again. I could not accept being violated again so I ran up the stairs, by myself this time, to the third level. When I had got to the window, the man was at the door looking at me. I made the decision to jump and I landed splat on the ground below. I was on the ground looking up toward the sky and thought "I" was ok but when I sat up, I had come out of my body. But even without my original body, I could see myself and I didn't feel any different. I had turned to run, having accepted the loss of my body without any hesitaion, when there HE was standing right next to me. He said to me, "You can run but you can't hide." And then I woke, shaken, and have been trying to figure this crazy, terrifying dream out ever since.
Only this evening as I pondered this dream did I start to have a few ideas of what it could have been all about. I almost got the feeling like it was a possible event in the future. Alien invasion (they look like us but feel evil to the core), we are violated in some non-material way (women specifically), maybe experiencing myself in a fourth density way (after death?), I dunno. The tower with the spiral staircase though...could it be something to do with DNA? And his last words...maybe there is no way to run away from that reality (if that is to be the reality); we just have to deal with them and find a way to protect ourselves somehow.
Thought I'd throw this out there..maybe someone has some ideas.
Well, one night I had a very intense dream that has stayed with me to this very day. In fact, I can still see this dream unraveling in my mind with quite some clarity. I can't say that about most of my dreams, if any at all.
I was in something much like a tower with three levels and a spiral staircase. I was on the ground level with other women (I don't think there were any men). Suddenly, I had the feeling something alien had come (craft?) and was outside the tower. A man (short in stature with very short dark hair dressed normally) appeared at the door but I had the distinct feeling he was not human and we were all terrified (we "knew" he was not good). We all ran up the spiral staircase to the second floor. He followed (with others, I think but I'm not sure of this) and proceeded to "rape" us. I don't remember any actual physical acts of rape; I just remember a very extreme sense of having been violated somehow. There seemed to be a moment of quiet and safety, and then the man was back again. I could not accept being violated again so I ran up the stairs, by myself this time, to the third level. When I had got to the window, the man was at the door looking at me. I made the decision to jump and I landed splat on the ground below. I was on the ground looking up toward the sky and thought "I" was ok but when I sat up, I had come out of my body. But even without my original body, I could see myself and I didn't feel any different. I had turned to run, having accepted the loss of my body without any hesitaion, when there HE was standing right next to me. He said to me, "You can run but you can't hide." And then I woke, shaken, and have been trying to figure this crazy, terrifying dream out ever since.
Only this evening as I pondered this dream did I start to have a few ideas of what it could have been all about. I almost got the feeling like it was a possible event in the future. Alien invasion (they look like us but feel evil to the core), we are violated in some non-material way (women specifically), maybe experiencing myself in a fourth density way (after death?), I dunno. The tower with the spiral staircase though...could it be something to do with DNA? And his last words...maybe there is no way to run away from that reality (if that is to be the reality); we just have to deal with them and find a way to protect ourselves somehow.
Thought I'd throw this out there..maybe someone has some ideas.
