the great architect

Kisito

Jedi Council Member
That night I had this dream : I was at the foot of a mountain and trying to understand the mysteries of life. I thought that the answers are always the same shit , whether monotheistic , Eastern religions , secret societies and other esoteric concepts. To grow to know the good and the knowledge we have to suffer .
What person can accept this ?
And I became God. I saw the alpha and omega.
In the beginning was God, he was the harmony it was everything and did not need anything, but did nothing, it was the first day.
God realized he was nothing and it did him no more. He then said , do something . And God is ejected outside itself. It was the second day. God saw that it was both God and at the same time its opposite. Observing that the harmony was before him , he realized that all desires and disturbances was in this new God. He had a horror of this new God, but could not delete it, because he was assailed desires. This new God guilt , not wanting to satisfy these desires , created a creature that would take care of these desires by going to search the depths of darkness. He named Light, Lucifer, the Devil. It was the third day. Lucifer worked for God. The devil has all the powers on earth and in heaven created matter and time, it was the fourth day. He saw that it was good and he led the material and the time of his mind by creating the stars, it was the fifth day. He took pleasure and created plants, animals , living beings and humanity, it was the sixth day. Satan saw that desires appeased , he was happy and rested. It was the 7th day. I was both God, the Devil, space-time , beings and myself. I saw that we were trapped on the 7th day. We were ordered to make up the original God's fault . This God of harmony and boredom that I understand, but I understood the opposite God the God of guilt desires and cowardice . I understand the Lucifer create for fun. Then I became a man and I speak to God : "Myself by desire and pleasure I had a son ,but is that a father can accept his son beheaded be torturing him pulling nails cut him skin to shreds and leave the well for hours, days, years he suffered martyrdom , only for it to have the knowledge and wisdom , but it is completely moron! If all creations are illusions then all creations are equal . Knowledge is an illusion to absolve the original sin . I prefer to take my blue pill , doesn't have knowledge and live peacefully in harmony ... doing nothing . "
Do nothing ... and I wonder if I do nothing, maybe I am nothing and maybe there is nothing ? ... and I realized something else.
 
Sounds like an extremely clumsy God, how did the same being pull off even the structure of one single atom? I know its a dream, had a number of glaring contradictions as many dreams do, but what does it mean for you?
 
What is an atom if it is not a thought? I do not think this dream reflects the truth. He expressed my great anguish and disappointment. The next day I was in a paradoxical thinking and I've read all day and night chapters on Volume 7 and 8 of the wave. Castaneda said that the predators have given us their mind, the anxiety and fear. Realizing this, we understand that anxiety is foremost in the minds of 4 STS. This knowledge protects, because fear and anxiety happening on the other side. 4 STS are anxious, they know they are addicted to nourishment of our anguish.
This dream has put me in my worst fears and my exitenciels paradoxes, it allowed me to take stock of the predator's mind and understand the latest volume of the wave.
Do you happen he ever doubt yourself?
If we do not get mad, it can help? :)
 
Kisito said:
Do you happen he ever doubt yourself?
If we do not get mad, it can help? :)

Hi Kisito. Did you mean to say, "do you happen to ever doubt yourself?" I don't know the purpose of these rhetorical questions ("what is an atom if it is not a thought?")... are you just thinking aloud?

Dreams can give us a lot to chew on. Sometimes those things can be almost impossible to articulate to others, since sometimes they work on a deeper level than simply the intellectual. Maybe a part of it is that you're wrestling with your own feelings about your situation in the world.
 
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