bngenoh
The Living Force
Hi all,
There is much meaning in the dreams i just had osit, and i probably haven't grasped all of it, so speak up if you feel i have missed a possibility.
There are 2 dreams that i am going to describe, i am going to tell of one then my interpretation, then another, etc.
Dream 1
This was part of a series of dreams, so it is not complete. i was in a house with a man, woman, child, and an older woman. Suddenly i realized that the man had raped the woman. This was great cause for concern, and i ended up taking both the woman and the child away with me. When we had arrived at the location i deemed safe for them we relaxed a bit, but the man showed up again, i was standing in front of the child so the woman and the man couldn't get near. How and why the man was able to find us was on my mind greatly. When i moved to talk to the man and woman, i opened up the child to them. When i did this the true face of the man and woman showed, i sensed it immediately before it happened so i was a little bit prepared. The way they showed me who and what they were, was by having sex.
The eyes of the man and woman changed considerably, they turned completely black and murky all of their eyes were like this. Realizing this, i took the child and ran, they came after me, and were saying the most blasphemous of things, they even inverted the Cassiopaean saying, "Love is the essence of light which is knowledge. To love you must know, and to know is to have light, and to have light is to love." When i heard them saying this, all i could do was say it the right way while running with the child back to where i met them.
When i reached the house, i was in the process of locking the door behind me, but they started to push it. Someone who was not part of the dream came and assisted me in closing the door. When that was done and i was sitting down thinking on what had just happened, i realized how the woman had deceived me. This state of mentation brought about the realization that "they" weren't fighting that hard, even at the door, they weren't really pushing with great force to get in, so "what were they after?" i had been deceived before resulting in me carrying a Trojan Horse into a location i have deemed safe. What about this child were they really after her (don't know if it was a her)
With me thinking all of this, the older woman came to my attention. For her, it was as if nothing had happened at all, she was ignorant completely of what had just happened, i realized that i cannot keep such people in my company.
Interpretation of Dream 1
The overarching theme of this dream at least as i see it, is take nothing at face value and take no one's word for anything. The only tool we have against deception, is discernment based in knowledge. As a result of this dream, i trust no one, but distrust a few. Trust is a quality in a relationship, as such it is a "material" and since relationships are structures, trust is a rare material in the structures we call relationships. Even here on the forum there are a few whose relationship with me has a faint quality of trust, at least as i see it.
Only the data we gather from observation and interactions with others can serve as a basis for building trust. You can say what you wanna say, but your actions tell me who you really are.
This dream has made it abundantly clear that the only option for me, is to become a man of knowledge, i must, will and shall become a man of knowledge, knowing full well what that means. The mouth of this cave of darkness (ignorance) is the eye of the needle, if i cannot pass through, then obviously i was never much to begin with. Only as a man of knowledge can i serve others in a practical manner, though i walk alone, i am not lonely.
When you know, any attempt at distortion is immediately seen through. This is probably the reason that the path of knowledge is fraught with such difficulty. Any deceiver with a couple of neurons firing knows that the truth is never to be revealed unless it serves your own end, and even then it is distorted.
The truth, raw unfiltered, and fresh, that is what i seek. Nothing else matters.
Dream 2
Know this dream is quite fascinating, and it's a good thing i have outgrown fear as you will see.
This dream started out with me and this woman in what i think is her kitchen. This guy came out of nowhere, and tried to pick her up you know the cliche stuff like "hey baby....can i get your number." She started to write a series of numbers down, which i have forgotten already. :( The numbers were a string of numbers in 4 sets, the last 2 sets containing 4 numbers, the first 2 containing 3 numbers. The interesting thing is that she put a symbol at the end, which looked like the Greek alpha symbol, but with longer arms, thus it looked like OX combined together
If you live in the US you will know that most people's phone numbers are a set of 3 numbers with only the last one having 4 numbers, the previous having only 3. The guy saw this and asked her about it. She basically said that she doesn't want anything to do with him, and turned to me. Now i don't know if i was there in the body, but i think that's the case. She said something about wanting someone of virtue, and we were discussing our schedules as there was something she wanted us to do together.
We ended up agreeing on the time and place, and the dream switched to me and her in this building. In this building, there was this tree that i think we planted, and it was basically a tree of light. The tree grew in cycles so there was a growth phase where it penetrated the building going up, and a maintenance phase, where it just rested.
In this building there were many rooms, and when me and her got there the darkness within these rooms was impenetrable, that is you couldn't see anything from the outside, i suspect the whole building was in this condition before me and her got there. The tree of light was kind of our base, we would come there to rest and recharge. Our whole task it seems, was to go into those darkened rooms and turn on the lights. What was interesting was that i could go into those darkened rooms and turn on the lights, i just had to twist a kind of fluorescent tube, and the light would come on. This process was repeated until a room was illuminated, the darkness being pushed back in phases.
What we found when we illuminated the rooms, were students, it turned out that this building was a school. These students were in their late teen years, and it was a pleasant surprise. Me and the woman started to teach them many things some which i vaguely remember. :( Me and her were so into teaching, that we forgot that the fluorescent tube lights, had a short life time, and basically this mild oversight resulted in a huge catastrophe. The darkness returned in one big phase, and only me and the woman were able to get out of that room.
What we saw was a great horror. Those students whom we had discovered were humans, they shined a very subtle light. When the darkness over took the room again, it started feeding on them. When they were being fed upon you could see the agony they were under, their eyes showed that they were being taken over, they fought, but they were too weak. The darkness squeezed them mercilessly for all they were and it only left them enough energy to be useful to it.
We realized that our intrusion into that darkened room, had awakened the darkness, and the suffering of those students was due to our stupid mistake. Before our intrusion, the darkness was sleeping in that room, it was awake now. Feeding on the students and leaving them enough energy to come out of the room, extended it's reach, so now it could go anywhere it wanted. Me and her had to fight these avatars of darkness, knowing full well it was our fault. The setting changed numerous times, and at one time it was at a hotel otelia i googled it, and it turns out to be a real place in Lyon France, i haven't the foggiest idea if it means anything
In the end, our former students disintegrated into black dust. All because of a simple and stupid mistake that could've been prevented if i was methodical.
There is much meaning in the dreams i just had osit, and i probably haven't grasped all of it, so speak up if you feel i have missed a possibility.
There are 2 dreams that i am going to describe, i am going to tell of one then my interpretation, then another, etc.
Dream 1
This was part of a series of dreams, so it is not complete. i was in a house with a man, woman, child, and an older woman. Suddenly i realized that the man had raped the woman. This was great cause for concern, and i ended up taking both the woman and the child away with me. When we had arrived at the location i deemed safe for them we relaxed a bit, but the man showed up again, i was standing in front of the child so the woman and the man couldn't get near. How and why the man was able to find us was on my mind greatly. When i moved to talk to the man and woman, i opened up the child to them. When i did this the true face of the man and woman showed, i sensed it immediately before it happened so i was a little bit prepared. The way they showed me who and what they were, was by having sex.
The eyes of the man and woman changed considerably, they turned completely black and murky all of their eyes were like this. Realizing this, i took the child and ran, they came after me, and were saying the most blasphemous of things, they even inverted the Cassiopaean saying, "Love is the essence of light which is knowledge. To love you must know, and to know is to have light, and to have light is to love." When i heard them saying this, all i could do was say it the right way while running with the child back to where i met them.
When i reached the house, i was in the process of locking the door behind me, but they started to push it. Someone who was not part of the dream came and assisted me in closing the door. When that was done and i was sitting down thinking on what had just happened, i realized how the woman had deceived me. This state of mentation brought about the realization that "they" weren't fighting that hard, even at the door, they weren't really pushing with great force to get in, so "what were they after?" i had been deceived before resulting in me carrying a Trojan Horse into a location i have deemed safe. What about this child were they really after her (don't know if it was a her)
With me thinking all of this, the older woman came to my attention. For her, it was as if nothing had happened at all, she was ignorant completely of what had just happened, i realized that i cannot keep such people in my company.
Interpretation of Dream 1
The overarching theme of this dream at least as i see it, is take nothing at face value and take no one's word for anything. The only tool we have against deception, is discernment based in knowledge. As a result of this dream, i trust no one, but distrust a few. Trust is a quality in a relationship, as such it is a "material" and since relationships are structures, trust is a rare material in the structures we call relationships. Even here on the forum there are a few whose relationship with me has a faint quality of trust, at least as i see it.
Only the data we gather from observation and interactions with others can serve as a basis for building trust. You can say what you wanna say, but your actions tell me who you really are.
This dream has made it abundantly clear that the only option for me, is to become a man of knowledge, i must, will and shall become a man of knowledge, knowing full well what that means. The mouth of this cave of darkness (ignorance) is the eye of the needle, if i cannot pass through, then obviously i was never much to begin with. Only as a man of knowledge can i serve others in a practical manner, though i walk alone, i am not lonely.
When you know, any attempt at distortion is immediately seen through. This is probably the reason that the path of knowledge is fraught with such difficulty. Any deceiver with a couple of neurons firing knows that the truth is never to be revealed unless it serves your own end, and even then it is distorted.
The truth, raw unfiltered, and fresh, that is what i seek. Nothing else matters.
Dream 2
Know this dream is quite fascinating, and it's a good thing i have outgrown fear as you will see.
This dream started out with me and this woman in what i think is her kitchen. This guy came out of nowhere, and tried to pick her up you know the cliche stuff like "hey baby....can i get your number." She started to write a series of numbers down, which i have forgotten already. :( The numbers were a string of numbers in 4 sets, the last 2 sets containing 4 numbers, the first 2 containing 3 numbers. The interesting thing is that she put a symbol at the end, which looked like the Greek alpha symbol, but with longer arms, thus it looked like OX combined together
If you live in the US you will know that most people's phone numbers are a set of 3 numbers with only the last one having 4 numbers, the previous having only 3. The guy saw this and asked her about it. She basically said that she doesn't want anything to do with him, and turned to me. Now i don't know if i was there in the body, but i think that's the case. She said something about wanting someone of virtue, and we were discussing our schedules as there was something she wanted us to do together.
We ended up agreeing on the time and place, and the dream switched to me and her in this building. In this building, there was this tree that i think we planted, and it was basically a tree of light. The tree grew in cycles so there was a growth phase where it penetrated the building going up, and a maintenance phase, where it just rested.
In this building there were many rooms, and when me and her got there the darkness within these rooms was impenetrable, that is you couldn't see anything from the outside, i suspect the whole building was in this condition before me and her got there. The tree of light was kind of our base, we would come there to rest and recharge. Our whole task it seems, was to go into those darkened rooms and turn on the lights. What was interesting was that i could go into those darkened rooms and turn on the lights, i just had to twist a kind of fluorescent tube, and the light would come on. This process was repeated until a room was illuminated, the darkness being pushed back in phases.
What we found when we illuminated the rooms, were students, it turned out that this building was a school. These students were in their late teen years, and it was a pleasant surprise. Me and the woman started to teach them many things some which i vaguely remember. :( Me and her were so into teaching, that we forgot that the fluorescent tube lights, had a short life time, and basically this mild oversight resulted in a huge catastrophe. The darkness returned in one big phase, and only me and the woman were able to get out of that room.
What we saw was a great horror. Those students whom we had discovered were humans, they shined a very subtle light. When the darkness over took the room again, it started feeding on them. When they were being fed upon you could see the agony they were under, their eyes showed that they were being taken over, they fought, but they were too weak. The darkness squeezed them mercilessly for all they were and it only left them enough energy to be useful to it.
We realized that our intrusion into that darkened room, had awakened the darkness, and the suffering of those students was due to our stupid mistake. Before our intrusion, the darkness was sleeping in that room, it was awake now. Feeding on the students and leaving them enough energy to come out of the room, extended it's reach, so now it could go anywhere it wanted. Me and her had to fight these avatars of darkness, knowing full well it was our fault. The setting changed numerous times, and at one time it was at a hotel otelia i googled it, and it turns out to be a real place in Lyon France, i haven't the foggiest idea if it means anything
In the end, our former students disintegrated into black dust. All because of a simple and stupid mistake that could've been prevented if i was methodical.
:D
