Hello guys,
literally 10 minutes ago i woke up after sleeping for about 3 hours because i just could not continue to sleep or stay in bed, i had to tell someone, this dream i had was so terribly sad, shocking, graphic, i woke up holding my face, and weeping "oh my god".
I still can't make sense or find reasons for it, I'm in such a state of shock right now, but in trying to find explanation for the kind of images i was shown, the only thing that made sense or had similar imagery to what i saw, somehow were the C's, and i will include the session transcript excerpt. i will include it first before i go on to narrate my dream, and if there's anyone who can't deal with very explicit depiction of tragedy specially dealing with children, please do not continue to read.
and if this is against the rules of the forum, i apologize before hand, and would not be offended at all if this post had to be deleted or edited, but it's 6:00 am here as of now and don't know what to make of this, i needed to tell someone.
OK Here's the piece of session:
So here i go:
in the dream, i was standing in an old room, in my previous home in Colombia with my younger brother, i was reading the news or something on the computer and talking to him, he seemed upset and hesitant to look at the screen as i was describing or reading back to him the news items, he look distressed right after i read one to him that said something along the lines of: "2 children dead in police arrest attempt".
He said he really didn't want to read on it or watch the video that came with the story, to which i replied 'OK', I'll tell you what it is and describe it to you, when i hit the play button, i was sort of transported into the scene as a spectator, the story began and was a sort of documentary type of video, the video portrayed these two apparently evil kids no older than 12 one of them was very very young and they were brothers, they lived in a sort of building or house complex, and they lived with grandma, they had no parents.
the reason the police went to their house was because these kids had somehow stolen 1200 dollars out of somewhere, when the police were ready to knock on the door, i was standing on a rooftop of a house next to theirs in which i was able to see and hear what they were doing and saying to each other, for some reason right before the police knocked on their door, 2 things happened, the first was that a sniper rifle police officer had arrive to the scene as reinforcement and came to lay right on the rooftop where i was, and the second, the kids seemed to know that the cops were out there for them and so they had done something to grandma to make sure she would not speak, i don't know why but in my dream i had the feeling these kids had killed her.
and this is the really shocking part, after the whole build up, police knocks on the door, the little kids open up and seem to be playing it out, for some reason the police car, which was green i remember was inside the house, and at this point the older brother tells the little one," oh look how cool, a police car!" and goes on to get close to the car by the driver's side window and touch it and show his little brother, i don't know how, but the car just tilts, from the kids touching it, and falls on them (!!!)
**moderator, please edit this part if you must, or remove it if you so consider.thank you.
there were 4 police officers at this point and they were trying to help, they lifted the car enough so you could see the kids faces... struggling to get out from under, crying for help still alive, but for some reason the cops decided that they couldn't help and stopped trying to lift the car, so they let go at this point... the head of the older kid was on top of the head of the younger one and the pressure of the weight made the older ones head crush the younger ones head. the police kept on trying to lift but gave up, and every attempt would be crushing this kid into an even worse situation, the kid, aware of what just had happened, could not stop screaming..Help!! Help!! please,don't let me die like this! ( referring to the situation of having just witnessed his little brother's death right below him), until it just happened that the older one was crushed by the police car.
**
after witnessing this, in the dream i stopped and told my brother, "no, you don't wanna watch it" went to the bathroom and spit in the lavatory, some how i was connected to the internet, and no one was on, seemed relevant to remember.
i haven no idea if there's any significance to this but there it was, as tired as i was, this dream woke me up immediately. sorry if i distressed anyone, or bothered anyone, if anyone has any ideas or thoughts on it, they are more than welcomed, even needed, as i am still shocked.
Thank you guys.
literally 10 minutes ago i woke up after sleeping for about 3 hours because i just could not continue to sleep or stay in bed, i had to tell someone, this dream i had was so terribly sad, shocking, graphic, i woke up holding my face, and weeping "oh my god".
I still can't make sense or find reasons for it, I'm in such a state of shock right now, but in trying to find explanation for the kind of images i was shown, the only thing that made sense or had similar imagery to what i saw, somehow were the C's, and i will include the session transcript excerpt. i will include it first before i go on to narrate my dream, and if there's anyone who can't deal with very explicit depiction of tragedy specially dealing with children, please do not continue to read.
and if this is against the rules of the forum, i apologize before hand, and would not be offended at all if this post had to be deleted or edited, but it's 6:00 am here as of now and don't know what to make of this, i needed to tell someone.
OK Here's the piece of session:
So here i go:
in the dream, i was standing in an old room, in my previous home in Colombia with my younger brother, i was reading the news or something on the computer and talking to him, he seemed upset and hesitant to look at the screen as i was describing or reading back to him the news items, he look distressed right after i read one to him that said something along the lines of: "2 children dead in police arrest attempt".
He said he really didn't want to read on it or watch the video that came with the story, to which i replied 'OK', I'll tell you what it is and describe it to you, when i hit the play button, i was sort of transported into the scene as a spectator, the story began and was a sort of documentary type of video, the video portrayed these two apparently evil kids no older than 12 one of them was very very young and they were brothers, they lived in a sort of building or house complex, and they lived with grandma, they had no parents.
the reason the police went to their house was because these kids had somehow stolen 1200 dollars out of somewhere, when the police were ready to knock on the door, i was standing on a rooftop of a house next to theirs in which i was able to see and hear what they were doing and saying to each other, for some reason right before the police knocked on their door, 2 things happened, the first was that a sniper rifle police officer had arrive to the scene as reinforcement and came to lay right on the rooftop where i was, and the second, the kids seemed to know that the cops were out there for them and so they had done something to grandma to make sure she would not speak, i don't know why but in my dream i had the feeling these kids had killed her.
and this is the really shocking part, after the whole build up, police knocks on the door, the little kids open up and seem to be playing it out, for some reason the police car, which was green i remember was inside the house, and at this point the older brother tells the little one," oh look how cool, a police car!" and goes on to get close to the car by the driver's side window and touch it and show his little brother, i don't know how, but the car just tilts, from the kids touching it, and falls on them (!!!)
**moderator, please edit this part if you must, or remove it if you so consider.thank you.
there were 4 police officers at this point and they were trying to help, they lifted the car enough so you could see the kids faces... struggling to get out from under, crying for help still alive, but for some reason the cops decided that they couldn't help and stopped trying to lift the car, so they let go at this point... the head of the older kid was on top of the head of the younger one and the pressure of the weight made the older ones head crush the younger ones head. the police kept on trying to lift but gave up, and every attempt would be crushing this kid into an even worse situation, the kid, aware of what just had happened, could not stop screaming..Help!! Help!! please,don't let me die like this! ( referring to the situation of having just witnessed his little brother's death right below him), until it just happened that the older one was crushed by the police car.
**
after witnessing this, in the dream i stopped and told my brother, "no, you don't wanna watch it" went to the bathroom and spit in the lavatory, some how i was connected to the internet, and no one was on, seemed relevant to remember.
i haven no idea if there's any significance to this but there it was, as tired as i was, this dream woke me up immediately. sorry if i distressed anyone, or bothered anyone, if anyone has any ideas or thoughts on it, they are more than welcomed, even needed, as i am still shocked.
Thank you guys.
