The sign of the Ladybird in my dilemma

[beautiful_lie]

Hi all,

I was hoping to get some help in realising the symbolism of the ladybird in my life. I know that it is a love symbol and its meant to bring you good luck, but it occured to me in some specific moments in my life and I am trying to get its specific meaning about these situations.

I got into a love trouble. I was going out with my ex-boyfriend for a year, and while we were most happy together, he got an invasion of ladybirds in his room. He started trying to get rid off them, and once he realised theyre too many he decided to start killing them, although i was trying to release them and save them. I never paid that much attention to that fact, but now i read that killing them is supposed to mean bad luck.

Well, later on we started arguing with him, I started losing interest in him, and it all ended up about a month ago. Then I started meeting another guy. We never actually started going out officially. I felt really attracted to him and I guess he did the same. We rushed everything between us, and sadly enough Id say we ended up having some kind of sexual relationship, while we didnt even know each other that well.

One day while I was in his house, not long after having one of our best sexual experiences, I noticed a ladybird crowling next to me. (I appologise for the details, but I thought that it might matter.) I let the ladybird crow on my hand and he took it gently from me, then he released it through the window... I got really impressed by his act, but thats a different story...

Not long after that for random reasons, we stoped seeing each other. The day after we had our last conversation, I found a ladybird crowling on my leg. I again let it crowl on my hand and while I was thinking of him, and how much I want to be with him, it flew away, and it was all like a wish.

With a fear to sound stupidly romantic and childishly naive, I was hoping to get an answer from you, if that is meant to be some kind of sign, or its only being a nice sequence? And if it means something, how should I understand it? Could that be a sign to help me decide who i should be with - my ex or the new guy?

Thanks a lot in advance. xx

PP: The story about my new crash is being coloured in blue so that youre not getting confused who i am talking about.

 

[Gawan]

Hello beautiful_lie,

if you like you could introduce yourself in the newbie topic and tell us for example how you came to this forum, no personal data needs to be shared, just in case.


Here is the board: Newbies Forum and Important Notices to All Forum Members

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And regarding your dream, more data would be needed, because relationships can be a vast topic itself.

 

[Aiming]

Welcome to the forum, beautiful_lie, and I agree with Legolas,
it would be good to introduce yourself first of all, so we have a little background on where you're coming from.

For example, have you read The Wave Series already? If you haven't, I would strongly recommend it.
Dreams and 'signs' can be manipulated, that is, they can be designed in such a way to lead us astray and into
danger. I personally have experienced a huge share of being blinded by 'signs' and getting involved with the
wrong people. So be careful with such things.

 

[Laura]

See: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ladybird_Ladybird

I think the message is to go home.