Hi,
I was listening recently to the book "The Story of a Soul. Autobiography of St. Therese of Lisieux".
And I am reminded of question which I was asking myself when I was a kid? or teenager?: How is that possible to use own reason against own reason? How is that possible to have discipline, intelligence, will and good heart and build own life on fabricated story?
The person of Therese took my heart... I love her. But in the same time I cannot get it why she made her life like she did. She was in convent of Carmelites. From early childhood she was training her self to be obedient to the will of Jesus and to exercise her self love. She did nothing visibly extraordinary - no miracles, no visions, no special gifts. Ordinary life. She was saying that her way was in doing small things.
The self-love issue she was raising quite often throughout the book resembled to me what Castaneda was writing about self importance.
I do not know if anyone of You knows this story but maybe question is more general? Is that example of what Gourdijeff was saying about 2nd way - the way of monk - that emotions were the driver of progress?
But how come that one may built life on fiction and be so ... good. ??? I do not know where Therese's soul went after her death but she was little hero. Little Flower.
I am uneasy with this way. This is something I know from childhood: from my mother, my grandmother, older women I know/knew in my family. Emotional approach without a doubt, without a doubting thought, without questioning anything.... That is so ... It is like looking at the abyss for me. So unbelievable.
I was listening recently to the book "The Story of a Soul. Autobiography of St. Therese of Lisieux".
And I am reminded of question which I was asking myself when I was a kid? or teenager?: How is that possible to use own reason against own reason? How is that possible to have discipline, intelligence, will and good heart and build own life on fabricated story?
The person of Therese took my heart... I love her. But in the same time I cannot get it why she made her life like she did. She was in convent of Carmelites. From early childhood she was training her self to be obedient to the will of Jesus and to exercise her self love. She did nothing visibly extraordinary - no miracles, no visions, no special gifts. Ordinary life. She was saying that her way was in doing small things.
The self-love issue she was raising quite often throughout the book resembled to me what Castaneda was writing about self importance.
I do not know if anyone of You knows this story but maybe question is more general? Is that example of what Gourdijeff was saying about 2nd way - the way of monk - that emotions were the driver of progress?
But how come that one may built life on fiction and be so ... good. ??? I do not know where Therese's soul went after her death but she was little hero. Little Flower.
I am uneasy with this way. This is something I know from childhood: from my mother, my grandmother, older women I know/knew in my family. Emotional approach without a doubt, without a doubting thought, without questioning anything.... That is so ... It is like looking at the abyss for me. So unbelievable.