I was transcribing the 16th of November connecting the dots for SOTT talk radio and as I was writing Joe’s words:
I had kind of an interesting thought. This is just speculation and may be assumptions or wishful thinking or may be painfully obvious to many already but I just want to share my moment. We are just transducers of a signal right? On the quest to find the permanent one true I. What if it’s not a personal “I” but a group “I”. I’ll try to explain as best I can.
Throughout my relationships in my life I have had different boyfriends from very different walks of life. Well off, hard working, punk kid, hippy type (I’m pigeon holing for the sake of clarity to get my point across obviously these people are all unique and special to me.) And in each relationship we tended to take on aspects of each others personality, the things we say, mannerisms, thoughts and opinions. Being in their world and sharing a bit of their “signal” for so long it’s like part of that signal is incorporated into you. You tune into them, they tune into you.
It seems all these little I’s we have inside are like a mish mash of all the signals we have come into contact with throughout our lives, a bit from here and a bit from there. What it seems like is happening with these soul communties that are popping up is that when you get a group of people together and the signals come together you start to all tune in to the same signal. Dropping off the old frequencies or “I”’s that no longer serve you.
Obviously it doesn’t just happen, you have to work at it and make conscious efforts doing in the work in order to tune out of the old “I”’s and tune into the new, putting energy in to the group, group activities, working on SOTT, the various projects and so on. Like Laura has said many times, you are “connecting the chakras”. Connecting the group “I”’s and filtering them to become a group “I” or “we”. Losing the self and becoming one entity.
So really IMO there is no individual “I” or true self that you will find on your own for yourself, you won’t master your “I” alone because you don’t have an “I”. We have to work together to create our “I”. A single perfectly functioning unit.
Perhaps that’s why you should grow where you are planted, because you are separating yourself from your potential to come together with your signal. The further from the true signal you are the more it affects you, your defenses are down, other signals interfere with your own and accidents happen, the predator can attack you because your signal is weak, you’re vulnerable, you’re still a mish mash of different signals.
So it’s like what Joe was saying, it’s like we are empty vessels waiting to be filled and it’s up to us what we fill it with, which signals we choose to tune into and be influenced by and if we can find our one true signal ie. soul group.
In pure speculation I can imagine this going on and on up the line with soul groups merging with others creating bigger ones on and on till you reach 7th density, the one and only signal.
That being said, what am I doing in South East Asia (Just visiting) when I was planted in Britain? Have I separated myself from my signal? I have no doubt I am vulnerable to attack here but I am also aware of that fact and take precautions wherever I go. I don’t feel less energized, in fact I feel rested and well and have the time to work on SOTT and visit the forum and do various other activities. I’m having an amazing time here. But something inside is telling me that I shouldn’t be swanning around here too long spending time and money on dalliances. I should be focusing my energy towards helping the network. I’d like to go back to college and learn a skill that I can use to help others. So while I am having a much appreciated holiday and really enjoying myself I want to DO work, real work and give more than I already am back.
Your thoughts are appreciated.
(I stopped right here to write this)
I had kind of an interesting thought. This is just speculation and may be assumptions or wishful thinking or may be painfully obvious to many already but I just want to share my moment. We are just transducers of a signal right? On the quest to find the permanent one true I. What if it’s not a personal “I” but a group “I”. I’ll try to explain as best I can.
Throughout my relationships in my life I have had different boyfriends from very different walks of life. Well off, hard working, punk kid, hippy type (I’m pigeon holing for the sake of clarity to get my point across obviously these people are all unique and special to me.) And in each relationship we tended to take on aspects of each others personality, the things we say, mannerisms, thoughts and opinions. Being in their world and sharing a bit of their “signal” for so long it’s like part of that signal is incorporated into you. You tune into them, they tune into you.
It seems all these little I’s we have inside are like a mish mash of all the signals we have come into contact with throughout our lives, a bit from here and a bit from there. What it seems like is happening with these soul communties that are popping up is that when you get a group of people together and the signals come together you start to all tune in to the same signal. Dropping off the old frequencies or “I”’s that no longer serve you.
Obviously it doesn’t just happen, you have to work at it and make conscious efforts doing in the work in order to tune out of the old “I”’s and tune into the new, putting energy in to the group, group activities, working on SOTT, the various projects and so on. Like Laura has said many times, you are “connecting the chakras”. Connecting the group “I”’s and filtering them to become a group “I” or “we”. Losing the self and becoming one entity.
So really IMO there is no individual “I” or true self that you will find on your own for yourself, you won’t master your “I” alone because you don’t have an “I”. We have to work together to create our “I”. A single perfectly functioning unit.
Perhaps that’s why you should grow where you are planted, because you are separating yourself from your potential to come together with your signal. The further from the true signal you are the more it affects you, your defenses are down, other signals interfere with your own and accidents happen, the predator can attack you because your signal is weak, you’re vulnerable, you’re still a mish mash of different signals.
So it’s like what Joe was saying, it’s like we are empty vessels waiting to be filled and it’s up to us what we fill it with, which signals we choose to tune into and be influenced by and if we can find our one true signal ie. soul group.
In pure speculation I can imagine this going on and on up the line with soul groups merging with others creating bigger ones on and on till you reach 7th density, the one and only signal.
That being said, what am I doing in South East Asia (Just visiting) when I was planted in Britain? Have I separated myself from my signal? I have no doubt I am vulnerable to attack here but I am also aware of that fact and take precautions wherever I go. I don’t feel less energized, in fact I feel rested and well and have the time to work on SOTT and visit the forum and do various other activities. I’m having an amazing time here. But something inside is telling me that I shouldn’t be swanning around here too long spending time and money on dalliances. I should be focusing my energy towards helping the network. I’d like to go back to college and learn a skill that I can use to help others. So while I am having a much appreciated holiday and really enjoying myself I want to DO work, real work and give more than I already am back.
Your thoughts are appreciated.
