shadowsaround
Jedi
I decided to grill a steak in addition to the 2 pieces of chicken I was grilling tonight. First off the steak didn't smell right to me. Smelled like sour milk? Kind of hard to describe the smell. I took a bite even with the smell to try to objectively pinpoint if it was the steak or just simply my unconscious mind bringing something from the past up and I just felt it wasn't a good idea to eat it. I decided to try another piece and I smelled it before i ate it. It didn't smell "bad" to me and I did eat that one piece but the rest of the steak had that weird smell to it so I decided not to eat the steak and I just ate the chicken. This has happened a lot lately. This has happened with a lot of different types of meat. It only happens with cow meat though as I don't have an issue with pork,chicken or buffalo meat. I have yet to try elk meat but I will soon. I can't understand this. Before the war I could eat half pound steaks as snacks. Now the smell just completely turns me off. FWIW I didn't smell any burning flesh or meat during the war to my recollection. I've seen goats slaughtered on the street but I don't recall anything that would set my sense of smell off enough to make me not want to eat cow meat like this. The meat that I have tried comes from Vitamin cottage and is pretty organic from the brief researches I have done on the ranches that the beef came from. Does anyone have any idea's? This is kind of getting to me. My mom says its something in my unconsciousness mind that's surfacing but I haven't found anything that would fit the picture so to speak. I'm at a loss.