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no-mans-land
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I had a dream a year ago and because he was so strange and the memories are still so vivid I would like to share them here.
It was like a storyline of three different characters, but the three persons were all me, thinking and acting like me. At first I switched between the scenes, but I could only recover half of the scenes. It played all in the little village where I lived where I was going to the kindergarten. The place was on a small hill and from this hill I walked downwards, heading in an unknown direction. In the first scene in just walked somewhere, in the second I was in an building above the hill (the kindergarten?) and the third scene is blurred, but I am sure that I am coming from a another direction to the foot of this hill. I was searching something while I was trying to escape from a group of three people, a woman, a man and an unknown being. This all happened simultaneously in all three “I's”. Then I can remember just one scene where I was in this building, in a room with a closed window. Within this room there were also this three people trying to catch me and I saw that my only chance to escape is to jump out of the window. The building was high and just jumping would kill me so I figured out that I could use the curtain as a parachute. I opened the window, took the curtain and jumped. The three people knew that I was trying to escape.
At this point, I was flying down the hill, torward a road and beneath me I saw that one of the people who where after me, the man, was already there and waiting until I was landed. He would get me, no doubt.
Then the scene switched to another one of the three “I's”. The one who walked along the road above another “I” was flying. I walked directly into the hands of this three people. I saw them standing a little bit above me and I saw that they send a henchmen to stop me where I was. The henchman blocked my pathway and looked at me. He was familiar but I can't remember who he was. It was like I knew him since a very long time. He had a thin, long and pointy weapon in his hand. He came to me and said that he has to kill me because he have no choice as to act like his current appearance as this henchmen demands. But I should not fear it because in this environment I can't really die, here the ruling power is will, and nothing else. I feared the pain and the death but I did understand what he was trying to say and that I cant escape anymore. He took his weapon and then I died.
Right after it the scene switched back to the “I” who was flying and instantly I understood what he meant by “death” (The flying I saw how the other one was killed) and that in all three storylines the result must be the same. It can't be otherwise because if I want to live, if I want to escape this three people, “I” have to die.
And so I landed on the street and immediately I started to run as hell toward the third “I” who was sitting on the edge of a cliff right next to the street beside another three people, looking down the ocean.
The “I” who was sitting on the cliff didn't noticed me until I hit him from behind, grabbed him and jumped off the cliff. At this point something very odd happened. The scenes from the different I's became simultaneous (at least the two who were still alive and falling down the cliff). I became the two I's and experienced two separate thought lines and emotions at once. I's very hard to describe how it felt to be two persons at the same time. The one “I” who was pushed down the cliff from behind suddenly realized that he was falling and that he was going to die. He suddenly felt pure horror and fear about what was happening. The other “I” tired to calm him down by transmitting the thought that it must happen this way and that there is no need to feel fear because after it, we (all three) will become one again. Then a wave of understanding, sympathy and love flowed round the two I's while they were still falling. Despite the fact that I write this chronological, this happened all at once, simultaneously in the two I's. Very odd and the emotions were unnatural strong, or at least, I never experienced such a level in real live.
When we thudded the water, everything became dark and the different thought lines disappeared. A single I woke up in an old wooden attic, half ruinous and dusty. I remembered what's happened before and wondered if I really escaped. Then I saw the guy who killed one of my I's with some kind of stiletto, saying that this is the only way out. He sat in a corner of the attic, looking at me with a wise smile on his face. He welcomed me and asked if I want to have a seat.
The rest of the dream I can't recover properly, but we had a talk about how I came here, that I made the right decision and that this place is different from the other one. Then the dream fade away and I woke up.
Pretty intense and even if this dream occurred a year ago, I still can remember the details of it.
It was like a storyline of three different characters, but the three persons were all me, thinking and acting like me. At first I switched between the scenes, but I could only recover half of the scenes. It played all in the little village where I lived where I was going to the kindergarten. The place was on a small hill and from this hill I walked downwards, heading in an unknown direction. In the first scene in just walked somewhere, in the second I was in an building above the hill (the kindergarten?) and the third scene is blurred, but I am sure that I am coming from a another direction to the foot of this hill. I was searching something while I was trying to escape from a group of three people, a woman, a man and an unknown being. This all happened simultaneously in all three “I's”. Then I can remember just one scene where I was in this building, in a room with a closed window. Within this room there were also this three people trying to catch me and I saw that my only chance to escape is to jump out of the window. The building was high and just jumping would kill me so I figured out that I could use the curtain as a parachute. I opened the window, took the curtain and jumped. The three people knew that I was trying to escape.
At this point, I was flying down the hill, torward a road and beneath me I saw that one of the people who where after me, the man, was already there and waiting until I was landed. He would get me, no doubt.
Then the scene switched to another one of the three “I's”. The one who walked along the road above another “I” was flying. I walked directly into the hands of this three people. I saw them standing a little bit above me and I saw that they send a henchmen to stop me where I was. The henchman blocked my pathway and looked at me. He was familiar but I can't remember who he was. It was like I knew him since a very long time. He had a thin, long and pointy weapon in his hand. He came to me and said that he has to kill me because he have no choice as to act like his current appearance as this henchmen demands. But I should not fear it because in this environment I can't really die, here the ruling power is will, and nothing else. I feared the pain and the death but I did understand what he was trying to say and that I cant escape anymore. He took his weapon and then I died.
Right after it the scene switched back to the “I” who was flying and instantly I understood what he meant by “death” (The flying I saw how the other one was killed) and that in all three storylines the result must be the same. It can't be otherwise because if I want to live, if I want to escape this three people, “I” have to die.
And so I landed on the street and immediately I started to run as hell toward the third “I” who was sitting on the edge of a cliff right next to the street beside another three people, looking down the ocean.
The “I” who was sitting on the cliff didn't noticed me until I hit him from behind, grabbed him and jumped off the cliff. At this point something very odd happened. The scenes from the different I's became simultaneous (at least the two who were still alive and falling down the cliff). I became the two I's and experienced two separate thought lines and emotions at once. I's very hard to describe how it felt to be two persons at the same time. The one “I” who was pushed down the cliff from behind suddenly realized that he was falling and that he was going to die. He suddenly felt pure horror and fear about what was happening. The other “I” tired to calm him down by transmitting the thought that it must happen this way and that there is no need to feel fear because after it, we (all three) will become one again. Then a wave of understanding, sympathy and love flowed round the two I's while they were still falling. Despite the fact that I write this chronological, this happened all at once, simultaneously in the two I's. Very odd and the emotions were unnatural strong, or at least, I never experienced such a level in real live.
When we thudded the water, everything became dark and the different thought lines disappeared. A single I woke up in an old wooden attic, half ruinous and dusty. I remembered what's happened before and wondered if I really escaped. Then I saw the guy who killed one of my I's with some kind of stiletto, saying that this is the only way out. He sat in a corner of the attic, looking at me with a wise smile on his face. He welcomed me and asked if I want to have a seat.
The rest of the dream I can't recover properly, but we had a talk about how I came here, that I made the right decision and that this place is different from the other one. Then the dream fade away and I woke up.
Pretty intense and even if this dream occurred a year ago, I still can remember the details of it.
