Twenty two

[Sodajaxon]

Anart said it best when she said, 'are you drinking'.

I have to say, 'every time i post, HELL YA!" madafaka()

and i smile a little bit for a little bit. ^!^


TwentyTwo, a vibration- a number that can' not be fraction'ed. (well it can but as far as we know numbers, but the -the 'ancient, ancient- six 4 twelve.

- 22 cannot , sublimate. strange numbero~ even in Mr -Decoz~ software, 22 will not , minimize itself.

Number Eleven will, yes, Eleven will coalesce to a lesser number, and greater numbers.

Twenty-Two has no prime numbers. click here _http://primes.utm.edu/lists/small/1000.txt

And we cannot add 2+2 , its a rule, a Prime rule, in numerology.


Twenty Two is, Unlike any other number. And as a life path number labeled, the Master Builder,

and the Diplomat. (also the great avoider) in negative light.

i can say as my mechanical self, i get by.

but every time i 'step up', to be responsible, or what not, i get the whole fn' kaboodle!

the house, the kids, the bills, the drama, the family. (they don't even stop to say buy`bye)

no one minds leaving the mess in my hands.

(and they are overjoyed @ times to do this) madafaka's()

^!^

I dont dare step up to 'handling' 22', i like the drama of life path number,(MASTERBUILDER) but i do not know how to handle it productively.

i end up being a babysitter, more than , not.

its a blessing and a curse.

So, how can Us 22's, really , really change this world, ?!

i am like our other 22, yet i struggle with 'indulging', i really really do struggle with that.

i have no idea, how to diplomat'', that 22 energy.

exceptz, on me.


Stevie

 

[Vulcan59]

Hi Stevie jj,

I have no idea what the point of your post is. By the way, please re-read the Forum Guidelines on use of appropriate language. If you are intoxicated, you should refrain from posting.

 

[Gonzo]

Well Stevie jj,

I think you certainly have your challenges ahead of you but I don't think there's any point in pondering life's mysteries, let alone trying to change the world if you are going to continue "indulging".

I'm afraid that, for you, it will be a situation of one or the other, indulging or the Work.

Your comments made little to no sense and it is unfair to expect anyone to read through them if you can't form complete thoughts and articulate them.
I feel for you, as I noted significant despair and frustration from the little I could understand in your post.

If drinking is a serious problem for you it needs to be addressed if you hope to achieve anything here.

Perhaps you could consider writing a post on why you drink or indulge in other intoxicants and why you don't/can't stop.

Just a few friendly thoughts from a concerned friend.

Gonzo

 

[Eongar]

I see no sense in what he says.

 

[ark]

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Stevie, if you will continue writing nonsense I will have to remove your posting privileges. You will then have to join some other nonsense-talking forum and complain about how harshly you have been treated here.
But you do not have to. If you post here only when you are in a sober state, if you use this forum for the purpose of your own good, to help you to stay sober, and to follow good examples rather than bad ones, to demonstrate (if only to yourself) that you are not a lost case - then this will make us happy. And it is not THAT difficult. Try it. I will be watching your progress.

 

[Sodajaxon]

Professor Jadczyk, Sir

Thank you. Thank you for lifting my banned status.

Second, I want to apologize to all who read my posts in my drunken state of mind, i can see i made no sense what so-ever.

im embarressed to admit, i wont even read my previous posts.

Just really sorry.


Nawp, i wouldnt ever run off to a 'non-sense' forum and whine- i got too much knowledge now - even drunk.

again, I apologize & thanx

Stevie