koin
Padawan Learner
I checked my gmail today and found a Draft email that was composed on the 16 of Feb. There were no recipients entered and no text body... the subject simply said "Watch "null" on YouTube"
I don't remember composing this email and no one has authorized access to my email. What was stranger still was the actual video which has windy/eerie background noise and text that comes onto the screen with varied, deserted natural landscapes. The text that appears is as follows: "It is silent" ... "Who is left to hear the secret" ... "Do you know" ... I have for years" ... "ark awaits" ... "what do you see" (the "do" also flickers to "will" ... "regards <flickering garbled text>"
Now I am a logical person and have looked back through phone messages ect and Feb 16 was a night spent at a friends house, selecting various music to listen to and speaking about all manor of things. I assume I used my phone to compose the email in some way to remind myself to look "null" up, it may have been an artist or something else.
I find it strange that I have come across this video message directing me to follow ark at a time of some very rapid changes in the past couple days relating to my job which includes my somewhat forced resignation. I was very comfortable and perhaps slipping back towards status quo . So this upheaval has lead to an extreme amount of anxiety which forced me to employ all my known methods to reign in sharp emotive responses. Through the mediation etc I was steered to thoughts around financial issues and the stark reminder that if I had no income suddenly, have I been preparing sufficiently enough to survive and exist. The answer is no as firstly no one can be 100% prepared but we must plan for the worst while hoping for the best.
I guess the point of my post is to see if others have come across there own "deja vu" moment which points out a glitch in the matrix (movie reference) and how they are interpreted, applied or related to it in your own life but in a logical way. I see the above as a sign post pointing back towards the jungle path away the "beaten track" and back towards 4th density candidacy.
I don't remember composing this email and no one has authorized access to my email. What was stranger still was the actual video which has windy/eerie background noise and text that comes onto the screen with varied, deserted natural landscapes. The text that appears is as follows: "It is silent" ... "Who is left to hear the secret" ... "Do you know" ... I have for years" ... "ark awaits" ... "what do you see" (the "do" also flickers to "will" ... "regards <flickering garbled text>"
Now I am a logical person and have looked back through phone messages ect and Feb 16 was a night spent at a friends house, selecting various music to listen to and speaking about all manor of things. I assume I used my phone to compose the email in some way to remind myself to look "null" up, it may have been an artist or something else.
I find it strange that I have come across this video message directing me to follow ark at a time of some very rapid changes in the past couple days relating to my job which includes my somewhat forced resignation. I was very comfortable and perhaps slipping back towards status quo . So this upheaval has lead to an extreme amount of anxiety which forced me to employ all my known methods to reign in sharp emotive responses. Through the mediation etc I was steered to thoughts around financial issues and the stark reminder that if I had no income suddenly, have I been preparing sufficiently enough to survive and exist. The answer is no as firstly no one can be 100% prepared but we must plan for the worst while hoping for the best.
I guess the point of my post is to see if others have come across there own "deja vu" moment which points out a glitch in the matrix (movie reference) and how they are interpreted, applied or related to it in your own life but in a logical way. I see the above as a sign post pointing back towards the jungle path away the "beaten track" and back towards 4th density candidacy.