Hi everyone, I awoke at 4:30 this morning sweating and full of fear, and even cried a little in my extremely heightened emotional state.
Now the funny thing is, now that I've been back to sleep and don't feel those emotions anymore, I'm wondering if I'm just being silly and maybe I don't need to share it. However back at 4:30 when I was noting it down I felt it was deeply prophetic and needed to be networked about. I'm going to go ahead and post it just in case there is something I'm missing.
The furthest back in the dream that I can remember is having my close friend (C) and her boyfriend (A) around. It becomes apparent that we are in a house owned by my father's girlfriend (I haven't spoken to him for about 3 months). A is treating C very badly all night and he eventually goes home, leaving us to talk. I mention that he is doing to her exactly what I did to my ex-girlfriend a year ago (getting bored, sabotage the relationship). I don't know if any of this is relevant to what happens next but it's just what I remember.
There is a blurry part here. The next thing I remember is more of my friends being around, and we are sat with the doors and windows open on a warm evening. For some reason I am extremely paranoid, and make everyone close all the windows and doors. People leave and it's just me and C again. Now my dad comes down the stairs, drunk and far more unstable than ever. I can't remember how an argument started (though inevitably it did) but next thing I know he is shouting at C, becoming more and more threatening and eventually grabs her.
Now C is 5'1 and weighs about 100 pounds, as well as being one of the nicest people I have ever met and a very close personal friend. So if a strong, heavy psychotic man was screaming at her and threatening her physically, you can bet I would've used any means necessary to drop him.. Yet the disturbing part is in my dream I didn't! I just tried to reason with him, even though I fully understood that he was threatening the life of my friend! The end result was that he got tired and didn't properly hurt her, although no thanks to me.. Is this something I should really think about? It seems very important.
Now here's where it gets really weird. I'm outside in the garden and there is a big box of spiders in the middle (I really, really don't like spiders). I realise that I am dreaming, and try to wake myself up. I suddenly see myself sleeping from above, and a voice explains and gives me a vision about this horrible parasitic life form. I don't remember his words but It was absolutely disgusting.
Then I wake up, and this slimy cylindrical life form, about 30cm long and 10cm in diameter, with many eyes, jaws, and spikes coming off of its body is IN MY BED. It has 2 long tubes connected to my body, one just left of my bellybutton and one down my urethra (just imagine.. i still feel like I'm going to feint now). In my absolute horror I pulled both tubes out of me, picked this thing up and ran into the living room where I met my friend's mother.
I show it to her, and the horribly slimy liquid leaking out of the wound on my stomach (I remember how this felt even now.. ugh) and she doesn't seem phased by it.. "just get some rest". I'm like, "are you f****ng kidding me look at this thing!" but she doesn't seem to care and then this 50+ year old woman asks me if I want a threesome? (what?????) [I'm not sure if this end part has any relevance but just included it for completeness]
At this point the weirdness level was just through the roof and it woke me up in my own bed deeply thankful for being alive and without horrible alien parasites on me. The whole dream just seems to convey a message of people/things invading my life, and me being helpless to stop them. Could this dream be prophetic? Or maybe just my emotions running wild after doing EE yesterday?
It is certainly the most chilling dream I have had in a long long time.
Now the funny thing is, now that I've been back to sleep and don't feel those emotions anymore, I'm wondering if I'm just being silly and maybe I don't need to share it. However back at 4:30 when I was noting it down I felt it was deeply prophetic and needed to be networked about. I'm going to go ahead and post it just in case there is something I'm missing.
The furthest back in the dream that I can remember is having my close friend (C) and her boyfriend (A) around. It becomes apparent that we are in a house owned by my father's girlfriend (I haven't spoken to him for about 3 months). A is treating C very badly all night and he eventually goes home, leaving us to talk. I mention that he is doing to her exactly what I did to my ex-girlfriend a year ago (getting bored, sabotage the relationship). I don't know if any of this is relevant to what happens next but it's just what I remember.
There is a blurry part here. The next thing I remember is more of my friends being around, and we are sat with the doors and windows open on a warm evening. For some reason I am extremely paranoid, and make everyone close all the windows and doors. People leave and it's just me and C again. Now my dad comes down the stairs, drunk and far more unstable than ever. I can't remember how an argument started (though inevitably it did) but next thing I know he is shouting at C, becoming more and more threatening and eventually grabs her.
Now C is 5'1 and weighs about 100 pounds, as well as being one of the nicest people I have ever met and a very close personal friend. So if a strong, heavy psychotic man was screaming at her and threatening her physically, you can bet I would've used any means necessary to drop him.. Yet the disturbing part is in my dream I didn't! I just tried to reason with him, even though I fully understood that he was threatening the life of my friend! The end result was that he got tired and didn't properly hurt her, although no thanks to me.. Is this something I should really think about? It seems very important.
Now here's where it gets really weird. I'm outside in the garden and there is a big box of spiders in the middle (I really, really don't like spiders). I realise that I am dreaming, and try to wake myself up. I suddenly see myself sleeping from above, and a voice explains and gives me a vision about this horrible parasitic life form. I don't remember his words but It was absolutely disgusting.
Then I wake up, and this slimy cylindrical life form, about 30cm long and 10cm in diameter, with many eyes, jaws, and spikes coming off of its body is IN MY BED. It has 2 long tubes connected to my body, one just left of my bellybutton and one down my urethra (just imagine.. i still feel like I'm going to feint now). In my absolute horror I pulled both tubes out of me, picked this thing up and ran into the living room where I met my friend's mother.
I show it to her, and the horribly slimy liquid leaking out of the wound on my stomach (I remember how this felt even now.. ugh) and she doesn't seem phased by it.. "just get some rest". I'm like, "are you f****ng kidding me look at this thing!" but she doesn't seem to care and then this 50+ year old woman asks me if I want a threesome? (what?????) [I'm not sure if this end part has any relevance but just included it for completeness]
At this point the weirdness level was just through the roof and it woke me up in my own bed deeply thankful for being alive and without horrible alien parasites on me. The whole dream just seems to convey a message of people/things invading my life, and me being helpless to stop them. Could this dream be prophetic? Or maybe just my emotions running wild after doing EE yesterday?
It is certainly the most chilling dream I have had in a long long time.