born2bewild
The Force is Strong With This One
I do not know exactly when, but it was in my very early childhood, long before school (6 years), when I have "a dream" that since then stuck in my mind. But, because I can't be sure how much time and ego (when you read you'll understand why) affected my memory of that dream, I avoided to share it here and ask for an opinion until now.
At one point I felt that I woke up because I was threatened with something bad, I lay in bed and thought about whether it makes sense to try to reach the switch and turn on the light or scream, but I was too terrified, and anyway like I knew that this must happen sooner or later. My older sister was sleeping in the room with me on another bed. The feeling was like I was fully awake, but the time for turning on the light or scream passed out (something similar, I have felt in previous dreams) and at that moment I could neither move nor speak. Like something (some kind of energy) was holding me around neck and preventing to speak, but I'm still not really kept. Then things get really weird.
I feel that the wall behind me, opened in some (now I would say another space) from which entered three very high evil creatures cloaked in black. That "witches" with that “come out” from wall shows how powerful they are and that all my resistance is futile. But still I'm struggling with all my mental powers to recover the ability of speaking, although I do not intend to speak. One of them put her hands around my neck intensifying the blockade. I was so aware of strange dryness and roughness of the skin on the long bony fingers and long nails. Fingers around my neck also represent the threat of strangulation if I continue to resist. For a moment I'm thinking whether it might be my sister joking with me, but the skin is so dry and wrinkled, so there's no chance that these are her hands. I wonder how she doesn't see them, and is she afraid as I am. And then I became aware that one of these creatures mentally search my brain, while the other two held the threat and breaking all my blockade. I become aware that I can't resist them. I feel how they permanently delete some information. I know that I have very little time to do something and I find a fantastic solution.
I go deeper in my brain and put a strongest blockade I was able to put and in panic start storing all the important information behind that blockade, leaving only unimportant things and crumbs of important information, just to entertain them and slow down, on the outside. Then I step outside of the blocked section and locked it. When they realize what I've done they screamed very angry in my brain and desperately trying to break the blockade. But it’s too late and the plan was so perfect, because the key which unlock the blockade is not something what can be reproduced. It’s something that mush happened to me during mu life time. Even I can't open that door before. They threaten me that that thing would never happen and try to install a fear of such a possibility. In last desperate try they even deleted knowledge of what that event is, but it no longer matters - they must go back with unaccomplished job.
Well I know it's personal but I would really like to ask C’s what this „dream“ is and if it has some truth in it is wave that key. :)
My question for you is does somebody have similar experience?
At one point I felt that I woke up because I was threatened with something bad, I lay in bed and thought about whether it makes sense to try to reach the switch and turn on the light or scream, but I was too terrified, and anyway like I knew that this must happen sooner or later. My older sister was sleeping in the room with me on another bed. The feeling was like I was fully awake, but the time for turning on the light or scream passed out (something similar, I have felt in previous dreams) and at that moment I could neither move nor speak. Like something (some kind of energy) was holding me around neck and preventing to speak, but I'm still not really kept. Then things get really weird.
I feel that the wall behind me, opened in some (now I would say another space) from which entered three very high evil creatures cloaked in black. That "witches" with that “come out” from wall shows how powerful they are and that all my resistance is futile. But still I'm struggling with all my mental powers to recover the ability of speaking, although I do not intend to speak. One of them put her hands around my neck intensifying the blockade. I was so aware of strange dryness and roughness of the skin on the long bony fingers and long nails. Fingers around my neck also represent the threat of strangulation if I continue to resist. For a moment I'm thinking whether it might be my sister joking with me, but the skin is so dry and wrinkled, so there's no chance that these are her hands. I wonder how she doesn't see them, and is she afraid as I am. And then I became aware that one of these creatures mentally search my brain, while the other two held the threat and breaking all my blockade. I become aware that I can't resist them. I feel how they permanently delete some information. I know that I have very little time to do something and I find a fantastic solution.
I go deeper in my brain and put a strongest blockade I was able to put and in panic start storing all the important information behind that blockade, leaving only unimportant things and crumbs of important information, just to entertain them and slow down, on the outside. Then I step outside of the blocked section and locked it. When they realize what I've done they screamed very angry in my brain and desperately trying to break the blockade. But it’s too late and the plan was so perfect, because the key which unlock the blockade is not something what can be reproduced. It’s something that mush happened to me during mu life time. Even I can't open that door before. They threaten me that that thing would never happen and try to install a fear of such a possibility. In last desperate try they even deleted knowledge of what that event is, but it no longer matters - they must go back with unaccomplished job.
Well I know it's personal but I would really like to ask C’s what this „dream“ is and if it has some truth in it is wave that key. :)
My question for you is does somebody have similar experience?
