Is there any chance that I could have this opinion?
I dont understand the question. Please rephrase?
As for the Work, we all do Work.
But I would say I have been always focused on PSI, UFOs/Aliens/Ghosts/Specters/Entities/Densities, Nutrition/Health/Diet, Electronics/Informatics/AndAllRelatedDevices, reading real athentic transcripts, Industry/Technology, Nature/Earth/Animals, and I totally dont like Humans (not all Humans, I am just swimming among the idiots since years... I try actively to get out), never liked any religion/politics/economics/geopolitics, I like a lot Esoterism like Energies/Chakras/AndAllTheStuffThatIDontKnowAndEverythingRelated...
On this forum you have a lot of field of interests that I dont have, thats why I dont participate, but the very few I have, I am heavily on it, and of course I wont "forget" and go back to watching TV or playing video games so...
Yes of course
the ideal is being positive and in acceptance towards all beings and in full communion with the universe, I already knew that, and that was my state long ago, but we cant just do that in a heartbeat, and, I am not gonna ingineer myself to just "produce that state". Its like being fake. When you are bad or feel bad there are reasons, there is karma, and tons of parameters around everything, and I actually fell over time in a black hole, I just try to get out, and of course any twitching thing is gonna put me on edge. Understand there are tons of entites/beings/humans wiring to me and doing stuff, its a nest in my residency and cities, and I always new it when I came in this new building, huge problems since Day 1, and its spreading everywhere.
Cinemas, Sports club, Shops, no kidding, even when i was going to my parents home, the first 5-10 periods were totally quiet and peaceful, but the next ones were gradually chaotic over time, and the last time I went there made me crazy and I had to go back to my city, I cant even go back to see my parents!!! It has been more than a year!!!!! 'They' follow me because I am a good food source, I am always full of negative energies. Since a few months, I see someone 1 time per week that transduce the negative energy into positivity, and that feels great, but two days later it just comes back to full pain negativity blown and bad thought process. I mean, I threw off my TV, I completely shielded and configured my phone and computer from any outside interactions, no invasive IA/program in my life, no social media, only a few friends with whom I widely share and expand... but that is still way too limited...
I dont even know what to ask here, I think my problems is I have attachements, I am somewhat infested, but I dont know who to see or who to search for in my available areas for cleansing. Because I am so efficient physically with my usual full blown ketosis and fat/protein process (and still not enough), I produce lots of energies, and they just get to me.
And because I aint buying the grid, they try to make me "buy" into other negative things. One example, many repeatdly say : "Go find your -jezebel- and -flick- her" and tons of other very negative stuff.... I just live in full dense very negative zones, and each time I have a glimpse of positivity and ambition, bad events happen without seconds and I just go down... Even in the streets in Paris its a nightmare.... Tip : People are "full of life".
I have my own limits regarding fields of work, I dont know who to search for, do you guys know? Do I have attachements?
My magnetisor said that each time he rebalance my chakras and transduce my negative energies into positivity, he says that the energies try to convice him to stop the work and that its useless, he even say sometimes the energies move from one place of my body to another, so that he cant easily "target" it and remove it. Also it is tranduction, and when he absorbs the negativity he gets all kinds of bad effects, that goes away quickly in minutes, but sometimes he say thats intense when he works on it...
Any idea about what it could be? What should I do?