agni
Dagobah Resident
Hello my friends !!! It's been long time, more than a decade and you have full right NOT call me a friend.
And beforhand, I applogize for instanity, being all over the place, absurdity and craziness of all of this you about to see, It's ok even if no one reads it. I accept and accountable for that too. I am painfully aware, and I take accountability of every word I say(let's skip chaos for now), and I take full responsibility for my actions here and if I ever wronged or got angry at anyone.
Body was rendered useless by departure of my friend, death of my dad, and many years of deep depression, losing hope, and alcoholism to the the point where few times I was barely able to be awoken. It lasted since 2011 roughly till now. And like I said, I take full accountability for my behavior, and bear full responsibility.
Now, I feel my Soul was gone, and Soul is now back (?!) since I fought little bit, experienced a thing or two, did some hopefully work, to repent and return to normal. I do have shit-ton of explaining, making up and service to do to regain the Trust of my "Soul". And I have a backpack of crazy questions I have no answeres for...
Short story: I left, because I needed to get where I needed to be on my own without any influences, since you, C's and all planted a Wonderful Seed, I am truly grateful for keeping it alive in such daring times.
I can explain my rant about what happens and reasons, and if anyone remembers, I am pretty sure I have a reputation here as annoying fuck, I am annoyed myself, trust me. For this reason and your own sake, cause I am annoying pest. I am gonna stop here.
If I could, and I do not mean to be selfish, but there is no other alternative I see how to do it in a selfless manner. And I accept you do not need to agree or accept that. As you fully aware and know it's a Free Will Universe and absolutely everyone and everything is equal "employment" opportunity. Is everything is ACTUALLY is absolutely fine and where it needs to be and it's all just fun and always been may be ? Cause you know schools are supposed to be exactly that and not the oppressive, follow the instruction, already dead horse brainwash that robbed a chance to create anything of value we are seeing today:) ?!
My stupid, naive, crazy random silly question to you or C's is this:
Coming from mathematics *density* of "Simple Algebra reveals Densities" paradoxical Pranalytical-mathematics (I call it Prana math), was the message intended for Ark ? And can someone stumble or accidentally reveal the Densities, who basically have zero clue in Algebra but just speaking playing with Green Language (Language of Birds), because you know, just like Math/Simple Algebra is ONE of many Universe Languages may be ?? Or was to to everyone, we all know already know some us are Arks, and Ark is in all of us :)
Can it lead or possibly result in possible quantum jump or whatever it is to different level of consciousness of a 3D, and other densities awareness, and is there a chance that "The Choice that You Make only Once" can be achieved by 3D person like all the sudden ?
If it does, what it has to do with Bees, Ants, and White Blood Cells, and now Birds thinking to join on the action too, and also Parasites, Viruses, Infections, fungus is 50/50 and "information field contamination", is this what refereed as "density" ? Sorry, but I can't help not to enjoy the symbolism here, it's like being basked in it... What is this massive energy bursting out of me and making me excited, or it's something of "Our Common dimensional pests around that are milking here something ? ". I am legit super excited, but kind of don't have the right words yet, but you know, could be just regular typical insantiy...
I don't know if that's what people call insanity, but I kind of find it awesome, and it feels as if something was just born, and I love it. Now I even want to keep re-incarnating here in 3D for now at least, where before it would be like I swear, I am so tired of this shit, I am not coming back to this God Forsaken Planet ever again kind of comfy classical Lizard comfort "trick". Now I want Subscription to come back back until everyone and single one of "our kinds of peoples" are "rescued" from this 3D fun place, until it can be made "livable" once again, when parasitic infection is gone from this organism, where every time we die for each and one of YOU with pleasure and smile on our face, it will be with a smile on the face all and each time no matter the outcome.
I fully aware and account how crazy lunatic it all sounds. Trust, me, it does sounds just as crazy if not even more so in my quantum space. You can only imagine how surprised I got all the sudden having this... But again, I feel now I have no worries, no fear, no more lizards and other pests to feed and the unparalleled clarity and awareness... Or is it some some sort of Reptilian or something trick bullshit ?
Did anyone.. experienced anything like that here ? Or it's obviously Oh, Lord- shut up. lol
I fully understand, I take full accountability and accountability for the craziness, and will try my best not to Contaminate the Cassiopeia Dimension Extension here with noise. I might be fooling myself with this, but at least consciously or on purpose, I hope I have no ill intent, and would like to keep it this way.
If I can ask you and if you "deem" me crazy, out of the respect to you, I will stop posting here and actually Sott not to mislead anyone away or astray or not to keep producing noise. I give you my word, and you know darn well Eastern Europeans ALWAYS take responsibility of what comes out of their mouth. :)
Love you all, I missed you, I think we were never apart to begin with.
Hopefully at least you found it amusing, and fun. May be upset and pissed of little bit too... :)
And beforhand, I applogize for instanity, being all over the place, absurdity and craziness of all of this you about to see, It's ok even if no one reads it. I accept and accountable for that too. I am painfully aware, and I take accountability of every word I say(let's skip chaos for now), and I take full responsibility for my actions here and if I ever wronged or got angry at anyone.
Body was rendered useless by departure of my friend, death of my dad, and many years of deep depression, losing hope, and alcoholism to the the point where few times I was barely able to be awoken. It lasted since 2011 roughly till now. And like I said, I take full accountability for my behavior, and bear full responsibility.
Now, I feel my Soul was gone, and Soul is now back (?!) since I fought little bit, experienced a thing or two, did some hopefully work, to repent and return to normal. I do have shit-ton of explaining, making up and service to do to regain the Trust of my "Soul". And I have a backpack of crazy questions I have no answeres for...
Short story: I left, because I needed to get where I needed to be on my own without any influences, since you, C's and all planted a Wonderful Seed, I am truly grateful for keeping it alive in such daring times.
I can explain my rant about what happens and reasons, and if anyone remembers, I am pretty sure I have a reputation here as annoying fuck, I am annoyed myself, trust me. For this reason and your own sake, cause I am annoying pest. I am gonna stop here.
If I could, and I do not mean to be selfish, but there is no other alternative I see how to do it in a selfless manner. And I accept you do not need to agree or accept that. As you fully aware and know it's a Free Will Universe and absolutely everyone and everything is equal "employment" opportunity. Is everything is ACTUALLY is absolutely fine and where it needs to be and it's all just fun and always been may be ? Cause you know schools are supposed to be exactly that and not the oppressive, follow the instruction, already dead horse brainwash that robbed a chance to create anything of value we are seeing today:) ?!
My stupid, naive, crazy random silly question to you or C's is this:
Coming from mathematics *density* of "Simple Algebra reveals Densities" paradoxical Pranalytical-mathematics (I call it Prana math), was the message intended for Ark ? And can someone stumble or accidentally reveal the Densities, who basically have zero clue in Algebra but just speaking playing with Green Language (Language of Birds), because you know, just like Math/Simple Algebra is ONE of many Universe Languages may be ?? Or was to to everyone, we all know already know some us are Arks, and Ark is in all of us :)
Can it lead or possibly result in possible quantum jump or whatever it is to different level of consciousness of a 3D, and other densities awareness, and is there a chance that "The Choice that You Make only Once" can be achieved by 3D person like all the sudden ?
If it does, what it has to do with Bees, Ants, and White Blood Cells, and now Birds thinking to join on the action too, and also Parasites, Viruses, Infections, fungus is 50/50 and "information field contamination", is this what refereed as "density" ? Sorry, but I can't help not to enjoy the symbolism here, it's like being basked in it... What is this massive energy bursting out of me and making me excited, or it's something of "Our Common dimensional pests around that are milking here something ? ". I am legit super excited, but kind of don't have the right words yet, but you know, could be just regular typical insantiy...
I don't know if that's what people call insanity, but I kind of find it awesome, and it feels as if something was just born, and I love it. Now I even want to keep re-incarnating here in 3D for now at least, where before it would be like I swear, I am so tired of this shit, I am not coming back to this God Forsaken Planet ever again kind of comfy classical Lizard comfort "trick". Now I want Subscription to come back back until everyone and single one of "our kinds of peoples" are "rescued" from this 3D fun place, until it can be made "livable" once again, when parasitic infection is gone from this organism, where every time we die for each and one of YOU with pleasure and smile on our face, it will be with a smile on the face all and each time no matter the outcome.
I fully aware and account how crazy lunatic it all sounds. Trust, me, it does sounds just as crazy if not even more so in my quantum space. You can only imagine how surprised I got all the sudden having this... But again, I feel now I have no worries, no fear, no more lizards and other pests to feed and the unparalleled clarity and awareness... Or is it some some sort of Reptilian or something trick bullshit ?
Did anyone.. experienced anything like that here ? Or it's obviously Oh, Lord- shut up. lol
I fully understand, I take full accountability and accountability for the craziness, and will try my best not to Contaminate the Cassiopeia Dimension Extension here with noise. I might be fooling myself with this, but at least consciously or on purpose, I hope I have no ill intent, and would like to keep it this way.
If I can ask you and if you "deem" me crazy, out of the respect to you, I will stop posting here and actually Sott not to mislead anyone away or astray or not to keep producing noise. I give you my word, and you know darn well Eastern Europeans ALWAYS take responsibility of what comes out of their mouth. :)
Love you all, I missed you, I think we were never apart to begin with.
Hopefully at least you found it amusing, and fun. May be upset and pissed of little bit too... :)