Networking, Ghost Writting, and a hunger strike.

The_Seeker

Padawan Learner
I have an idea and would like a few opinions, mirrors, or comments.

I have recently undertaken the writing of a few letters. They began as something simple that was geared toward my community and evolved into a call for empathy with a conspiracy theorists twist.

I was watching the movie "The Experiment," a remake of an older film and just after finishing the movie I felt myself overwhelmed (more so than normal) with sadness for the state of existence myself and those I love are in. :cry: That emotion sprung a little idea inside my mind. I rang a few friends and reached out to some activists I new in college that are in there respective fields now (one is a Forrest ranger the other is a doctor, and may have the beginnings of a group of like minded individuals, wiling to take this all the way. I would like to write very direct and personal letters that have a small puzzle inside them, inside of the writing. Each puzzle will allude to some form of social control while the letter itself will be a calling to reach back to interpersonal growth as well as empathy for those without hope. I will have a few simple hints inside each letter that point to the fact there is a puzzle hidden inside of them.


I want people to understand that I am a person not a movement. The letters could be hand delivered since I have friends in a few states that agreed to distribute them. I can reasonably afford about 50,000 1 page letters w/ envelops a month if I really push my budget, and my friends are on the verge of matching that. I would also like there to be hand written originals (maybe 3-5 per drop) that contain a little bit more info and maybe art. I was inspired by the Flobots, a musical movement of truth seekers based out of Denver. I also have friends that will help me distribute them online via, facebook, myspace, Ning, Twitter, ect.. There is also the possibility of cold calls via the phone book.

After the 4th or 5th letter I would like to introduce the idea of a hunger strike, not to ask for participation necessarily but ask that people pay attention. I know myself well enough to know I can handle not eating for as long as it takes (up until hospitalization of course) to get a message across. I am hoping people will join but in the end I know I can get local coverage here and in Denver at the least, and I believe with the appropriate planning I could reach RT or another Underground news station, and if I am extremely lucky some form of national news coverage. I am video documenting this effort even now and plan to get involved on Youtube as well.

My goals are to bring down by bringing them to light are Monsanto and Rupert Murdoch and the Gaza Strip. However reasonably I understand I will probably only affect 100-200 people. This is okay with me, as it is my goal. If those people decide to start waking up and at the very least changing themselves, that is more than enough for me. I don't really know what else to do, so I would appreciate any feedback at all on this, as I am still in the planning stages. I have never done anything like this, but I know there is Work to be done, and I am ready to start doing it.

The bottom line is ever since I had the idea and started, I keep on dreaming about it like in my real dreams. I know this is what I must do, however I want to do it right. I have an open mind though, and trust the intellect of many of those who are on this forum. Thanks.

P.S. I could use any help I could get with the Puzzle thing, I am a capable writer but I have never done anything quite like this.


The_Seeker
 
Also I am considering a charity to go along with the hunger strike. I want to apply for a permit/license for such a thing, may need help with that as well, however I believe I can do the necessary research if I have too. Could use any idea's you all may have for the charity. I am willing to put its proceeds towards the flotillas or towards protecting prosecuted or alleged whistle blowers, or just to feed and give water too, the hungry.
 
The_Seeker,

While I understand your frustration and your drive to do something, I STRONGLY advise against a hunger strike. Hurting yourself won't accomplish anything and it will actually put your 'cause' into the realm of the lunatic fringe.

You will not bring down Monsanto with a hunger strike.
You will not free the Gaza strip with a hunger strike.
You will not bring down Rupert Murdoch with a hunger strike.

Period.

What you will do is hurt yourself and cause resistance to the above three topics to be aligned with general instability.

There is ONE thing you can do - the only thing you can do and as a compassionate human being what you are called to do, why you were born. That is to LEARN and to help others to learn as well. Hurting yourself is not only contradictory to what you were born to do, it plays directly into the hands of Monsanto/Murdoch/Israelis because it sidelines you from what might actually help.

You know, this has been covered so often on this forum that I find it incredibly frustrating that anyone actually thinks that hurting themselves will affect any change at all. There is a battle going on, The_Seeker, and it is a battle of the mind, the heart and the soul. It is not a battle of the body. The most effective thing you can do to battle these things is to clean your machine, wake up fully so that you can then wake others - effectively!

If you want to send letters, then send letters to educate, but please leave the 'hunger strike' and hurting yourself out of the equation.
 
The Seeker, if you want to help people wake up to issues like Monsanto, Gaza and Murdoch, how about writing those articles on sott, submitting them to the sott editors for edits, and in this way have them posted (if well researched and appropriate) at a venue with lots of readership? Or, you can focus your campaign to promote sott, since they have an excellent selection of "Awakening" articles ;) How does this idea sound to you? Or perhaps I am missing the point of your community-reaching activities? It is a possibility, so let me know.

As regards to the hunger strike, I really don't see any reason for you to undertake such extreme tactics. How do you think your hunger strike will change anything? (other than cause you health issues)? :huh:

Oh, i just saw Anart's reply, and i totally agree!
 
You see! This is exactly why I post idea's like this here. It allows me to streamline my thinking a little bit better. Thank you for your responses.

I understand that a hunger strike is counter productive, however I cant get it out of my head. That being said, that is why I came here to discuss it a little bit. My issue is with it recurring in my dreams, it just makes me think its not a bad idea, even though my better judgment should say otherwise.

I am defiantly doing the ghost writing thing. I get a little passionate in expressing my thoughts on paper, and although I think I would really enjoy writing an article or two for the website, I know that I want to plug a few bands and writers and I'm not sure Sott would support that. That is okay though because I think I will enjoy the whole process of hand delivering them and hand writing the originals. Not very many people seem to read anymore, and even less write to one another by hand. I think the process is very personal, and I want to share that with my potential readers. By hand delivering them, I am opening up an opportunity to have actual interaction with others as well, I see this as a big plus.

The whole puzzle thing will be fun as well. Especially if I can get people interested in seeking out the puzzles that are left in the real world cinema and art like Metropolis, The Experiment, The Matrix, 1984, ect....


The_Seeker
 
The_Seeker said:
I understand that a hunger strike is counter productive, however I cant get it out of my head. That being said, that is why I came here to discuss it a little bit. My issue is with it recurring in my dreams, it just makes me think its not a bad idea, even though my better judgment should say otherwise.

I would just offer one very strong caution on believing in what comes through in your dreams. Not all dreams are 'yours' - that is a fact. Disinformation and vectoring occur quite often in dreams, so, please - please - just because you dream something, do not take it as true, as from your own mind, or as a good thing to do.
 
I agree with you about the possibility of those not being completely mine. However I did not really see them as negative, they were not laced with fear or arousal or hostility, as I might think dreams of a 'certain' intent may be. I am still considering the whole hunger strike thing, and yes I have read through a few posts about how stupid and crazy most people here consider them to be, I am aware of the risk of physical and mental harm. I would not mention something like this without putting a lot of thought into it. It is just on the table at the moment anyway, I have not committed to it, as I said that's why I was looking for some outside opinions.

(Just a complete side thought, I have been working for some time to affect my dreams, using some of the techniques I have come across in my readings. Since I have started down this path I have been remembering more of my dreams in one night of sleep than I have in years. I have also begun to change my eating habits as many have suggested here, I think that is a big factor as well. I just wanted to know if anyone else had any success with visualization or dream manipulation techniques?)

The_Seeker
 
The_Seeker said:
I agree with you about the possibility of those not being completely mine. However I did not really see them as negative, they were not laced with fear or arousal or hostility, as I might think dreams of a 'certain' intent may be. I am still considering the whole hunger strike thing, and yes I have read through a few posts about how stupid and crazy most people here consider them to be, I am aware of the risk of physical and mental harm. I would not mention something like this without putting a lot of thought into it. It is just on the table at the moment anyway, I have not committed to it, as I said that's why I was looking for some outside opinions.

You are misunderstanding. Most 'inserted dreams' are NOT negative or hostile or arousing - at least they certainly don't have to be. The_Seeker, if you are not going to deeply consider the input given to you by the members of this forum, then why are you asking these questions? It's not about it being stupid or crazy, though it could be defined as such - it is about it being wholly self-indulgent and ineffective. There is a difference.

t_x said:
(Just a complete side thought, I have been working for some time to affect my dreams, using some of the techniques I have come across in my readings. Since I have started down this path I have been remembering more of my dreams in one night of sleep than I have in years. I have also begun to change my eating habits as many have suggested here, I think that is a big factor as well. I just wanted to know if anyone else had any success with visualization or dream manipulation techniques?)

The_Seeker

It is much more important to focus on awakening than to focus on your dreams. Please spend more time reading the forum - there is material here that could save your life.
 
I think you must have misunderstood me. Forgive me. It is my main drive in life right now, to fully awaken. I also try and help others that are willing to listen, by directing them to Sott for news and by taking some of the best articles I come across there and mirroring them on my facebook page. I assumed this was a given, being that I am here on the site, and have been for a bit.

In regards to saving my life I have begun meditating and altering my diet as the forum instructs, not to mention kicked an old habit that was holding me back. I have taken steps in the direction I am learning to be right, however I keep a fluid mentation when I can and am always ready to adapt if that seems logical. I do not think it is fair of you to allude that I am spending more time focusing on my dreams. Although l am interested in my dreams, because I see them as a gateway to another place. I do not focus on the. My dreams and coming to understand them better, are not near as important as the goals I have for awakening my self and helping others. This has just been a unique experience for me, and it was worth mentioning because it stood out.

I guess I have not read some of the information you are referring to yet about inserted dreams, but I really think you are not giving credit where some credit is due. I spend a reasonable amount of time every day on the Sott website catching up on whatever the site has to offer, I have been doing that for a while now. Not to mention I have dug into the forum here, read through the wave series (unfortunately I lose some of that info over time, as do most of us) and branched out to the Ra material, Bringers of the Dawn (although I found it too nicey-nice for my own liking), as far as reading goes I am currently in "Beelzebub's Tales to his Grandson" (and yes I am doing as the Author instructed) I have read a good amount of Castenada. I have started Mouravief as well. I still plan to read "Ponerology" (looks good) as well as "High Strangness" but I wanted to get a larger Esoteric background like Laura did before I read her books. That way I could see a small part of her perspective before she began writing. I am only 27 leaving me about 4 years of actually 'paying attention' to whats going on. A good amount of that has been here. There is just so much material here it could take a lifetime, and I feel limited on time with the whole wave thing coming. Lets just say I haven't been the best I could be my whole life, and I know I have a lot of work to do because of that.

As far as deeply considering the input of people on these forums... where did you get the notion that I didn't? I understand my possible hunger strike idea is frowned upon here, but that doesn't mean I did not deeply consider it. I did, that is why I am here posting :)


Going forward, I will dig into the 'inserted dream' information available here. I can always use more information. Thank you for the finger in the right direction.

The_Seeker
 
Was wondering if you could drop a link to some of that material. I am very interested in some of that info, was it in the wave series or in the forum? Just hit the search function and am drawing dead.

Thanks,
The_Seeker
 
The_Seeker said:
As far as deeply considering the input of people on these forums... where did you get the notion that I didn't?

I think this in an example:

I guess I have not read some of the information you are referring to yet about inserted dreams, but I really think you are not giving credit where some credit is due.

You stick to your own (subjective) ideas about dreams, apparently, instead of taking to heart the idea that dreams can be a great source of disinfo and can be very unreliable, whether you believe it or not. I don't think it has anything to do with giving credit where it is due (that's usually a self-importance thing). It's the fact that there is a lot of information on dreaming here (try doing some search on the forum for the relevant threads), and you seem to have missed the point of anart's advice in your previous response. In other words, you haven't understood and or took to heart (or become familiar with) the ideas of dreaming and the pitfalls that accompany them. If you had, you probably wouldn't use the "yes, but..."
 
Fair enough.

I will jump into the material. I never thought to check the site for information on dreams... not sure why really. I know that sounds stupid but its true. There is such a huge amount of info, trying to tackle it all has been a fun project for me but it is a bit overwhelming. In reference to your response of deep consideration, I can see your point but I dont agree with it. Just because I hadn't come across information compelling enough to completely turn me off to the idea, doesn't mean I failed to spend time considering it. I just hadn't come across it yet. Like I said, that is why I put it up for others to offer advice.

The_Seeker
 
I just went to review the forum a bit and I feel dumb.

I would like to apologize, both to anart and Approaching Infinity. I just noticed where the dream section was at, and I have seen it almost every time on the forum. I will put the whole dream workshop thing on hold until I log some time what your dream section has to offer. I guess I have only really dug deep into maybe 7 or 8 Sections. Thank you for illuminating me a bit. :) Back to the grindstone.



The_Seeker
 
The_Seeker said:
I agree with you about the possibility of those not being completely mine. However I did not really see them as negative, they were not laced with fear or arousal or hostility, as I might think dreams of a 'certain' intent may be. I am still considering the whole hunger strike thing, and yes I have read through a few posts about how stupid and crazy most people here consider them to be, I am aware of the risk of physical and mental harm. I would not mention something like this without putting a lot of thought into it. It is just on the table at the moment anyway, I have not committed to it, as I said that's why I was looking for some outside opinions.

(Just a complete side thought, I have been working for some time to affect my dreams, using some of the techniques I have come across in my readings. Since I have started down this path I have been remembering more of my dreams in one night of sleep than I have in years. I have also begun to change my eating habits as many have suggested here, I think that is a big factor as well. I just wanted to know if anyone else had any success with visualization or dream manipulation techniques?)

The_Seeker

It sounds like the Eros Theme thread. You try to hide the idea or fantasy but it appears on your dreams. This happened to me too, trying to hide it didn't work, I needed to understand the roots of this, why do I needed "that"-whatever thing it may be-.
 
Brunauld said:
It sounds like the Eros Theme thread. You try to hide the idea or fantasy but it appears on your dreams. This happened to me too, trying to hide it didn't work, I needed to understand the roots of this, why do I needed "that"-whatever thing it may be-.

Just a side note on the "Eros theme thread". I continued reading other works of Marie-Louise von Franz and here are some quotes that explains why of the above. It happened to me as well and what von Franz describes as "active imagination" seems to be what really made a difference in my case. I described it in the Eros theme, but the quotes might add more context. It has some Jungian lingo, but it can be interpreted from what we have discussed about psychology and the Work:


Shadow and Evil in Fairy Tales said:
The theme is archetypal, and the idea of a beautiful girl who in some way has been bewitched, or has a poisonous body which kills anyone who comes near her unless he knows how to exorcise her, seems to be a common element in Oriental legends. In northern European countries the poison in the bride often comes because she has a secret affair with a pagan demon living in the woods, and through this affair she becomes a destroyer of men; and until the king can cut the connection or kill the demon or evil spirit behind the anima, he cannot win her. [...]

The modern psychological parallel would be active imagination, through which one can literally attract the contents of the unconscious. If you succeed in producing the right kind of symbol, either by drawing, or writing a fantasy, or by actual active imagination, you can, to a certain extent, constellate your own unconscious. Otherwise the achievement of the connection be-tween conscious and unconscious is a relatively slow process. For instance, an individual with a certain conscious attitude has a dream which we interpret and, if the interpretation is correct, there is a reaction and the conscious changes its attitude or ideas. The fact that consciousness has changed affects the next dream, and in that way there results a slow interconnection. [...]

I had a patient who drank and was in a dangerous situation inwardly and outwardly. He dreamt again and again of a dead school friend, whom he described as a man who had been very intelligent but neurotic, if not schizophrenic—the type of schizophrenia which you could describe as moral insanity. His mental functions were not affected, but the ethical personality was destroyed. He got into difficulties with the law and tried to commit suicide, and after internment succeeded. Since this fig¬ure appeared almost every night in the patient's dreams, I said that he must somewhere have such a figure within him (for he also did not believe in life), that it must have to do with his drinking, and that he should confront the shadow figure. The man agreed, but did nothing. When we counted up the number of times he had dreamt of this same man, it averaged about three times a week.

After some time of this I had enough and said that the patient must have it out with the figure in active imagination, and, being naive and gifted in that way, he succeeded. He asked his friend why he was annoying and disturbing him, and the friend replied that the whole psychological treatment was a fake, that the pa-tient was afraid of cancer of the liver and wanted to save his skin, there was nothing else behind it, he was just a coward. The patient defended himself, but he was not nearly as intelligent as his friend and after a time did not know how to argue and gave it up and said the friend was right. That was about five o'clock in the afternoon. He went to bed that night and about eight A.M. woke up with a horrible heart pain. He telephoned a doctor but nearly died. The doctor looked after him and a cardiogram was made, but it was a purely psychological attack which nearly killed him!

We went through the active imagination again, and I said that he had forgotten the arguments of the heart. The friend had got him through arguing on an intellectual basis in which there are but there is the possibility of choice, and that implies the heart, or feeling. I said he should begin again. He did so and said to the friend, "Look here, I have thought it over." "Oh, no," said the friend, "you have talked it over with your soul governess in Zurich!" The friend had this kind of destructive wit. But the patient said that the heart trouble was his own, in spite of the discussion in Zurich, and that it was the conversation with his friend that his heart had not been able to stand. So this time the friend was on the spot, and the conversa¬tion ended by the other not having anything more to say. The same night the man dreamt that he was at the friend's funeral.

In the ensuing analysis, which lasted a year and a half, this figure appeared only once, instead of three times a week, the previous average. Thus active imagination, if done in the right way, really has an impact on the unconscious. It has a much stronger effect than only dream interpretation, and the above case shows how creating the right symbolic figure in a symbolic dialogue caught the cynical shadow and exerted an actual influ-ence on the unconscious. Naturally, this is on the same level as age-old magic which has always been used to influence the psychological situation—it is really the same practice, but magic has an outer purpose. If this man had been a person of medieval mentality, I would have said that to dream so much about this cynical friend meant that his specter was haunting him; but as he was a modern man, he had it from within.

We draw a distinction between white and black magic, which would be that the latter is used for egotistical purposes. A woman in love uses a love potion, but that is the ego trying to push through its egotistical demands. There is also white magic in the form of exorcism, but that serves an ecclesiastical pur¬pose. Active imagination is produced entirely from within and is looked at in the same way, though it has sometimes an outer effect; indeed, one should only do it for one's own inner sake.

Jung has experienced that if it is done with living people, the other person is actually affected, though he could not explain how it works, but that is why it is dangerous, and we try to keep away from it. You can talk to your projection on the living person, but not directly to the living person. If you hate someone very intensely and want to work on that, you have to personify your hate and talk to it and not the living person.

I had an analysand who had a kind of admiration transference for a couple with whom she was first friendly, but then began to hate intensely. She always went to see them and always returned poisoned and upset. It was clearly a projection: they had a lot of shadow in common. Then she heard vaguely about active imagination, but what she thought was active imagination was to imagine that the man was there and then to insult and fight and in the end kill him. Afterward she felt quite relieved and went to bed and then dreamt that a witch had caught and imprisoned her. I asked her what she had done and said that something must have happened during the day, and she told me of her pseudo active imagination; her dream showed clearly that she had practiced witchcraft and not active imagination. She could have personified her hate or affect, and then it would have been all right, for she would have had the two figures of herself and "a woman who hates," and she could have asked the latter why she wanted to kill the man, and that would have worked. To deal with the image of the outer person is a mistake which has bad results and can act like a boomerang. The analysand did not rid herself of her hate, but fell into the archetype of the witch and even deeper into the unconscious. If you wish to work on a relationship with a real person and don't want to fall into magic, then talk to your own personified affect; but you must keep it within the vessel of your own personality and not draw in the outer person.

In cases where you can watch the effect of witchcraft, you can see that there are exteriorized destructive effects, but more than that, it harms the person who does it, making him even more unconscious, and it has no curative effect. In active imagi-nation the ego must empty itself and be an objective onlooker. The ego should say, "Now, let's look at my affect," so the first step is that of disidentification when the ego becomes an objec-tive onlooker. The analysand identified with her hatred where she should have disidentified. That is what we call an Auseinand-ersetzung, namely "sitting apart and having it out with each other," and the first thing is to "sit apart." That is a wonderful description of active imagination. I "sit apart" from my hatred, or my great love, and then I discuss with that factor, but I leave out the object because otherwise I am practicing black magic. The object of your hatred or love is something on which your unconscious greed fastens, and by that you produce wishful thinking, just the opposite of active imagination. People think of what they love, or what they would like to do, and believe that that is active imagination, but it is magic, and has all the effects of an abaissement du niveau mental; it can even release a psychosis.

If we are upset about something, a discussion goes on all the time within us, but that is passive imagination and completely different from the difficult art of sitting apart and disidentifying and looking at something objectively. If people can do active imagination for hours, then it is wrong; if it is done rightly, one is exhausted after ten minutes, for it is a real effort and not a "letting go."
 
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